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Shoutout to all of those sappy romantics out there who are struggling with distancing for the good of society, we’re gonna make it out of this touch-starved but HELLA appreciative of little affectionate gestures we may have overlooked before. 💞Looking someone right in the eyes up close, pressing your foreheads Together, holding hands 🥺, kissing their cheeks, brushing someone’s hair behind their ear gently,

I miss all of it but I know that we’re doing our best to save lives but staying INSIDE right now! 💖

This doesn’t fit my aesthetic but I had a lot of fun making a video of me dancing for my fiancé, I made it into a positive little post, I love ALL of y’all!!

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one day you’ll lie on some soft grass on a flowery hill and feel the sun on your face and feel happy that everything in your life has lead you up to this moment of pure joy and warmth.

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One Summer’s Day (Array Mbira) by xuan xuan

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Hey guys!! Some close university friends have put together an AMAZING podcast, and I’m lucky enough to get to star in it! We’ve got a few episodes edited for production, and even more recorded!! Stay tuned for release ❤️

If you’re interested in fantasy and folklore, slice of life friendship stories, and genuine LGBTQ+ characters written by creators of the same community, go ahead and check out their page!!

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fuck it fluffy cows

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Actually life is beautiful because the sound I make while trying to breathe around hot food sounds like my dog trying to eat an apple. When I yawn my cat tries to put his face in my mouth like a little dentist man and when he yawns I put my finger in his obligate-carnivore trapzone and we both know he will not hurt me. When I do not fold my clothes, they do not hold it against me.

I am demonstrably sad, and lonely, and full of fear. But there are other people who will hold my hand, who will point out the hawk overhead, who will give you That Look in a public place. The other day at a coffee shop a child said "look! It's snowing!" so all of us strangers went to go look out the windows. It wasn't the first snow and it won't be the last but wasn't it lovely like that?

How wonderful to live in a world where birds and frogs both say beep! How wonderful to have an ocean of beautiful sharks with their dinosaur teeth! How wonderful the moon and her changing face, how wonderful the bees and their dancing to communicate, how wonderful shrimp and their forbidden layers of vision! How wonderful, you, and what you will give the world! The way we love things enough to spend entire blogs devoted to them? How people will let me explain my Pokemon team to them? How we will both jump at the scare in the movie, how we laugh so loudly, how it feels to give someone your baking? How wonderful to be alive. I am sorry for forgetting.

This is the process of getting better. With wonderful people and wonderful strangers and wonderful friends: I am getting better, slowly. Thank you, whoever you are. In some way, you've been wonderful, and left a wonderful place in the world to ripple out to me. In some small way - isn't it beautiful - I promise, you've been helping.

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you weren't a bad kid. you had unmet needs.

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Tag Yourself...Coffee Order

Long black: gold-rimmed glasses, clear blue sky, early bird, white crisp shirt, bangs, minimalist notebook, canvas shoes, crowded public transportation, white quartz.

Cold brew: beanie, dangling plants, smile you can never get enough of, yellow Kanken, messy curls, beaded bracelet, golden retriever, movies with subtitles, stickers on laptop.

Affogato: late night groceries shopping, picnic on sunny day, lemon ice cream, patterned socks, tinted sunglasses, playful morning kisses, acoustic playlist, movie dates.

Iced Coffee: brunch with friends, gets lonely easily, poetry books, messy buns, knitted scarfs, pink skies, Danish pastries, wearing a lot of rings at a time, feeling nostalgic over Polaroid pictures.

Mocha: linen shirt, boat shoes, s’mores by the fire, scented candles, rom-com movies, the smell of chocolate, cold-pressed juice, nude lipstick, snowy days, the cute friend.

Flat White: flannel shirts, clear skin, always looks smug, cuddling all day, burnt toast, carries tablet/laptop everywhere, Lo-fi playlist, cooks for fun, always looks vaguely disheveled.

Latte: soft demeanour, pink lip gloss, giggles, sugar cookies, always saying sorry, impulsive shopper, cherry blossoms, has a lot of weird stories from her surprisingly outrageous experiences.

Cappuccino: hair highlights, studying in coffee shop, pencil skirts, massive flower bouquet, designer belt, white pearls, proving them wrong, always keeping secrets.

Macchiato: hair blowing in the wind, retro bandana, eating fruits for breakfast, dancing on tabletop at midnight, film camera, watercolour splashes, having the eyes of a dreamer.

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i want to be held under the soft sunlight that comes through my blinds in morning. i am very lonely.

A day will come, when you wake up and gaze into the face of your significant other. You will smile and feel the warmth of their presence and the relaxation will settle deeply, all the way to your bones. The stripes of light will frame your face and you will know that you are safe in your own personal heaven, and it’s a kind, lazy day. And it’s your time to be happy, it’s all okay.

You can close your eyes again and lay back down. You can reach over and pull them closer to you, and hold them to your chest. Your significant other may be your lover, maybe your dog or cat, maybe a trusted friend who’s stayed the night besides you.

You won’t always be lonely, I promise you that. I used to sit and cry, I didn’t believe in love, all it ever did was hurt and keep itself away from me,,, I wanted nothing but an end to my solitude. But now, I’m engaged, and I’ve finally had a taste of what true happiness feels like, after years of dangerous and unsafe relationships built on a mutual need for companionship.

I promise you that you’ll make it,,, lean on those close to you, hold them tight. Take those mornings when the sunrise warms your heart, but illuminates an empty bed, take them for granted at your will, sit and think about how lovely your future will be. Daydream and fantasize and build those lovely mornings in your mind, until the times when you really have what you’re hoping for.

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Physically I’m here but mentally I’m tending to the strawberry patch outside my forest cottage and listening to the ferns rustling in the cool breeze

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I love my fiancé he’s the most perfect man I’ve ever met and he’s so lovely and strong and brave and I’d constantly scream it to the heavens, I thank the maker for this man every day of my life, what a sweetheart he’s so smart and dashing and a catch and I just can’t get enough of him ❤💖

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Julia and Taylor by Shawnee Custalow Photography

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Reblogging this now with a heartbreaking update, my sweet old man passed away just yesterday morning.

I got Sammy when I was 5 from a neighbor down the street who was worried about the runt of her dog’s litter that the mom was refusing to care for. I raised him as best as I could at that age and he and I grew up together.

He’s always been such a good listener, and gave the best cuddles and kisses. His favorite spot to lay was on the couch against your stomach, with his head tucked under your arm. He was there for me for 14 years of ups and downs and school changes and stress, and he never did anything but love. 💘 He was such a good boy

Sammy will be remembered as a loyal and protective warrior puppy. On the morning of February 5th, after getting a glorious breakfast and much “good boy” praising, he went outside with his baby brother Albert. Sammy died protecting his house and his family from the coyote that came in the back fence, and is now resting peacefully with his canine brothers and sisters who left us many years ago.

Sir Samuel Piddlesworth

2006-2020

Rest In Peace my good boy 🐾

Excited boy™ couldn’t stay still for a picture 🐶☀️

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BVUu5Vxjny8/

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I like that “morning baby” kinda relationship. The no games, great communication, lots of sex, lots of kissing, lots of cuddling, lots of flirting, lots of being goofy kind of relationship. That makes you want to run 100 miles, read books, clean up your bad habits kind of love.