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Having borderline personality disorder sucks. The “normal” version of yourself is just locked deep inside just clawing and screaming to get out. Screaming “please help me be free.”

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Grief is a weird thing. One day you feel like you could conquer the world, then the next day you feel like you sunk into a dark hole.

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I hope you find out what peace feels like someday.

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Why do you like hurting me so much?

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Of all the hidden and magical landscapes that I have seen, the one I remember the most is the brightness of your eyes. Maritje Chamberlain Fine Art.

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When you lay there and have no thoughts and just blank numbness, that’s when you know you’re too far gone.

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How can you act so evil but expect to be treated like a King?

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 You can only burn a person so much before they became meaningless ashes.

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You deserve to be loved. Not liked, not lusted after, not settled for, but loved.

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Tears could be pouring from my eyes and my heart could shatter in the palms of your hands and still, you’d look at me and feel nothing at all.

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Toxic parents have a way of making you feel so so broken inside.

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What does it feel like to be normal?

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Often I wonder what it would feel like to be out of my own head.

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I could lay in bed, and a hurricane would occur, and somehow, you’d still find a way to blame me for the disaster in front of us.

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Don’t you realize that you are drowning me?

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Everything that goes wrong, you say it’s my fault. You make me think that maybe I am too fucked up to be loved. When in reality, it’s you.

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You choose your addiction over me and it hurts.