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"He fell to his knees, his heart full of cheer,And thanked the heavens, for bringing her near." - James Thomson, "The Seasons"

"He fell to his knees, his eyes upcast,And prayed for her love, with a fervent heart at last." - John Keats, "Endymion"

"He knelt before her, and with a gentle smile, he said, 'My dear, I love you, I cherish you, I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy.'"* - Pride and Prejudice

"He dropped to his knees, his arms wrapping around her waist, and held her close." - Charlotte Brontë, "Jane Eyre"

"He fell on his knees, his face buried in her lap, and wept for her love."* - Victor Hugo, "Les Misérables"

"He knelt beside her, his eyes shining with adoration, and whispered, 'You are my everything.'" - Elizabeth Gaskell, "North and South"

“I always picture him as a little boy. I sit and he lays his head on my knees and falls asleep, and I stroke his head softly and caress him … I always imagined him like that when he was not with me …” -Fyodor Dostoevsky, “The Insulted and Humiliated”

"Onto my knees, I’ll quickly fall Down by your side. I’ll tamely wait for your commands And hear them through, And treasure every single chance Of meeting you. Your servant, and your love, at times. Your passion’s wave Has conquered me. And always, I’m— Your humble slave.'" -Alexander Blok, from “Servus—Reginae”

"I would fall upon my knees and plead to God to deliver you in my arms once again." - JOHN WIENERS, from “Cocaine”  

"But your voice — that would deliver my knees to the ground." - lfredo Encanasa, from “The New World”

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𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓪 𝓓𝓸𝓵𝓬𝓮 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 11

~𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 ~ 𝓜.𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽~ 𝓝𝓮𝔁𝓽 ~

I slowly opened my eyes as my vision was blurry. After a while, my vision cleared up. I sat up slowly as my head killed me. There were bounds on my hands and feet and gag in my mouth. My eyes wandered about my surroundings. I saw a wooden floor, a mirror, and another room. It looked exactly like my dream description. But another thing I noticed was that this room wasn't just an ordinary room. This was a ballet studio. This can't be the studio in Seattle. It doesn't look like this. Where am I? Suddenly I heard a sound and it was familiar. Soon the door opened and my heart skipped a beat when I recognized my kidnapper's voice. As he stood there pulling in a TV stand and VCR, he turned and noticed me.

"I see you're awake," he replied. I said nothing. Rolling his eyes, he scoffed. Walking toward me, he then pull the gag down from my mouth. "What? Got nothing to say?" he replied. Once again, I uttered nothing. Then he crossed his arm and stared at me for a moment. "Good luck staying quiet. Staying quiet won't help you, Christine. Also, I like the smell of fear in my food," he said.

"Where am I?" Who are you?" I asked.

"Relax. My name is James. And you're in Phoenix," he said.

Phoenix. Why am I in Phoenix?

"Why am I here?" I asked. He snickered before saying

"Really? Think a bit. Why are you here?" he asked. I thought to myself why am I here? Until.

'I can't stand it. I'm going back to Phoenix.'

"Bella."

He smirked. As my dream foretold, they warned me about him and so was Bella.

"In that field, I caught her scent. I had to have her. To taste her blood. But you, when I saw you in that car, I had to taste you too," James said.

"So it was you she was warning me about," I said.

James chuckles before kneeling in front of me. "I heard her telling you about me. It was funny actually. I can't believe she warned you and hid from me while doing so. The Cullen gave me quite a run but Victoria had to find information about her. She found out where you lived and got information about you," he said.

They were at my home. They were there with Cordelia. Anger filled me as I wondered if they had hurt Cordelia. "Do not fear. She didn't harm her. You know Bella could have left you out of this but she cares deeply about you. But there is someone else she cares more about," he said.

My eyes freeze. Does he have Mrs. Renee?

"Where is she? Where is Mrs. Renee?" I ask.

He then snickered and stood up and walked toward the phone on the wall. He has Mrs. Renee. It can't be true. It can't be true. "Bella. Bella," I heard.

It was Mrs. Renee's voice but something was off about it. It didn't sound real. It was a TV recording.

"Be very careful not to say anything until I tell you," James said.

So this was his motive. To lure Bella in by using Mrs. Renee's voice. From James' face, it seems like he got Bella's attention. "Now, I don't need to hurt your mother, so please do exactly what I say and she'll be fine," he said. He pauses then he smirks that evil smirk. He congratulated Bella.

'What a sick man.'

"Now repeat after me and try to sound natural. Say 'No Mom, stay where you are,'" he instructed Bella through the phone. As he manipulated her, he instructed her what to do. What to say? Tell her to come alone. Tell her to leave her friends. Friends. What friends? I thought Bella returned alone.

"Now this is what you have to do. I want you to go to your mother's house. Next to the phone, there will be a number. Call it, and I'll tell you where to start from there. Can you do that? Say yes or no," he said. He smirks once again.

"Before noon, Bella. I haven't got all day so be quick about it. And if you tell your friends about our plan, you can say goodbye to your mother and your special little friend," James said. He walked toward me and kneeled and held the phone to my ear.

"Say Hello, Christine," he whispered. In a shaking voice, I said "B-Bella."

“Christine,” I heard.

“Bella,” I repeated her name like a prayer as she tried to calm me down. I must warn her. “Bella. You can’t come. Pleas-.” He covers my mouth to stop my warning before moving the phone back to him.

"You still have until noon to call me. Don't keep me waiting. And please don't make your friends suspicious of anything you do when you return to them. Just say that your mother called and you talked her out of coming home for the time being. Now repeat 'Thank you, Mom.' Say it now," he told me. He snickered. "Goodbye, Bella. I look forward to seeing you again," he replied.

He hung up and stared at me with that disgusting face of his. A smirk spreads across his face as he asks, "Let's see if Sweet Bella learns to follow directions."

I want to wipe that smirk off his face so badly. "She won't come. She's smarter than you think. If you think she will, she won't," I replied.

Eyes filled with determination, James snickers as he twirls my hair with his fingers. "Maybe not for you. Maybe for her mother. She has no choices," he said as he leaned in and sniffed my hair.

How revolting. "Besides time ticks. As I have mentioned before." As he walked away, James said, "She will have it before noon." I stared at him filled with anger.

Time ticked on and I prayed Bella wouldn't call. Praying she wouldn't come. I saw James pace back and forth, waiting as I sat there on that wooden floor. Suddenly, the phone rang. James answered the phone and said, "Hello Bella." He snickered and smiled.

"That was quick. I'm impressed," he said.

He then informed her that she was fine. Must be talking about Mrs. Renee. He told her to come to the ballet studio by her house and that we. He will be waiting. He smiles as he hung up the phone. "Everything is working as planned," James said laughing.

"You're a monster. I hope you burn in hell where you belong," I spit back. James laughed at my insult.

"Oh, you're cute. If I didn't have to hold you, hostage, I would be an excellent plaything. But as much as I like to play with my food, my thirst lasts so long. So let's wait for our friend Bella," James said. He then leaned in and whispered "And once I get a taste of her blood, you will be my next meal. "

My eyes widen as he leans away from me. I froze, scared of the unknown. I felt my heart beating faster, my stomach turning. I knew I had to leave. He then picks me up and places me on the floor in the closet with the TV and VCR.

"Try not to make too much noise," he said as he pulled the gag back into my mouth. After playing the tape, he looped it and closed the closet door. I couldn't hear his footsteps as he left the room.

I was left alone with fear and anxiety. I felt helpless and alone, unable to call for help. I felt completely powerless. I silently asked myself is this my last memory? Kidnapped, waiting for death. Is this how my life ends? Tears streamed down my face as I thought it might be the last moment of my life. I thought of Cordelia. Oh, Cordelia. I'm sorry. No matter what happens, live on. Please continue to find love and happiness everywhere you turn. Please know that that night wasn't your fault and you are not to blame. Please know that I will never cease to love you even in death.

In the last few minutes, I was ready to give up all hope. The door opened and it was Bella. "Christine," she said as she rushed to undo the knot around my wrist and feet.

At the moment she untied my hands, I pulled the gag from my mouth and said, "You shouldn't have come. He came to kill you."

As she untied my hand on my feet, she said, "I know."

I stared at her. "We have to get out of here now," I pleaded.

"It's no use," Bella replied. I looked at her in confusion. "I have already written a letter to Edward. I'm dying anyway. If I die, I'll die knowing I found love and have my best friend," Bella said.

I stare at her in disbelief. Is she giving up? Everything.

"Bella, you can't die," I said.

"There isn't a choice. James will kill me," Bella said.

"Doesn't mean you can't fight back. Who knows, Edward could be here looking for you? To save you. Don't give up," I said.

I tried to make Bella understand that she still had a chance to survive. I tried to give her hope of survival. Telling her we have a chance. A small hope of leaving here alive. My advice to her was, "Don't lose your life for him, but live for him at all costs."

She looked at me as she held my hand. She smiled at me, her eyes determined. It was at that moment that she made the right decision. "Let's get out of here," Bella said. I nodded my head. We turn around to make our exit but James is right there, standing still at the exit with the remote in hand.

"Hello Bella," James said as he walked toward us. He passed us and put the remote down next to the VCR. I carefully watched his movements.

"Sorry about that Bella? But hey, aren't you glad your mother isn't involved in all this and that your darling friend is here with you?" he said with kindness and courteousness.

Bella sighs and answered yes. He was standing a few feet away from us, arms folded, looking at Bella curiously. But his eyes were black with a hint of ruby.

"I suppose you'll tell me your boyfriend will avenge you," he replied. "I don't think so. I told him not to," Bella replied.

"And what was his reply to that?" he asked again. As Bella shrugged her shoulders, she said she didn't know and sent a letter to him.

"How romantic. A last letter. Do you think he will honor it?" he said with a hint of sarcasm. God, do I hate this man? "To be honest, I'm disappointed. My expectations were higher. And all I need is luck," he said.

We both stood silently. Waiting for his next move. Then he explained his plan: "When Victoria couldn't get to your father, I had her find out more about you. Because why would I run and chase you down when I could wait for you at a place of my choosing? Victoria came to your dear friend's house to get more information about her after warning her about me. As a result of talking with Victorica, I took Christine here on a trip and decided to bring her here. I never dreamed you would mean it. Humans are very predictable. They like to be in a familiar environment, somewhere safe," James said.

He explained that the feeling he usually gets when hunting his prey is a feeling, a sixth sense if you must say. He visited Mrs. Renee's house and received a voicemail from Bella. Bella telling her mother to call from the hotel number was useful. Victoria watched Edward board a plane to Phoenix. And he was prepared for it. He used the tape as a bluff. He was a sick man. I hated him so much. Holding the palm-sized film camera, he said "You wouldn't mind if I left a small letter for your Edward," he said.

He smiled and set the camera back on the stereo system. There was a small red light that indicated it was already running. He adjusted it, widening the frame. We stared at him in horror and silence. "I'm sorry but I just don't think he can resist hunting me after watching this. I wouldn't want him to miss anything. A human. Two humans who were in the wrong place at the wrong time, running with the wrong crowd," he added as he stepped toward us smiling. I felt nausea in my stomach. "I would hate for Edward to ruin my fun. It happened ages ago when my only prey escaped me," he said.

"Your Edward was too weak to make the choice just like the vampire before who loved humans stupidly. This one, however, stole her from the asylum. I can never understand the obsession some vampires have with you pathetic humans. As soon as he freed her, he made her safe," James said.

Her? Who was he talking about? We stood there as he told his story. The girl didn't even notice the pain of being trapped in a black hole of the cell for so long.

"A hundred years earlier and she would have been burned at the stake for her visions but it was 1920 and it was the asylum and the shock treatments," he said.

In that instant, I knew he was talking about Alice. Is that why Alice can't remember her past life? Throughout that asylum, she suffered shocking treatment, which erased her memories. "The old vampire made her a stronger vampire and I knew I couldn't touch her. So I destroyed the old one with vengeance," James said.

Then he stepped toward us until he was just inches away. Taking a lock of Bella's hair and sniffing it delicately and saying "But I must admit you have a nice smell, very floral and Christine's smell is sweet."

I felt sick to my stomach. I held Bella's hand tightly. He stepped back and circled us. He slumped forward into a crouch like a beast. His pleasant smile slowly widened and grew till it wasn't a smile at all but a contortion of teeth, exposed and glistening. Bella and I ran to the emergency door, but James was in front of us in a flash. A crushing blow struck both of us in the chest, sending us flying backward into the mirrors. The glass buckled, some pieces shattering and splintering on the floor beside us. I was too stunned to feel the pain. Bella was in the same pain as I was.

"That's a very nice effect. I thought this room would be visually dramatic for my small film. But this place is just right for you. "You both," James said evilly.

Bella began scrambling on her hands and knees, trying to crawl to get to me. He hovered over Bella and smirked as his foot stomped down hard on Bella's leg. I could hear her leg snap as she screamed in pain. "Bella," I muttered as I reached out for her.

“And you,” James says as he walks toward me. From a wooden floor, he smirks as he stands upon me. He then steps on my wrist hard as I scream in pain. He laughed and looked around the room, satisfied with what he had done. I held my throbbing wrist as he stepped away from me. I could feel tears streaming down my face.

"Would you like to rethink your last request? Wouldn't you rather have Edward try to find me?" he asked.

Bella denied it. Her shirt was soaked in blood. James then kneeled to grab Bella's wrist and bit into it as she screamed in agony. He then came toward me as I tried to scramble away from him. However, he pulled me toward him and bit my wrist as a scream ripped through my throat. I gasped as I felt my body burning from the inside out. It was painful. It was excruciating. I had never felt pain like this before. It was as if I was dying inside. My heart raced rapidly. Soon I heard a voice calling me. I searched for that voice, and it turned out to be Alice. She ran to me and kneeled beside me.

"Christine. Can you hear me?" she asked. I slowly nodded and croaked out a reply, "Yes, I hear you. I'm in so much pain."

Alice hugged me tightly and said, "It's OK, I'm here now. You're going to be alright." I never felt so happy to hear her voice.

"Bella. Christine. We're here," Carlisle said. He's here too.

"Bella," I heard another voice and it was Edward. I knew he would come. The whole family attacks James.

"Bella is losing too much, and so has Christine. The venom is spreading. We have to suck the venom to stop it," Carlisle said. Edward shook his head as if he was refusing.

"No," he said.

"You have to do it," Alice replied.

I tried to breathe but the pain increased. "See if you can suck the venom back out. The wound is fairly clean," Carlisle said.

Edward's voice sounded like he was in agony. It was as if he had a hard time making a decision. I felt something sharp pointing and pulling at my scalp.

"Make it stop," I screamed. Tears streamed down my face. I felt suffocating. It was at that point that Edward made his decision, sucking Bella's hand of the venom. I then felt Alice grasp my wrist and say, "Christine. I got you okay."

I nodded. I sensed Alice's cool finger on my wrist, locking it in place. Her cold lips pressed against my skin. I felt a sharp pain in my arm as she started sucking the venom out. I screamed and thrashed until someone holds me down. I could sense my consciousness slipping as the pain subsided. My wrist felt more numb than ever before. Then, the fire was over.

"Alice," I called out.

"Christine," she said.

My eyes wander to her. "Is it over?" Alice nods softly.

"And Bella?" I asked.

She reassured me that she was fine with Edward. That was a relief. I panted slowly as my eyes grew weary. I could not get rid of the feeling of exhaustion. However, soon I could no longer fight it and I slowly drifted to sleep. The one thing I couldn't forget was the gasoline smell before I passed out.

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Update on this (I’ll add tag later): Chapter 34 is out now. I broke it up 😭😭. The wait is over. I think the next chapter will be the longest chapter ever I believe.

Rosa Dolce Chapter 34

For those waiting on Chapter 34 of Rosa Dolce, I am so sorry for the wait and thank you for waiting patiently. It's taking so long because it is a long chapter. I'm talking about it's currently at 3K and I'm still writing. And I’m also working other project on my other tumblr account so that’s also another reason. I’m trying to come up with a schedule and when I do, I’ll let you know.

I thank you for your patience and I promise you that it is coming.

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Rosa Dolce Chapter 34

For those waiting on Chapter 34 of Rosa Dolce, I am so sorry for the wait and thank you for waiting patiently. It's taking so long because it is a long chapter. I'm talking about it's currently at 3K and I'm still writing. And I’m also working other project on my other tumblr account so that’s also another reason. I’m trying to come up with a schedule and when I do, I’ll let you know.

I thank you for your patience and I promise you that it is coming.

[haganezukawaifu]

𝑅𝑜𝓈𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓁𝒸𝑒 𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝟣𝟢

Is this me coming back because I passed my Fall quarter? Yes. Yes, it is. We are back until I go to Uni. Take this chapter as an early Christmas gift.

~𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 ~ 𝓜.𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽~ 𝓝𝓮𝔁𝓽 ~

I stood there and gazed at the painting. They look exactly like my dream. Their features are identical. I looked in awe as they wore gold and white 18th-century attire. They appeared like gods. If I may say so, they were like royalty.

"Edward," I said. He then replied with 'Hmm'.

"Are they still there?" I inquired.

"They're still there. They have been there for millennia. Carlisle stayed with them for a short time, a few decades," Edward said.

I thought I dreamed they didn't exist, but they do.

"He admired their civility and refinement. They tried to cure his aversion to his natural food source as they called it. He tried to persuade them to change their feeding but they couldn't persuade each other. It was. Carlisle then explored the New World. To find more people like himself," Edward continued.

I couldn't turn my attention away from the painting hanging on the wall as Edward told the story. It makes sense now. The flash I saw when I touched Carlisle's hand, he met them years ago. There were so many questions I wanted to ask Carlisle if he was here. What were they like? What year were they born? What was his relationship with them? What was their human history like? Seeing Edward and Bella looking at me, I heard "Christine," snapping me out of my thinking.

"Sorry. I was deep in thought."

"Christine. You said you had seen them in a dream," Edward said to me. I nodded my head.

"How often?" he inquired.

Seeing him face to face, I replied, "You're the mind reader. I'm sure you know how to answer that question yourself."

I heard no response from Edward after that as he stared at me with a blank expression. He looked deep in thought for a moment and then said, "You're right. I believe I know the answer."

His gaze was intense as he continued to look at me. I could feel the tension in the room. She then cleared her throat and asked, "What happened next?"

Edward continues to say that Carlisle didn't find anyone for a long time so he started to interact with unsuspecting humans as if he were one of them. He then began practicing medicine though the companionship he craved evaded him as he couldn't risk familiarity. The moment the influenza epidemic hit, Carlisle worked nights at the hospital in Chicago where he met Edward. At that time, he couldn't find a companion so he decided to create one but he was hesitant. He was loath to steal anyone's life the way he was taken from. He changed all that when he met Edward and his parents, however. Edward was dying and Carlisle nursed Edward's parents despite his efforts. It was unsuccessful so Carlisle did what he did. He changed Edward. Then soon Esme came along. Edwards has been with Carlisle through it all. Through these years.

"Come with me," Edward said.

"Y-Yeah. Christine. You're coming," Bella asked. I turned to Bella and said "Umm... You go ahead. I'm going to stay here for a while."

Bella nodded her head as she and Edward left leaving me here in Carlisle's office. I reached out to touch the painting with my hand to feel some connection to it. To them.

"To think I have been dreaming of you for so long and knowing you three exist out there. And I wonder if you three think of me too or even know me."

I stayed in that room for who knows how long, admiring. I looked at the clock sitting on the desk and it was 2. I gasp in shock. It's 2 pm and I'm far from Forks and late for work. I walk to the door but before I do, I look at the painting. I felt a wave of sadness wash over me as I realized I had to leave. I silently promised myself I'd return soon and see them again in my dreams or wherever fate took us. With that, I opened the door and stepped out. The moment I closed the door, Alice appeared in front of me scaring me.

"Alice," I yelled.

"Oh sorry," Alice said.

As I breathed and exhaled to calm my heart, my heart pounded rapidly. "Is there anything you need?" I asked.

"It's going to be a real storm tonight and Emmett wants to play. Bella will join us. You wanna play?" Alice asked me.

Baseball in the rain. Doesn't sound safe but they were all excited about it so maybe it's just a Cullen thing.

"Sounds fun but I need to leave. I have a shift and the location to here and Aphrodite is a long way," I answered.

"No worries. You can play with us at any time. I will see you soon," Alice said before hugging me, which surprised me.

I don't think she ever hugs me but with her bubbly personality, I wouldn't expect less. I said my goodbyes and exited through the front door. I got to my car and started it up as I began my journey to Aphrodite. I was worried that I wouldn't be able to make it on time as the drive was long and far. As I drove, I turned the corner but my vision saw an unknown figures step in front of me and slam on my brakes in an instant. These figures look familiar to me. Two men and a woman with bright red curly hair. They are from my dream last night. They look at me for a moment before walking off. The pale man stays longer, maintaining eye contact. I gulped nervously. It was like he stared into my soul. It was then that the curly-haired woman pulled him along. I watch as they walk to continue my drive. I try to shake off the eerie feeling, but it lingers. I am filled with dread and fear. I keep driving, but I can't get that man out of my head. 

But once I got back to Forks, I pulled into Aphrodite's parking lot, parked, and walked inside. I saw Cordelia talking to a customer.

"Right on time. Come and grab your apron. We have orders to fulfill," Cordelia said. I nodded my head as I grabbed my apron.

Putting on my apron, I began working on orders. So many orders. To complete these orders, I knew it would take my entire shift. It's good that we closed early on Sunday and left the rest for tomorrow. After long hours of dedicated work, my shop almost closed and we sent off our last customer. This gives us a chance to spruce up. I cleaned the cabinets, making sure they were neat and spotless for the next flower display. Then, I stocked the shelves with more fresh flowers and rearranged the bouquets to make them more eye-catching. Prom season is coming up and they have to look stylish for the season. As I finished stocking up the cabinet, I heard my name called from the back room.

"Yes, Cordelia." Cordelia poked her out of the door.

"Christine, can you do me a huge favor?" Cordelia asked me.

"Sure, what is it?"

"Axel is in town and wants to watch a movie and have dinner with him. Are you okay with closing by yourself?" Cordelia inquired.

I told her I could do it. Cordelia asked, "Are you sure?", and I nodded my head and said, "I'm fine."

I walked toward her and held her hand.

"Enjoy yourself and have fun. I would love to meet this person that you have been head over heels about," I replied with a smile.

Cordelia smiled before pecking me on the head. 'What could I do without you? Now I would be back home, but at 10 at night, if you're awake, I'll tell you all about it." Cordelia asked.

"That sounds like a plan," I replied. She then took off her apron and gave me a warm hug before leaving. I smiled as she got into her car and drove off.

As I sighed as I cleaned, I wiped down the counter and watered the plants in the showroom. I walked to the back to grab a broom. Before I did, I heard the door chime. A client came in at this hour when we closed. It must have been a last-minute order for something critical. As I approached the front, I asked, "Hello. Welcome to Aphrodite-." I paused until I saw Bella.

'What is she doing here and so late?'

"Bella. What are you-," I stopped in the middle of my conversation as I saw her bags.

"Where are you going," I asked.

"Christine, it's complicated to explain right now," Bella replied. Complicated. In what way? She sighed furiously as she said, "I'm moving back to Phoenix."

My eyes widened at her response. Leaving. Wait. No. "Y-You can't leave," I replied.

"I have no choice. I can't do Forks anymore," Bella said.

I shook my head as I fought back tears. "No. Something is going on. I know you don't want to tell me, but you can trust me," I said.

Bella shook her head. It must be terrible. "I just can't deal with Forks anymore. I can't deal with this boring town anymore," Bella said.

"Why about Edward? I thought you liked him," I replied.

"I broke up with him," she said.

After hearing her comment, I could not speak. They wouldn't. She wouldn't. They never broke up. "Bella."

"I'm leaving tonight and I'm not coming back. I'm not planning to make the same dumb mistake as my mom and stay here for another minute," Bella said as she turned to leave.

I stood there watching my friend. My best friend. Leaving for who knows how long. Where I would return to loneliness. But before she could, I yelled "Hey."

Bella turns around and I walk toward her and hug her. "In case we don't see each other," I said.

Bella returned the hug. I could feel her heart beating intensely. "You'll see me again. Don't worry," she reassured me.

I never thought this day would come. She whispered to me before pulling away from the hug that lasted only 15 seconds, "Be careful. There is someone out there." I nodded in response as she drove out of the flower shop.

I was alone again. A lone tear fell from my eyes as I wiped them away. I should finish cleaning the shop. I returned to my cleaning duties and headed home. I thought about her words as she warned me. Did something happen today that she wasn't telling me about? I decided to be extra vigilant and look out for anything unusual. When I arrived home, I knew I would have to step inside. Alone. I wish she didn't have to leave. I wish she had stayed longer.

The next day arrived and I felt lonely at school. Sitting at the table by myself. Funny. Didn't think I would be back in this position. Class was boring with Bella. Lunch. Even Gym. It was strange. The thought of Bella and our conversation brought back memories of how we laughed and talked about books we had read together. I felt a pang of sadness. I wish she was here. I headed straight to work after school, and my mind was still flooded with questions about Bella. Is she enjoying her time there? Are her old friends happy to see her again? I sigh heavily. I missed her already but her warning is still stuck in my head. So is the nightmare I had. It's the same pale man and the same mirror room. There was something familiar about that mirror room. Eventually, I finished my work, closed the shop, and headed home. If anything cheered me up, this was Cordelia and I's movie night. That always makes me feel better. Once I arrived, I pulled in and shut off my car. I got out and grabbed my house key. When I unlock the door, I step inside.

"Cordelia. I'm home," I said.

No response.

"Cordelia."

Again. Silent. Upon entering the living room, I saw a note on a TV stand. Grabbing the note, it read.

'Out again. I'm sorry. I know tonight is our movie night and I'll make it up to you soon. I promise

-Cordelia.'

I sigh. Great, got stood up for Axel. I crumble at the note and sigh. I think I have had enough today. I'll take a shower and go to bed. I exit the living room and walk down the hall. As I turn the corner to the stairs, I pause. As I look down the hall, I notice the back door is open. Was it open before? The back door has always been locked. I ran into the kitchen to grab the knife in the drawer. I slowly walk to the back door fully prepared and ready to defend myself. I looked at the door. It was damaged. There was no way someone would have come in. Until... After moving the door curtain, I gasped when I saw a hole in the glass. I need to call Cordelia. I need to call the police. I turned around to reach the kitchen phone, but suddenly my mouth was covered, and I was pinned to the door. This caused me to drop the knife and my body lifted off the ground about 3 inches. My eyes widen as I stare at the man who pins me against the wall and whines. I looked down at him, and it was the same man from my dream. I felt a cold chill down my spine, and my heart raced. He leaned in and whispered.

"You smell just like her," he said.

This is who Bella talked about. Telling me to be careful. I couldn't get him off me no matter how hard my hands tried. He snickered and said:

"Let's go on a fun trip," he said.

He pulls me back and slams my head against the door. I hear the glass break due to impact. I felt the pressing pain as I faded into darkness.

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I may be on hiatus but it’s Christine Birthday from Rosa Dolce 🥳 Happy Birthday

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~𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 ~ 𝓜.𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽~ 𝓝𝓮𝔁𝓽 ~

I stood in the mirror to adjust my outfit. I wore a white sweater with a white vest, a plaid skirt, and black tights. My hair was uncertain. It was either braided on either side or an updo. I could have let it out but instead, I just did my half up half down duo, my usual style. I looked in the mirror to gain confidence.

'Christine. You can do it. You're heading to a house blood-sucking vampires who feed on animals. Not humans. What could be wrong?'

I breathed and exhaled as I exited my room. I headed toward the kitchen as Cordelia noticed me. "Oh you're up early," Cordelia replied.

Heading to the fridge, I picked up two waffles and put them in the toaster. "I'm going over to a friend's place," I said as I waited for my waffles to pop up.

"A morning hangout. How fun?" she said. I open the cabinet and pull out a plate. Just at the right time, my waffles popped up from the toaster. After placing them on the plate, I sat down at the small kitchen table. I grabbed the syrup, poured it over the waffles, and took the first bite. Curiosity spread across Cordelia's face as she asks "So who is this friend you're going over to? Is she Bella?"

"It's the Cullen," I answer. She looks at me surprised. "I never knew you and the Cullen were close," she said.

"W-Well. Alice, the girl that came into Aphrodite. We started talking and we had a pleasant relationship, so she invited me over," I replied as I continued to eat.

"Oh. this Alice. Do you like her?" Cordelia asked. I choked as Cordelia's response caught me off guard. Cordelia laughed at my reaction. "Cordelia," I yelled.

"What? You know I love you just the way you are?" she said as she sat down with coffee. As soon as she sat down next to me, she grabbed my face and smiled at me. "No matter who you choose to be with." She pecked my head. As soon as I grasped her hands, I got her to let me go.

"Cordelia. We're just friends. In addition, she has a boyfriend," I said as I stabbed my fork into my waffles.

Cordelia snickered at my reaction. "Well, I'm glad you are gaining more friends," Cordelia said as she drank her coffee. I turn to her as she smiles at me. She knew I was having trouble forming friendships here, but Cordelia was my only support through it all.

I finish eating and wash my dishes. "Well, I'm heading out."

"Okay. I'll see you in the shop," Cordelia said.

I nod my head in response and grab my keys and bag and exit through the front door. I went to my car and sat in the driver's seat. I then pulled out the card Alice wrote the directions on. I used my phone to get directions to the Cullen home. After passing the Calawah River bridge, other houses flashed past us. They became farther away. As I drove through a misty forest. I'm further out than that, I thought to myself. I then turned onto a dirt road. It was unmarked, you could barely see it among the ferns. The forest encroached on both sides, making the road ahead unclear for a few meters. It twisted like a serpent around the trees. After driving slowly for a few miles, I saw a thinning of the woods. It was almost like a meadow or a lawn. Soon I saw it, the Cullen house. Six primordial cedars shaded an entire acre with their branches. The tree held its shadow up to the house wall.

As I step out, I admire their home from the outside. It looks timeless, graceful, and probably a hundred years old. It was painted in soft faded white and stood three stories tall. There was also a deep porch wrapping around the house front. It had a lovely charm to it. I noticed Bella's truck. I shut my car door and walked to the front door. I stood there patiently, quietly.

'Okay. Christine. You got this.'

After giving myself every bit of confidence, I breathed and exhaled. When I reached out to knock on the door, Alice opened it and stood beaming brightly.

"You're here," she said.

I nodded my head smiling. I was surprised as Alice grabbed my hand and pulled me inside. At the door, I noticed the house looked nice as my eyes wandered around. The inside of the first floor was open and bright with a few internal walls. To the left of the front door was a wide central staircase. To the right was a raised area with a grand piano in the center, a dining room, and a kitchen.

"Nice huh," Alice said. I nodded my head. From the stairs, I saw Jasper.

"Hello Christine," Jasper greeted me. I greet back. She led me to the raised floor section by the grand piano as I heard Edward's voice asking where's Alice?

"I'm right here," she said as she pulled my hand and there stood Edward, Bella, Dr. Carlisle Cullen, and a woman. But no Rosalie and Emmett. I wonder where they are.

"Christine, I would like to introduce you to Carlisle and Esme," Alice said.

Esme. She was pale and beautiful. She was small, but less angular and more rounded than the others. Something about her heart-shaped face and soft caramel-colored hair reminded me of those silent movies. She smiled warmly. Carlisle and Esme were both dressed casually. I feel like I overdid my outfit.

"Umm. Happy to see you again Dr. Cullen," I said nervously.

"You're very welcome Christine and please as I told your friend, Bella, call me Carlisle." I nod my head.

"Christine, it is lovely to meet you," Mrs. Cullen said as she reached for my hand. Her hand was cold.

"It's nice to meet you too, Mrs. Cullen."

"Alice didn't tell me you were aesthetically pleasing," Mrs. Cullen remarked.

"Oh, thank you, Mrs. Cullen, " I blushed. "You can call me Esme," she replied. I nodded my head, and responded, "Of course Mrs... I mean Esme."

My eyes wandered around. Their home looks nice. It's clean and bright. "Alice told me that your mother owned that adorable flower shop in town," Esme responded.

"Y-Yes. Since we moved here, Cordelia has run it. I help her out sometime. That table centerpiece, I made myself," I said as I pointed to the lavender and tulips centerpiece on the grand piano.

"Really. You have quite a talent," Esme said. I felt Alice bump my shoulder, teasing me. I could feel my cheeks heating up at her comment.

"T-Though with a lovely home like this, I am honored that my work can sit in your home." With a bright smile, Esme replied "The honor is all mine."

 I smiled as I felt a small bump on my hip. I turn toward Bella as she looks at me. She leans in close to me and whispers, "I didn't know you were coming here."

"I got invited to come over by Alice on the day she came to the shop. And you?"

"It was a last-minute thing," Bella whispered.

I nodded in understatement. My eyes wandered and landed on the piano and so did Bella. "Do any of you play?" Esme asked me and Bella.

"Oh no. I don't. As a child, I never got into playing a musical instrument, unlike my brother. I was more of a dancer," I explained.

"You dance. What type of dance?" Esme asked.

"Ballet," I answered.

"Really? You have to invite us to the next show," Esme said. "I'll be sure to get a ticket to my next performance when that comes," I replied with a nod. I cleared my throat to focus on Bella.

"Umm, Bella. What about you? Do you play?" I asked.

Shaking her head, she replied, "Not at all. It's very beautiful. Is it yours?" She laughed and answered no. "Edward didn't tell you he was musical," she said. Bella and I both look at Edward and reply "No."

I had no idea Edward could play piano. "Edward can do everything, right?" Bella replied as I heard Jasper snicker. It was then I heard Esme scold Edward hoping he hadn't been showing off saying it was rude before telling him to play for us.

"I thought showing off was rude," Edward objected. "Well there is an exception to every rule," Esme replied.

"I would like to hear you play," Bella said. I'd like to hear as well. A push from Esme leads Edward toward the piano and he pulls Bella along to sit on a bench beside him. While walking toward the piano, I stood by the side. Edward played a beautiful melody. Bella's eyes lit up with amazement, while I was filled with awe.

His fingers move swiftly on the keys. I was amazed. The melody was beautiful as it shifted to a soft tone. As I listened, I heard Alice whisper "Hey Christine, you wanna come with me for a second? I can show you around the house." I nodded my head in response. Alice walks to the stairs as I follow her. Suddenly I heard a different melody. The moment we walked up the stairs, Alice whispered to me: "I think Esme likes you."

"Does she? Are you sure I wasn't an idiot?" I asked.

Alice giggled as she shook her head. "Where's Rosalie and Emmett? I didn't see them," I asked. "They're around. Now let's show you around," Alice said.

She showed me everything. To Carlisle's room, Rosalie and Emmett's room, to her and Jasper's room. It was all pleasant. "So what do you think? Not what you expected, huh?" Alice asked. "It looks nice and old. How old is your home?" I asked curiously. "Early sixteen-thirties," Alice said. Wow. It's an antique. She told me that it belonged to Carlisle's father and that he carved it himself.

"Just curious, how old is Carlisle?" I asked. "367," Alice said.

My eyes widen at her response. 367. I had a million questions in my head. In response to her question, I asked, "Where was he born? What year did he turn?"

"He was born in London in 1640," Alice said. She then told me that he was the only son of an Anglican pastor. His mother died in childbirth. His father was intolerant. During that time, Protestants came to power and he strongly believed in evil. His father led the hunt for witches, werewolves, and vampires.

'How awful.'

I also learned that innocent people were burned. Despite his best effort, he couldn't find the monster he wanted. The pastor grew old and appointed Carlisle to the raid. Carlisle was more persistent than his father. He found a coven of vampires living in the city sewers, only coming out at night to hunt. One emerged and he was ancient and weak with hunger. She told me that the vampire ran through the street as Carlisle yelled out in Latin to warn the others. Being 23 at the time, he was fast and pursued. The vampire then attacked him but the others were close behind. In defense, the vampire killed two men and snatched a third, leaving Carlisle to bleed on the street. Anything infected by the monster must be destroyed, but Carlisle acts instinctively to save his life.

After crawling away, the vampire and his victim were followed by the mob. Carlisle then hid in a cellar, burying himself in rotting potatoes for three days. "Could you believe that he stayed hidden without being noticed?" Alice said.

"I believe it."

I was drawn into the story. I asked, "And what happened next?" She then smiled and said, "You know I think it's better if we go and speak with Carlisle himself. You should go to his office," Alice said as she pulled along. "O-Oh okay. Is it safe?" I asked.

Alice giggled and replied yes. I nodded my head and walked to his office. As soon as I arrived, I saw Edward and Bella. Edward noticed and replied "Back again I see," Edward replied. "I came to learn about Carlisle's history. Alice told me to come."

"You're in luck, and so is Bella," Edward said as he looked at her. I look at Bella and she responds, "I want to know myself."

I nod my head. As we waited at the door, I heard a faint voice saying come in as Edward opened the door. Carlisle's office was interesting. The walls were paneled in dark wood. Most of the wall space was taken up by towering bookshelves that held more books than I have ever seen in a library. Carlisle sat behind his mahogany desk.

"What can I do for you?" Carlisle asked, rising from his seat.

"I wanted to show Bella some of our history," Edward replied.

"I too came to learn your history. I hope we didn't disturb you," I said. Carlisle shook his head. "Where would you like to start?" he asked. "The Waggoner," Edward said.

It was then that we faced a wall different from the others. Framed pictures of all sizes adorned this wall. In vibrant colors and dull monochromes. We were now standing in front of a small square oil painting in a plain wooden frame. I began to examine the details of this painting as it was painted in varying sepia tones. A miniature city with steeply slanted roofs and scattered towers topped by thin spires appears in the painting. Moreover, there was a wide river in the foreground crossed by a bridge covered with tiny cathedral structures.

"London in 1650," Edward began.

Carlisle a few feet behind me added, "London of my youth."

Edward asked if Carlisle would like to tell the story, but Carlisle explained he was running late and told Edward to tell it. As he knows it better than Carlisle himself. Carlisle then left the room leaving me with Edward and Bella. I later discovered this painting. This city was Carlisle's hometown. "Then what happened? When he realized it?" Bella asked. "When he knew what he had become, he rebelled against it. He tried to destroy himself but that's not easy," Edward said. The biggest shock was Carlisle jumping and drowning himself but he survived. He was born into another life and was very strong but his instincts were strong and took over everything.

He then grew very hungry and weak. He kept away from humans but his willpower weakened. He wandered nightly for months, loathing himself and seeking the loneliest places. My heart sank with guilt for Carlisle. In the middle of the night, a herd of deer passed through his hiding place. He was so thirsty that he attacked the deer without hesitation. It was then that his strength returned and that there was an alternative to being the vile monster that everyone feared.

"So he realizes that you don't have to kill people for blood," I said. Edward nods his head as he continues. "He made good use of his time. He was always intelligent. He studied at night and planned by day. He swam to France," Edward said.

"He swam to France," Bella said.

Like Bella, I was shocked. Edward explained that vampires didn't have to breathe while swimming. That breathing was just a habit. To continue, Carlisle swam to France and then traveled through Europe to universities. By night, he studied music, science, and medicine. It was at that moment that Carlisle knew he had found his calling in helping people.

It took two centuries of torturous effort to perfect his self-control over blood and now immune to the smell of blood, he can do the work he loves. The hospital was a place where he felt peace. Then he tapped his finger on a different painting that was different from the others in front of us. "In Italy, Carlisle was studying when he discovered the others there," Edward said.

"Others," Bella questioned.

"Much more civilized and educated than the London sewer wraiths," Edward explained. I examined the painting he touched. In the image, it was a comparatively sedate quartet of figures painted on the highest balcony, looking down calmly at the mayhem below them. And there I noticed a golden-haired man named Carlisle painted beside them.

"Carlisle's friends greatly inspired Solimena. He often painted them as gods," Edward said as he pointed them out calling them by name.

"Aro, Marcus, and Caius. Nighttime patrons of the arts," he said.

As I heard Edward talking in the background, I stared at the painting hanging on the wall. I looked at the figure on the balcony. I have seen them. I have seen them before. Their hair. Their features. Eyes that show adoration for me. I know them. I realized as I said, "It's them." Bella turned toward me and replied, "What?" I looked at her and pointed at the painting hanging on the wall.

"It's them. The ones in my dreams.

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Just an update on the situation: I am fine and I am safe. My neighborhood is wrecked but my house is safe. We have went from our power being out to our water being cut off and turned back on. I am staying at my mom's currently until the power at my house get turn back on. (Thank god, my mom has wire connected under her house)

My service is really bad and I'm sending this out on luck right now. Right now, I'm just grateful that I'm alive.

I was going to release the next chapter of Rosa Dolce but Hurricane Helene hit my town Friday morning so it will be delay. All I ask is your patience please and I’m so sorry

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I was going to release the next chapter of Rosa Dolce but Hurricane Helene hit my town Friday morning so it will be delay. All I ask is your patience please and I’m so sorry

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Chapter 33 is out on A03 and with a little ending note. If you haven't read my note on my A03 and only read my book on Tumblr. I just want to say I'm taking a small hiatus due to me returning back to school to get my degree. I just need the time to focus as all of my classes are on online and I would be also be dealing with tutoring so I really need to focus.

I love your support that you all have been giving me to this book and I hope that when I come back, I hope to continue to write it to the end.

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Leave me alone 😭😭 I can’t help it. Plus I crochet too. Poor ADHD me

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Oh how I love being sick. I hope my student didn’t get me sick 😭

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𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓪 𝓓𝓸𝓵𝓬𝓮 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 8

~𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 ~ 𝓜.𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽~ 𝓝𝓮𝔁𝓽 ~

As Alice analyzed every flower, I walked beside her. It was challenging to start a conversation after not seeing her for a few days. She hummed and I watched her every moment. How do I start this conversation? What do I say? "These are Snapdragons, correct?" Alice asked before I could speak. "What is the meaning of them?" she asked. "They mean deception and generosity." "What about Zinnias?" What is the meaning of them?" she pondered. "People usually get them when they think of a friend but they can be lasting affection." Alice continued to wander around the showroom.

"I'm surprised you haven't asked me any questions," Alice said. "I have many questions to ask but I'm sure you can only answer a few." Alice giggled. "Try me. I will answer as many questions as I can." I tried to think of a question to ask, but I didn't know where to start. All I could say was:

"You're a vampire, aren't you?" I questioned. Not the first question I wanted to ask. Alice laughed as she walked. She replied, "So that was your first question." I follow behind her and ask, "W-Well. Are you?" She looks at me, nods, and says "Yes I am. Though you already know that. "Any other questions?" I can only respond with the obvious question that has been on my mind. "You asked me about my dreams. Why? How did you know about my dream? I never told anyone about them," I said. "It was just a simple matter. Your eyes made it seem like you'd seen it all before," she replied. As Alice touched the rose petal, she said, "You weren't the only one who saw the crash. I stared at Alice as she responded. Not the only one. Does that mean?

"You dreamt of that crash too?" I asked. Alice shook her head and turned toward me and stated, "More like I saw it." Saw it, I thought to myself. Alice explained it to me as subjective precognition or visions. "To sum it up for you, I'm able to perceive my visions based on decisions made by people," she explained. Therefore, she can see the future if the person follows through on their intentions. "In the same way that mine predicts the future, so do your dreams," she said. So... I have a gift. Huh. I also thought that my dreams would be something I dreamed up and never thought they would be visions. To be real events. "Anything you want to ask me," Alice said as she walked.

"What was your life like?" I asked.

She stopped walking and turned to look at me.

"As a human. I mean. Do you remember anything before becoming a vampire? Your family. Where did you live before?" I continued with my question. Alice turned and sat down on the stone bench and said "I don't remember much from my human life when I got turned." I guess when you're turned into a vampire, you don't recall your past life. "I however have one question for you," Alice replied. "What is that?" I said. "When did you experience your first vision?" she asked. I sighed as I sat next to her on the bench.

"My first drea vision was when I was 5 years old. I was in foster care. I envision a woman with black hair and half-burgundy bangs. I remember wearing a band tee with a black jacket and skirt. The next two days, I didn't realize that the woman was Cordelia. After that, I had a new vision of these figures. So far, I have only dreamed of different events," I replied. I chuckle. "It's funny. When I was 14, I dreamt someone was leaving. I didn't expect it to be my brother," I said as I looked down. I felt Alice touch my shoulder. She smiled at me as I focus on her. Alice said, "I will take some tulips and lavender for a centerpiece. Let me know if you can arrange it." I replied, "Yes, of course. I'll arrange that for you now. Umm. Any color tulip would do." Alice nods her head and smiles as I gather up some tulips and lavender.

I arranged her flowers and put them in a box. As I chose a ribbon, I grabbed a pink ribbon and pulled it to the right length. And right when I was cutting the ribbon, I heard Alice say "Would you like to come over?" I stopped what I was doing and said "What?" "Would you like to come over to my home?" Alice said with a smile. I resumed my task and cut the ribbon. "Umm...What day?" I asked as I wrapped the ribbon around the box. "You can come Sunday morning," Alice suggested. I paused. "Do you think it would be safe to come to a house full of vampires?" I asked. Alice chuckled. "I mean sure. We can also have you for dinner," Alice said. I gulp as she laughs at my reaction. "I'm kidding," Alice said. As I finish tying the ribbon and giving her the box, I chuckle. "I can come, but I must leave at 3. I'll close the shop with Cordelia." Alice nodded as she took a card and wrote something down. "Here is the address," Alice said as she pushed the card toward me. As I grabbed the card, I held it tightly. "I'll see you there," Alice said as she grabbed the box and walked out.

I hold the card and look at the address. I'm heading to the Cullen house on Sunday. I can't believe it. The day continued as expected and school started the next morning. Bella rode with Edward this morning, which surprised me. I was unable to ask her everything so after English class, "So he saved you from the thugs, took you out for dinner, took you home, and today you rode with him to school," I responded. Bella nodded her head. "I say you made progress," I said as we walked to my locker. "More than less," Bella replied, following me. "I'm sure Jessica had a question. What did she say?" I asked as I opened my locker. "She wanted to know if we were a couple," Bella replied. I waited for her to continue until I added "And." "I told her we were," Bella responded. I stood there in shock as I held my locker door open. "I see. But do you like him?" I asked as I grabbed my books.

A sigh escapes her lips as she presses her head on the locker. "It's difficult to know whether he likes me or not because he's always so-" Bella said. "Cryptic," I replied, concluding her sentence. Bella nodded her head and said, "There's more to him than just his gorgeous looks." I liked him more than he liked me. It's like I can't avoid him." Hmmm... I figured she was interested in him but didn't know it was serious. I softly chuckle and Bella asks "What?" I lean in and say "It seems like Edward has drawn you in." Soon the bell rings, signaling the next class will start. "We'll talk at lunch," I replied. "Yeah. See you at lunch," Bella said as we both parted ways.

The class continued as usual. We watched a movie in Government class. An old schoolhouse rock song about a bill. Eventually, government class ended and it was time to leave for the cafeteria. I started packing up my belongings and putting them in my backpack. As I walked out of class, I saw Edward and Bella awaiting me at the locker. I slowly walked toward them. "Hey," Edward muttered. "Hey," I said. "Would you like to sit with us during lunch?" Edward inquired. I asked Bella for confirmation and she nodded her head. "Umm. Sure. I'd love that." Edward turns to walk to the cafeteria and Bella walks alongside me. I was never asked to sit by anyone, even the Cullen. This is new.

After reaching the cafeteria, I saw Edward grab a tray and I grabbed a tray and picked anything that looked good. What I noticed was that Edward had piled his tray with food. "What are you doing?" Bella asked. Edward turned his attention to Bella. "You're not getting all that for me," Bella said. He shook his head before buying food on his tray. "Half is for me," he replied. I brought mine soon after him. "I didn't know vampires could eat food like we do," I said. As we sat down, Edward offered, "We don't. Take whatever you want," he offered as he pushed the tray towards us. There was a lot of food on the tray. I only got fruit and pizza. Bella grabbed an apple and asked, "What would you do if someone dared you to eat food?" That's a good question. I was curious. "You're always curious, Bella. I'm sure you are too Christine," Edward said. "Well, I mean. It doesn't hurt to know." Edward shook his head as he grabbed a slice of pizza and bit into it.

He began to chew quickly and swallow. I stare at Bella as her eyes widen and return to Edward. "So...," I said. Edward shook his head as he put down the slice of pizza and said, "It tastes like dirt." I tilted my head in confusion at his response. "It can't be that terrible." "If someone dared you to eat dirt, you could," Edward said. I shook my head indicating that I wouldn't but soon Bella replied "I did once... On a dare." I turn to her as I wrinkle my nose at her response. I would never expect Bella to eat dirt and for her to state it wasn't terrible made it more outrageous. I wouldn't dare do that. "Christine," Edward said, grabbing my attention. I look at him as he says "Alice told me she came to your flower shop," Edward said. "Yes. She did. She came for centerpieces and answered my questions," I replied. Edward nodded his head. I also mentioned that she told me she was a vampire, and that our dreams are just visions. "So Alice isn't the only one with a gift. Edward can read minds," Bella said.

I stared at Bella in shock as my curiosity led me to ask Edward, "You can read minds." "All except Bella," he replied as he turned to her. I asked him how, and he could not give me a reason. Bella doesn't know why either. "If that's true, what am I thinking about?" I replied. Edward chuckled and replied to me that I was thinking of the paper I would receive tomorrow in English, which was correct. Good reading, I guess. "Plus the day of the crash, you were so wrapped up in the crash in your vision. Alice told me that she saw it but you couldn't get it out of your mind including your dreams," Edward said. So because of my thoughts, he has listened all this time. "That's insane," I said. Edward snickered as he asked if we had any more questions. "I have one question. Goat Rock. Why did you go there?" Bella asked. "We were hunting. Emment's favorite is Grizzly," he replied. Did he just say Grizzly? As a grizzly bear. Rather than hunting humans, they hunt animals. I asked Emment why he loved grizzly bears and animals and in response, he explained "It's to resist the urge to feed on humans. In a way, I would say we are vegetarians. They eat animals but not humans," Edward said. So you do not need human blood to survive. "What is your favorite?" Bella asked. Edward leaned in toward us and said "Mountain lions are my favorite."

Soon the bell rang and we stood up and said our goodbyes leaving to walk to Spanish class and Bella and Edward to Biology. Class went as it should and so the day continues. Edward took Bella home. Today and the day after were the same. The day after that, he left to hunt with Alice. Upon returning home from school, I completed my homework before participating in other activities. Cordelia suggested we order pizza tonight, so I ordered it. It was soon nightfall, so I put on my oversized tee and joggers and drifted off to sleep. My dream took me to a place as I slept. Or should I say vision?

I was in a forest. The sky was cloudy but thunder was heard but no rain fell. I heard a motion from the forest and saw three figures approaching. Two men and a woman. The first man was dark-skinned with dreadlocks. He was of medium build, thick muscle with red eyes. The woman had long curly hair like mine but it was bright orange. She was pale and dressed in a coat. The last man was pale, tall, averagely built, and average looking. He wore blue jeans and a soft blue shirt. The thing they all had in common is that they were all barefoot.

I walked into the forest and soon the air became foggy and dark. The further I traveled, the darker it became. As I was surrounded by darkness, I stopped walking. It was quiet, awfully quiet. In that darkness, a door lit up. When I opened that door, I found myself in a mirror room with a wooden floor. There was a gold stripe across the mirror. As I stood there in that mirror room, I heard a splat that scared me. I looked and it was red and dripping. It was blood. Then another behind me and to my left. Once I heard the next, I turned around and there stood the pale man in blue jeans.

He turned toward me with his mouth covered in blood. His eyes were black and he growled. I panted as he examined me. I couldn't stop my heart from beating out of my chest. In an instant, I ran for it, but he stopped me and grabbed me by the throat. I tried to get rid of his hands, but couldn't. As he leaned close to me, he whispered:

"Time for the main course."

He could feel his breath on my neck. He leaned back and gave me a wicked smile and without hesitation, he lunged straight into my throat and...

"AAHHH."

I gasp as I touch my neck in fear. I gulp as I pant. Who was that and what was that? This is quite different from the crash dream. This was more violent. I checked the clock and it was 7 am. I should get out of bed and shower. I'm sure Alice is waiting for me. Besides, who knows what else I might see?

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I’m almost done with Chapter 33 before I go on vacation and I’m this close finishing a smut on my other tumblr which is taking so long because I haven’t done smut in like forever. 😭

Chapter 8 is coming soon as well. Probably the 17th. Don’t quote on it

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STAPH

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𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓪 𝓓𝓸𝓵𝓬𝓮 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 7

~𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 ~ 𝓜.𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽~ 𝓝𝓮𝔁𝓽 ~

"It all started when I was 5."

I stood in front of Bella as she sat on the couch, listening." The first moment I had this dream, I appeared in this 15th-century palace. Standing in this hallway, looking at the same wall. The same picture. And I would always be in front of this door not knowing what lies beyond it but they would call for me. I never saw their faces, but their voices always spoke." I explained everything to Bella. To every dream and thought.

"Then at school, the day of the basketball incident, I was back there again but strange things happened when I opened that door. I found these words on the wall written in Latin that were difficult to translate. There were also three thrones-like chairs and a necklace. The moment I touched the necklace, I saw a flash of eyes. Three red eyes. Staring at me and a voice calling out for me. I first saw these eyes when I touched Dr. Cullen's hand, but now they are three. Every night, I dream of them, longing for them. Wondering if they long for me or know I exist. After doing some research, I found out that these figures were supposed to be my soulmates. But if that is the case, where are they?"

"Maybe that explains the drawn part," Bella said.

"There's more. At school. On the day of the car accident. When Edward saved you," I say.

Bella nodded her head. "When you asked people if they saw Edward by you, they said no, you assumed you were the only person. It wasn't just you who noticed him. I saw him there too. I didn't notice him standing beside you when we parted ways. He was four cars away but before the car hit you, he stopped it. The night before, I had a nightmare of a car crash and everything fit the description. You asked if I was okay and I lied about a project when it was a dream. I was so disturbed that I couldn't sleep. I couldn't figure out who it was but I didn't expect it to be you." Bella stared at me as I explained:

"I wasn't aware it could come true, it just happened. My first thought was that it was just a nightmare that couldn't be real. I didn't know...I'm sorry," I said as I sat beside her and looked down. A moment of silence elapsed between us. I felt guilty for lying to her but I didn't know what she'd expect. Maybe she'll think I'm crazy. Maybe she'll never talk to me again.

As my mind wandered, Bella replied, "It's not your fault." I turned my head and looked at her.

"So you're not upset?" Bella shook her head. "If anything, I was in the wrong spot at the wrong time," she said as she lightly bumped my shoulder to cheer me up.

"So you're not expecting to say 'Christine. She became mad and planned to kill me." Bella laughed as she shook her head. "No. Besides, you're my friend and who else will I hang with?" Bella replied.

I smiled softly. I was glad Bella was still my friend. "In this case, if your nightmare was true, could these figures be vampires? " Bella asked. I shrugged my shoulder. "They could be but whatever they are, they can't be humans." Silence filled the room until Bella giggled.

"What?" I questioned. "You know when I talked to him, I started to think he was a superhero or something," Bella said.

I chuckle at Bella's comment. "Superhero. What are we in? Metropolis. What's next? Bitten by a spider?" Bella chuckles softly beside me.

"Or more terrible. We could be in Gotham," Bella said. We laughed together until I heard the front door open and it was Chief Swan. He walked in and noticed Bella and I sitting on the couch.

"Oh, Christine. Didn't expect you to be here," Chief Swan said. I noticed he carried something in his cooler. He must have been fishing. "Actually Mr. Swan. Bella and I were working on an assignment. We're doing Shakespeare in class. Have to learn our lines and all. But I think it's wiser to practice later," I said as I looked at Bella.

Nodding his head, Chief Swan offered breakfast. I shook my head as I said "That would be nice but I need to get home. I'm sure Cordelia is waiting for me. She's probably back from her business trip to Seattle. I'll see you tomorrow Bella."

"Y-Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow at school," Bella replied. I nodded my head as I said "Yeah." Bye, Mr. Swan." He bid me farewell as I left the Swan residence.

During my drive home, I listened to my music. Thankful Bella doesn't live far from me which is a plus. Her home is 15 minutes away. As I returned home, I noticed Cordelia's car in the driveway. She came home early. Thankfully, Cordelia is back in town and I'm grateful for her return. She told me about the meeting in Seattle and the amazing restaurant she ate at. She said next time she would have to take me there to try it. She also mentioned that she had dinner with someone named Axel.

This person was whom she met during the meeting and I can't tell if Cordelia liked them or not. But if so, I'm happy for her. The next day arrived and Cullen wasn't at school. Bella has questions for Edward, while I have questions for Alice. The day after came and I wore my cream blouse, plaid vest, and brown pants but they did not show up at school again.

While leaning on the cafeteria table, I said, "I feel they won't arrive anytime soon."

"I'm sure they're still camping," Bella exclaimed.

"Must be a pleasant trip," I muttered.

At this point, I will never talk to Alice and question her.

"So I'm heading to Port Angeles today with Jessica and Angela," Bella said. My interest was piqued by Bella's response.

"Really? What's the reason?" I asked. "Just helping them find their dresses for the dance. Lauren will be there. I was thinking about inviting you but you're busy after school," Bella said.

I nodded my head. I have to work after school. If I didn't work today, I would help Bella avoid boredom though I would take away dress shopping. Soon the bell rang and we parted our separate ways. School continued and it was the end of the day and I drove straight to Aphrodite Garden.

After getting to work, I walked inside. Cordelia greeted me as soon as I walked in and I greeted her back. The moment I put on my lavender apron and put my curly long hair up, I got to work. As it turns out, we received a wedding request. The first thing I did is come up with the design in my sketchbook according to the customer's preferences. Roses and any flower to go with it. Sounds challenging. After I finished the design, I emailed the customer to see if they liked the bouquet design or not. They did, which I was glad to hear. So I worked immediately. I started arranging flowers into the bouquet, starting with red roses. It was coming together and looked so beautiful. As I was working on the bouquet, I heard my name and it was Cordelia who held the phone in her hand. 

"Christine. I have to take this phone call. Take care of the front for me," Cordelia said.

I nodded my head. I saw Cordelia walk back to her office and I returned to designing the bouquet. I added some lilies to the arrangement to enhance the overall design of the bouquet. Suddenly I heard the front door chime meaning a customer had walked in. "Hello. Welcome to Aphrodite." Before I finished my welcome speech, I stood there and froze as the person who came in wasn't who I expected. It was Alice.

"Hello Christine," she said with a bubbly smile.

I didn't know what to say. I haven't seen her since she asked about my dreams. "Umm... Welcome to Aphrodite Garden. How can I help you?" I questioned. "I'm looking to change up the flower arrangement in my home. But I'm looking for meaning in flowers. Would you guide me?" Alice asked with a smile.

I nodded my head in response.

"And I'm sure you have questions. Don't you?" she asked.

"I do."

Alice smiled as she walked toward the showroom. "Then let's talk," Alice said as she stood at the door waiting for me to follow her.

I took off my gardening gloves and set them on the counter.

"Yes. Let's."

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It's my birthday. Yayyy