YOU WANT TO BE COOL YOU DON'T WANT TO BE REAL
YOU WANT THE GLITTER YOU DON'T WANT THE PAIN
YOU WANT THE AESTHETIC YOU DON'T WANT THE REALITY
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少女であるのは嫌いだったときがあったが、
女になり生まれたのは幸せだ
と今言える。
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You drank your lives away and I dream mine.
Just endless boredom, constant monotony, and hopeless tomorrows.
What do I look forward to? What was there for you?
Limits. Prisons. Coffins. Damnations.
We are almost the same:
Sleeping to dream, dreaming to live;
living to drink, drinking for happiness because there’s nothing.
I’m sorry.
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You tried to drag me down to your level.
I said what I said
but I’m not the one who’s poison.
Nor am I poisoned;
although you were painfully felt.
I am good
and good I want to be.
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Trataste de derribarme a tu nivel.
Dije lo que dije
pero no soy la que es veneno.
Ni estoy envenenada;
aunque fuiste dolorosamente sentida.
Soy buena
y buena quiero ser.
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There’s this sadness in my chest
coupled with the realization I’m not quite right
so I worry about the mark I leave when I come and go
and I fear what I might not be able to do even though I want to
I worry if I’ll be this way forever,
though a part of me doesn’t mind
as long as we can fulfill each other naturally
and fill ourselves as well
(it’s okay to not be okay
I will love you, flaws and all
can you love me
I have my heart to give
I’m sorry that I’m sick
so I hope
it’s enough.)
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O childhood, how I chase the nostalgia
as you get further and further away from me
wishing I could turn back the pages like a book
or hop into a time machine and find my preferred year
but I’d live it right and cherish it knowingly
blot out all the bad
and embrace a life I never knew
wishes are but wishes
and dreams are but dreams
but how nice would it have been
if I could have spent it with you.
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yet another year that’s been slipping from my fingers
I'll grasp the memory of it and think, ‘I’m sorry I did not live you’
then figure I just have the next;
ad eternum
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I like you but this relationship has met its end
I think of you but never shall we speak again
(do you wonder if I'll come back but don't know when?)
I know you don't understand
so I'm sorry for the confusion
hurting you isn't my intention
and leaving was never the plan
it's not something I can put words to yet—
(other than an urge for isolation
that does not relent)
so here I am,
taking scissors to this connection
doomed to repeat this if I try again.
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一緒にベッドで目を覚まして
横になって息をして
甘くて暖かくて静かに
貴方と日の出を見るのは
私の願
貴方も欲しかったらいい
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and to enjoy the sunrise with you
i wish
blinking awake in bed together
laying and breathing
sweet and warm and tranquil
i hope you'll want it too
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it's hard to love you
but I will cherish you
you who are me
the love is there
shaky and learning
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het is moeilijk te houden van je
maar ik zal je koesteren
jij die mij bent
de liefde is er
wankel zoals het leert
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私の日本語は上手ではない。
そんな影とあそびたくない
とあんたに言った。
ぼくはあんたの鏡だった、
人形のようななにか…
それか、なにか美味しい、
なにか食べるもののようだった
その言葉、その行動を
ぼくに映った
見られなかった?
人をきずつけてたあるのがわからないの?
…でも、知ってる本当は、見たくないから
考えるのは疲れてる
回るのは疲れていない?
いつ止める?
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I told you
that I didn’t want to play with such shadows.
I was your mirror,
or something like a doll...
or something delicious,
something to consume;
All your words, all your actions
reflected back onto me−
could you really not see it?
can you not see the way you hurt
(...the truth is, I know, you just don't care)
I’m tired of thinking
aren’t you tired of spinning?
when will we ever stop
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Beochaoineadh
(español)
Aunque trato de poner a dormir los pensamientos de ti,
la tumba sólo es tres pies de profundidad;
siempre estoy hablando con tu fantasma.
Aunque he estado furiosa deseando que se fuera
regresaré al retrato
y diré mis pensamientos un mil de veces–
todos los restos de una canción de luto.
Me diré que estoy terminada de dar elegías
y alimentar el dolor a pesar de todo.
Por en mi corazón permanecen rastros de ti.
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Beochaoineadh
Even though I try to lay thoughts of you to sleep,
the grave only goes three feet;
I allow your ghost to haunt me.
And though I seethe and hurt and wish it'd all just go away
I'll return to the portrait
and say my piece a thousand times--
all the remnants of a mourning song;
I’ll tell myself I'm done with giving elegies
and feed the pain all the same.
For your imprint on my heart remains.
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