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Yeah i know how badly heart breaks

Those pillows in your bed has seen all your horrible days

Maybe your friends trying their best to tell you what's right, but how will they know because every love is different from one another and our stories can never be the same

The people who never feel the need of anyone being around, I know you one's wish I could be same and just walk around.

People say that's all in your faith and their are gonna be hundreds on your way

But the feeling of being truly loved, always makes us confused to choose the right way.

Will I ever be good enough to be loved

Will I ever be loved

Will that love last more then a month

Questions soo lame, it gets hard to explain

Indeed falling for someone in this tender age

Is more hard then they used to say.

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To those few people who asked me how was my day, to all those who made efforts when I thought no one cares if I stay. I want to appreciate those kind souls who are still real with me in my hard days I know I am not always in my best behaviour, sometimes I forgot to appreciate your existence but you all should know how special you are and I love you all from each and every way. • • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ • • • #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #poetrysociety #quotes #motivationalquotes #inspirationalquotes #lovequotes #lifequotes #quotestoliveby #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife #writing #writingcommunity #writingsociety #positive #positivethinking #positivethoughts #thoughts #deepthoughts #emotions https://www.instagram.com/p/CT3rCMwlY1I/?utm_medium=tumblr

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No matter how hard you try there will always be someone or something to point on. You are the only one who can see and feel your own growth others will only see what they want to. Grow because you deserve to get better. • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ • • • #quotes #lovequotes #motivationalquotes #inspirationalquotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #successquotes #quotesaboutlife #quotesoftheday #dailyquotes #quotesofinstagram #writing #writingcommunity #writingcommunityofinstagram #writings #positivevibes #positivethinking #positivequotes #positivethoughts #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CTqvb4zl4_I/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The process of healing is long and in this process we should learn how to forgive and how to let it go. Getting the peace that we want always starts with letting go what holds us back, letting go what hurted us really bad. • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ • • #writing #writingcommunity #writings #writingsociety #writingcommunityofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #quotes  #lovequotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife #forgiveness #pain #healing #peace #innerpeace #peaceofmind https://www.instagram.com/p/CTTrDTjFGwX/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Hard to love, Hard to leave. Scared to be broken Shared to be the one who made you broken. • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ • • • #poems #poemsofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetrysociety #poetryofinstagram #quotes #lovequotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #love #loveher #lovehim #broken #brokenheart #writing #writingcommunity #writings #thoughts #deepthoughts #deep #painting https://www.instagram.com/p/CTG5cXaloyd/?utm_medium=tumblr

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You don't understand :) The process of understanding someone is a real struggle, the never ending ways and efforts we put on to understand someone even if we can't feel what they went through, we can't feel pain, But no matter how much we try to understand someone we can't  if they have already made up their mind of never being understood. Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/CQVKrj8lz5p/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Lying to please other's or lying to please oneself but still having the fear of hurting other's. The truth is always sweet, and I got a problem of sugar coating everything. I like to be a honey bee flying around and giving everyone honey, scared to be a house fly spreading dirt and feelings worthless as it is one of my biggest insecurity. • • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤 #writing #writingcommunity #creativewriting #writings #quotes #quotestoliveby #lifequotes #quotestagram #quotesoftheday #quotesaboutlife #quotesdaily #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #words  #wordstoliveby #deep #deepthoughts #feelings #pain #thoughts #lies #truth https://www.instagram.com/p/CSD-D2iF_Hr/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The difference between me saying I am okay and me saying I am fine, you take out all of the words and figure out if I am really fine. Yes, indeed you are the huge gap between me being happy and me being fine. • • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤 • • #_awrythoughts_ #reels #reelsinstagram #reelsvideo #instareels #instagramreels #love #lovehim #loveher #lovequotes #loveislove #quotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife #instaquotes #writings #writingsociety #couple #couples #song #songs #songwriter #vibs https://www.instagram.com/reel/CSI-MyhAjkO/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Take me to the place where you find peace, maybe that will be theonly place where our souls will meet • • • • Share it if you like my content Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ • • • #love #lovehim #loveher #lovequotes #peace #peaceandlove #thoughts #deepthoughts #writing #writingcommunity #writings #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #quotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife https://www.instagram.com/p/CS8ZX0QFvJK/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Love can also get tried seeing someone's dead feeling towards it. • • • Share it if you like Follow for more @_awrythoughts_ 🎥 @pinterest • • #reels #reelsinstagram #reel #reelsvideo #instareels #reelit #reelsinsta #quotes #lovequotes #lifequotes #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife #quotesdaily #instaquotes #writing #writingcommunity #writings #writingsociety #broken #brokenheart #brokenheartquotes #love https://www.instagram.com/reel/CTBh5gngyqN/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Something that lies between keeping a secret and hiding what is right ~

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Most of the times we put our problems in a scale, measuring our pain.

How many times do we choose silence just because think no one will value our pain?

It's a world of suffers, everyone has their own story of pain, your story maybe unheard but that doesn't mean you have suffered less.

Don't step back to share your problems just because you think you have suffered

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What if.........

I keep counting my days from backwards

I keep overlooking the thoughts that can't be put together.

Ignoring about what you said, I know you will never be sure about what we have.

I still keep nagging you to stick with me,

Even if I can't give you what you need.

I keep saying you are mine even if you never belonged to me.

I keep my smile alive, even if I spend my nights with thoughts that never leave me.

From being a bad lier to being a secret keeper

I keep my boundaries set.

I keep my expectations low,

So that my hopes don't grow.

I am left being just a stepping stone to reach to your goal,

To reach to the person who deserves your soul.

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The huge gap between me and you, I get flustered from my own thoughts and views, you stand in the middle increasing your views. I write to express, you write to gain views........there is nothing wrong in what you do. Just a difference between me and you.

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The torn pages of my diary~

Going through the pages of my old diary to find inspiration for my writings

I could see the missing pages as I flip over and over

The torn pages reminds me of those days When I gave up on myself

The pages reminds me of those days When I didn't had anyone by myself

Those days when it was just me and my pen

And all those thoughts of changing myself

I can't find those pages anymore

The pages where I expressed my weakness

My sensitive side which I can't show anymore

Those pages had a part of me that I can't be anymore

Maybe the only reason I stopped writing in my diary

I still remember what those pages had

It had those feelings that can't be expressed

How unhappy I was with myself

How much pain I had within myself

Being as cowered as I was

So scared if someone might find out who I was

I felt it's better to tear those pages down

Vanishing all the signs of my weakness

But still can't vanish the weakness that I had inside

At the end of my diary was the only thing that was left

My wish list which I never tried to look back

Maybe those wishes will also become a part of my torn pages one day

So before I could do anything I felt better to close my diary.......and to never look back at it again...........

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Two paths making there own way ~

The sudden realization of breaking two hearts felt like breaking myself in different ways

I knew I had to choose one and stop playing a safe game

But how can I leave one path that made me feel special when my days were gray.

Both of the path wondering that they are the only one making there own place

Unknown of the fact that one of them is  being played

Being left with options, but how did I fell for two path when my intentions were of taking one way

Both of them still played a different role in different ways

One made me go through the smpothest path

One place roses on its way.

Choosing one of them felt like passing through thorns and walking through rocky way.

Trying to make up my mind, I knew I will loose both of them someday.....

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Have you ever wondered how someone can have feelings for two different individuals at the same time?

We talk a lot about love triangles and feel pain for the one who gets played.

But choosing the right one and having the guilt of playing with someone's heart is also something that can break someone even if they got to choose whom to take.

Having feelings for two individuals sounds weird and anyone can question his or her nature by judging there character, but it's true life can surely put you between two different ways, but you have to choose one and block the other way.

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The art of expressing ~

Sitting next to a stranger gives me more peace than sitting next to someone I know

Maybe because the interaction becomes low

The only reason I like to travel alone

This time a stranger sat next to my seat

To ignore any further interaction

I put my headphones on

Something was different about him

He gave a friendly vibe with a wide smile

Something in me just forced me to put my headphones down

Didn't want to start a conversation but still tried to ask who he was

Same age as mine, he lived in the city next to mine

Never did I know how to vibe with a stranger

But the way we talk it felt like I opened my mouth after ages

At the end of the journey I ended up expressing things I had a hard time to talk

It's weird but no one knows the art of expressing till they find someone to listen to them

All my stress felt slipping off my chest

Maybe this time I didn't regret someone sitting next to my seat

At the end of the station I felt my cheeks getting red

I didn't want this journey to end

As he went off the bus I felt like I was missing out something

He said" hope we meet again stranger".

And I realize I didn't even ask his name

Now whenever I travel alone I don't feel like hiding myself with those headphones.