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I LOST MY FUCKING EARPHONES THE SAME DAY I REALLY NEED MUSIC. WTF

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I've changed my name to Gray. I literally am indecisive as hell if I change my name one more time ajshhagajdgjadhsgasghs

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This is my daily declaration of love to Kira Yukimura.

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You know what fuck coming out it's not anyone's fucking business. I mean how is who I'm attracted to your business whether you're my mom, dad, sibling, auntie, grandma, friend. Whatever, it isn't your business, especially if you're just going to invalidate me. My gender is a different story, it feels like I have to come out, because then if I don't then people will just keeping calling me my dead name, and calling me a girl. But I'm not one, it also scares me to come out as genderfluid to anyone in my family because that is under the trans umbrella, and I am not sure who in my family is transphobic, I know my mom is, I know my aunt is, my dad definitely is. So I don't know what to do, and it's scary.

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You can read a summary of my gender for free but the full gender is behind a paywall

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The guys in my class: I ain't gay, I'm straight

Also the guys in my class: Smacking each others ass, Asking their friend would they suck their dick, Making sure they call everything gay

Me: You guys are very gay

Them: No we're not!

Me: Could've fooled me😕

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I love the fact that Im not the first option, not the second option. Im not even an option. Anyways enjoy this edit of Allison I made.

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My morning is ruined. I hate having a crush sm.

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Period 4 was history btw

Rating my classes throughout the day

Period 1/Homeroom (Band): Annoying asf. No one can play (Including me). This guy in front of me kept playing my mf instrument. Bitch... [1/10]

Peroid 2 (Science): On the way there I didn't get to see my crush, like usual. Did some work I understood and then just sat there until class was over. My science teacher made the class work in partners but no one wanted to be my partner :( [-1/10]

Period 3 (Math): Eh I didn't understand anything. [2/10]

Lunch: Good my friend got us some stuff from the student store. And we joked around. A LOT. [9/10]

Period 4: Eh kinda boring. I had to get a lot of work done because I didn't finish it from yesterday. [5/10]

Period 5 (Reading): My teacher made a seating chart and sat me near my crush (Not next to him, but definitely near)

Period 6 (English): (I have the same English and Reading teacher so I stayed in that class) My teacher let us get free time in between periods. So I got to talk to my friend and stuff. My teacher also ended up letting us switch seats with each other so now I sit behind my friend. And then I left early and my friend texted me and told me my crush sits next to me.

Highlights:

- My crush asked my other friend who I was.

- Lunch because me and my friend were embarrassing ourselves but it was funny.

- I interacted with more of my classmates

- My English/Reading teacher is my favorite teacher btw

Yeah uhm I just wanted to share because today was a good day.

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Rating my classes throughout the day

Period 1/Homeroom (Band): Annoying asf. No one can play (Including me). This guy in front of me kept playing my mf instrument. Bitch... [1/10]

Peroid 2 (Science): On the way there I didn't get to see my crush, like usual. Did some work I understood and then just sat there until class was over. My science teacher made the class work in partners but no one wanted to be my partner :( [-1/10]

Period 3 (Math): Eh I didn't understand anything. [2/10]

Lunch: Good my friend got us some stuff from the student store. And we joked around. A LOT. [9/10]

Period 4: Eh kinda boring. I had to get a lot of work done because I didn't finish it from yesterday. [5/10]

Period 5 (Reading): My teacher made a seating chart and sat me near my crush (Not next to him, but definitely near)

Period 6 (English): (I have the same English and Reading teacher so I stayed in that class) My teacher let us get free time in between periods. So I got to talk to my friend and stuff. My teacher also ended up letting us switch seats with each other so now I sit behind my friend. And then I left early and my friend texted me and told me my crush sits next to me.

Highlights:

- My crush asked my other friend who I was.

- Lunch because me and my friend were embarrassing ourselves but it was funny.

- I interacted with more of my classmates

- My English/Reading teacher is my favorite teacher btw

Yeah uhm I just wanted to share because today was a good day.

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I'm on my way to school and if my crush isn't there, I am probably gonna be sad the whole day cause he and my friend are the only reasons I am excited to go🏃🏃

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*they/he or any pronouns are fine btw

Ok so I have been doing a lot of thinking (That's never good) and through all this thinking, I started thinking about changing my name, and the more I think about the more I want to. Soooo please refer to me as Rafe and I also changed my pronouns to they/he, but I am still genderfluid. Um yeah, that's all I wanted to say <3

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the best part about teen wolf s3b is 🥰💕✨kira yukimura ✨💕🥰

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LMAO I changed my name. It's Rafe now. Im not a One Direction nor 5SOS stan anymore but I do still listen to their music.

Uhh hi! I am Davine but please call me Dove. This is basically my friend application. I am 12 (yes, I know kinda young). I am omnisexual and gender fluid. I like the tv shows, "I am not okay with this", "End of The F*cking world", "One Day At A Time", "Merlin", "Teen Wolf", "On My Block", "New Girl", "Glee", "Atypical", "Shameless", "Shera and The Princess of Power", "The Owl House", etc. I am a One Direction/5 Seconds of Summer stan. I also like the bands, The neighborhood, Wallows, The Fray. Some of my favorite solo artists are Olivia Rodrigo, Willow, Dodie, Doja Cat, YUNGBLUD, (I like all of One Directions solo music). I like books, I am trying to get more into reading, so feel free to recommend some books. I love coffee, specifically iced. I write but like it's not that good. My sun, moon, and rising signs are in my bio in case anyone was wondering. I am a POC (I just thought I should mention it), I use wattpad mainly because I don't know how to use AO3. I love the cold. I like hot foods (Not all, but definitely most), Spaghetti is my favorite food. I have 2 younger siblings who I am pretty close with and 1 older sibling who I am not close with at all. I don't have any pets :(. I am okay with pet names. I live in L. A. but I am moving to Las Vegas. My personality type is INFP, in case anyone was wondering. Um I think that's it, I kinda over shared but it's too late to turn back now. Feel free to ask me questions in the comments if u want to be friends please be at least 11-14. I hope this wasn't creepy I just really want friends, who share my interests.

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I always laugh at the fact that I really don't like Rafe Cameron but I stole his name cause I think it's cool. 🏃🏃🏃

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I finished Fear Street 1995 and 1987 and I cried at the end of both. Now I am gonna start 1666 and probably cry at the end of that too. Then I am gonna finally continue watching Stranger Things and start Sex Education cause it has a non - binary character in it. :)

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I would just like to put out there that I am a very opinionated person. I just don't share those opinions because I am a pussy so yeah. I would like to take this time to say that I am a reddie and Stozier shipper. And that I love both.