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am I the fell harder in this scenario???? Am I???? That's unexpected but I'm assuming that's what the whole I feel like I've been karate chopped in the lungs means

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So I found the playlist from 2020 that my Camp Nano cabin made and I'm literally crying because I forgot about it almost entirely, but back then I listened to it every day and it still makes me have all the warm feelings and I'm-

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me, using a warheads candy so i can stay awake at 2 am to write 3,200 words and catch up with my nano goal: wakey wakey BIG mistakey

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Sometimes I forget how desperately I want to be loved?

It's not that I don't have love at all, I have family and friends that will love me until the day I die but that doesn't stop me from craving a different type of love.

The kind of love that comes with a nervous smile at first that will someday turn into the loving grin of someone who really KNOWS me.

The kind of love that makes a place for me and encourages me to exist outside of the context I've limited myself to.

The kind of love that will hold my hand and walk through life with me, never letting go despite every time they could choose to leave me to walk alone.

The kind of love that comes with soft kisses and reassuring hugs, all the physical displays of affection and love and trust and care that I've never had the luxury of experiencing.

I never had it, not even for a moment, and every time I remember what it could be, every time I let myself hope for it again, every time I remind myself that I still have someday to look forward to,

It's still accompanied by this crushing feeling of melancholy and loneliness and fear. Maybe I can hold on for now, but what will I do when the hope of someday is no longer enough?

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When you have one (1) idea that fixes 90% of the problems in your book! ....and then you need to rewrite everything

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Random person I've never met: so yeah I'd totally live in a hobbit hole or a hobbit hole themed house, I just love the aesthetic

Me: haha that's cool did you know I'm in love with you

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* loved seeing the show and movie Gabriels interacting! 😊😊

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Oh boy, time for my Daily Enrichment Activities!

*sits on the couch for 8 hours and only gets up to eat three marshmallows and a tiny cheese*

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Heres the thing about me I just enjoy pretty much anything I read unless it is absolutely GARBAGE. Like I could probably name at least one thing I liked about any book I read ever. I just get happy cause I got to read a new book and experience a new world and new characters

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Oh well unfortunately for you I'm listening to one too many things going on around me at a time, so I'm just gonna hafta-

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I like scrolling through pinterest on my phone because on one side of the phone I'll be watching someone create the most breathtaking piece of artwork and on the other side it's this guy !!!

I love this guy !!! This is what the gremlin who lives in my brain looks like !!!

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Me:

The tear witch, who collects my tears in a comically large bowl:

good soop 🤌👍

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I survived The Horrors

(four people looked at me at once and i almost cried)

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Glassblowers really just out here playing with the Forbidden Goo™️ and making the coolest stuff out of it

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Am I gonna die alone?

Yeah. Maybe.

But as long as I have pictures of cats in halloween costumes, I think I'll be okay

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Is anyone else obsessed with when batman is drawn like this??? Just the ears and the eyes???? It's so simple and so funny and so expressive