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What if I just pretend like you never existed ?

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Living a double life is hard when you’re only half alive in both of them.

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There’s nothing worse than feeling like you’re going crazy until you actually go fucking crazy and then you find out you were right the entire fucking time .

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I just wanted one day to be happy but I guess that’s too much to ask for.

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I take it back I’m certainly not a unicorn I’m as clinically insane as they come. 🙂‍↕️

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I’ve never felt so unworthy of love in my entire life. If I could actively decide to feel nothing for the rest of my life right now I would do it. I can’t stand the air I breathe.

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I love wallowing in my sadness it creates the best artwork. Im gonna be the Taylor swift of art psychosis.

🫧🫧🫧🫧🫧🫧🫧

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“Light Leaks”

Opening my eyes in a hurry to shut them tight

Tomorrows hold me hostage they’re seemingly not as bright

I’ll never understand

How some souls are tormented

From the time they wake

To the time they lie

Whereas others are completely unobliged

They wake and rise just fine

With no gut wrenching fear

Or panic of fleeting time

Sticks and stones may break your bones

But they pick & choose which people

If everyone understood how it felt

Then we wouldn’t all be so fucking evil

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I thought I had allot of clothes in my closet ; turns out I have more skeletons in there .

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False Narratives//

He made me feel loved when he gave me back what he’d withheld

Dangled in front of my eyes ; like a child you try to compel

That you do not owe me everything you take

You earned that right when you orchestrated the play

So much so I almost believed that you were too good for me

But unfortunately false hopes don’t overcompensate for reality

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Gonna start sharing more of my “songs” on here . And by songs I mean 20 second drunk snippets of me singing and playing uke lol

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One thing I am absolutely certain I believe is that everyone deserves to feel pure joy, and I think the fact that most people don’t share that ideology with me makes me scared to a person in this world.

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My favorite song right now is everyone leaves by Abbey Glover ;p

what's your favorite song right now?

My favorite song changes daily but currently it’s cough drops by almost Monday

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i wish i grew up in the 80s

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“Shipyard”

Two ships headed together parallel never to mend

Both with the same intention to meet at the other end

But parallel ships dont collide they continue on their path forever

They throw life rafts and anchors to try and catch them

But the sea has no soul and teaches sailors what true wrath is

So two ships sail with their best intention for one of their captains to change directions

A -HOY

A-HOY

sailors shout

Both ships had changed their route!

so now both ships are coming down,

They threw away all their rafts & anchors

So now neither ship will be the savior

-me

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Another successful night of desperately clawing my way through my own brain.