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Ok so I was listening to the audiobook for I was born this way and I was always confused when everyone kept saying poor Lister, like I got it but I thought it was those problems alone I am 9hrs 15min into the audiobook and I am SHOCKED AAAAAAAH GOD I FEEL BAD FOR SLIGHTLY JUDGING LISTER, don’t get me wrong I sympathised with him but I didn’t know it was bad to that extent. Ok I’m an Oseman stan officially anyone who says her books are only about boys kissing and cute happy stuff are bloodly liars

BLOODY HELL!!!

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War Took Everything—But It Won’t Take Our Future

My name is Naser. I never thought I would be here, writing these words, asking for help to rebuild my life. But war does not ask for permission.

💔 War took my mother. It took my sister. It took my home. Our house, the place where I grew up, was turned to rubble in an instant. My three brothers and I were forced to leave everything behind. We have been displaced twice, always searching for safety, for a place to start over.

But starting over feels impossible when you have nothing.

🎓 We Still Have Dreams—If We’re Given the Chance Even in the darkest moments, we hold onto hope. We don’t just want to survive—we want to live.

🔹 I dream of going to university. 🔹 My brothers dream of becoming doctors and engineers. 🔹 The youngest just wants a normal childhood.

But without support, these dreams may never come true.

💙 How You Can Help Every dollar, every share, every kind word makes a difference. Your support can help us rebuild our lives, find a home, and get the education we need to change our future.

🙏 Please, if you can, help us. Even a small act of kindness can mean everything to us.

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“People are always more complicated than we realise, Remus. Especially when it comes to relationships. You think you know what’s going on, and then, boom, a new piece of the puzzle shows up.”

Chapter Three Out Now!!!

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Post new content because you want to, not because you feel like you have to keep up and not fall behind. Quality over quantity.

Took a month's break to start writing the next chapter to your story? That's okay.

Lost your motivation for creating art for 6 months? That's okay.

You don't owe anyone anything. Do it for you.

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Guys…..

I WANT HIM IN MY ROOM

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Hi guys The Cruciati Meam is also on Wattpad as well as ao3!!!!

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Chapter Two Out Now!!!

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Prologue Out Now!!!

Chapter One Out Now!!!

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Hi guys It’s been a while since I posted but I’m back with a new long form fic on ao3 the prologue and chapter one are out now!!!

The book follows Remus Lupin as he leaves the marauders after the prank, it’s about him meeting these mysterious individuals who make him question all that he knows about the Wizarding World, is he going to follow the path set out for him? Or will he test the laws made to control him and others with the risk of losing it all…

This fic is highly recommended for those who love:

- dark academia aesthetic/settings/vibes/books

- moral criticism (that apply to today’s world)

- a more canon version of the marauder’s characters (at least in my opinion)

- secret societies

Anyway I would really appreciate it if you check it out!!!!

Bye Love You Guys!!!!

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Couldn’t be more wrong anon I’ve seen ticktoks of Snape and you can see random fucking marauders fans spamming the comments with stan James Potter or calling Snape a r*pist

Notice how all pro-snape people do is yap about hating James while people who like James simply exist? Yeah, think on that

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Why does everyone say that they like Francis or that Francis is the best out of all of them...

He literally tried to rape Richard and literally instils Charles to drink and sleep with him (which is also rape)

?????

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Ok I understand that he should've want to protect Harry but why should he want to "gaf" about James Potter, the man who bullied him (which included sexual assault and waterboarding) I certainly wouldn't care even if it was my best friends husband.

Also, on the topic of Neville, Snape, HAD to be strict on Neville because potions is a DANGEROUS subject Neville could risk creating a pipe bomb because he was bad at the subject and you could argue that Snape could help Neville more calmly but from the way school children are (I know from my own chemistry class) the more easy going the teacher is the more likely something goes wrong (which has happened in my case) now everyone always says Snape is Neville's worst fear but keep in mind he also didn't want the boggart to turn into his Gran either. Snape and his gran represent that he feels like he's not good enough as a wizard, not that he necessarily fears Snape when it comes to teaching. Snape is hard but fair (even Harry himself mentions that Snape's grading is accurate).

Harry, he simply had to portray this. How did you put it? Oh, "petty schoolboy grudge" because he's Harry Potter and he's a double agent how do you think it would look like if Malfoy went home and told his father how nice Snape is being to Harry??? He needs to show outward animosity. Also, anytime Snape mentioned James Potter negatively to Harry because he didn't want Harry to become his father. James Potter treated people who didn't fit his convention (not just Snape) with contempt James Potter and Sirius Black (less so with Sirius) are the eptimom of privilege, James comes from a rich loving family, he is part of a house that's beloved by all he has friends he can rely on, he has everything yet he treats others like shit and only thinks for himself.

Honestly I think the whole he would have stayed a deatheater thing is bullshit because if Snape was shown that there are other options than being a deatheater he would've gotten out (he's been slowly indoctrinated since he was 11) his friends potential demise just jump started it, Snape was never a blood purist he didn't believe in Voldemort cause he was there because there was no other option he was 11 put into a house where your told if you belong their your bound for evil thus been treated like that all his school life by his peers, it can and does change a person he is a survivor of war teaching a dangerous subject that children aren't taking seriously he is a product of his environment and he's done well considering his shitty home life and school life he has MATURED as a person though obviously you and others may not think but he has shown empathy but only in a way that was taught to him by the world.

Snape is a character who faced abuse his whole life made mistakes and spent the entirety fixing it in the best way he knows he died thinking he failed Harry, he died knowing that everyone will think of him as a deatheater who killed Dumbeldore.

Anyway, this is not a justification of Snape's behaviour. This is an explanation of the potential process that went on in his head to act a certain way, no one compares Snape and Regulus they argue the fact that Snape is an interesting character for and deserving of a redemption that he's way more than an awful teacher who holds "petty schoolboy grudges" he's a man who faced trauma and hardship at a young age for absolutely no reason other than his pure existence, and this trauma has manifested itself into a broken person whose does all that they can with what they are taught.

Im to lazy to talk about Hermione...

Regulus Black has the potential to be an interesting character, but he's not as far as CANON is concerned he's a privileged blood purist who's elf was tortured so he decided to save his elf betraying the dark Lord in the process it is some people find it hypocritical (I am not part of that) simply because we never see the good that Regulus does so how can you chalk him up to be this amazing warrior that he's been portrayed as by the marauders fandom when he hasn't done anything compared to Snape who actually has done something wrong and tried to fix it (again in the only way he's taught) and still call him a racist and a deatheater scum and fucking homophobic apparently??? (Could argue Remus is the homophobic one, but that's for another time)

this is my dumb rant, I just see people in my life who have faced similar struggles to Snape, and it just drives me up the wall about the lack of nuance

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Idk if this'll ruffle some feathers but tbh it baffles me when people say its hypocritical to like Regulus but hate Snape but like... Was Regulus a bad person? Yes absolutely! But he was also a child who believed in horrible ideologies because that's all he was taught, he saw examples of what happened to family members who betrayed those ideals, and he ended up having doubts about being a death eater all on his own before he sacrificed himself to avenge his beloved house elf (ntm we've seen the way other death eaters/blood purists treat house elves, Regulus was an outlier for that). It's fun to think about the what ifs of his character, like whether he would've eventually unlearned his prejudices had he lived, whether he would've switched sides completely, etc. We don't know, because he didn't even live long enough to reach his 20s. We have no idea what his personality was like either, we only heard about him second-hand.

With Snape there's no what if scenario because we see the kind of adult he became and he's still terrible, in more ways than one. The only reason he betrayed Voldemort in the first place was because Voldemort was going to kill his crush, he did not gaf otherwise and he also didn't gaf that James and Harry were in danger too. If Voldemort had chosen Neville instead of Harry, he probably wouldn't have ever switched sides. Even beyond being a death eater he had a horrible personality too. The way he treated Harry, Neville, Hermione, and probably countless other students as a GROWN ASS MAN let alone being their TEACHER was atrocious. He was literally holding onto petty schoolboy grudges.

This is just my opinion. I think it's totally fine to like either one or both or neither, and I'm also not in any way excusing Regulus's racism or the fact he joined the Death Eaters. I just don't think its fair to compare a grown man with a teenager who didn't even get the chance to change before he died

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Aaaaaaaaaaaah

Why, why? Why Reform is second

Congrats Labour fuck tories!!!!

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More racists why are REFORM SECOND!!!

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Well, guess which place has confirmed themselves as racist cunts 🙄, like why the fuck is reform second?!!! Congrats 👏 to Labour

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Can I ask what your Sirius Black Sex headcannons would be? I read your Snape and Lupin ones, and they were written SO well!

Oh my god I wrote a whole thing out and I was proud of it and then the draft vanished Sirius Black is hard for me (heh) because he doesn't live in my skull, he just visits from time to time. He's a dear, always brings a gift... Sometimes he does the dishes.

...That's exactly who he is: A dear. Thoughtful, kind, sweet... far more genuinely than Remus, who tries hard to please others. Sirius only does what he wants to do. He isn't a doormat, he isn't proving himself, he isn't trying to impress - he just exists as he is. That's all he has ever had to do. He's always been 'good enough' for the people he cares about - and the people he doesn't care about he ignores. His heart is an open book. He expresses his true emotions brazenly. He faces all issues head-on. You always now what you're getting into with Sirius Black, because he will make it clear. (In comparison: -- Remus Lupin lies. He wears mask after mask to hide how he feels. He avoids dealing with altercations - even if it means letting things he thinks are wrong happen. -- Severus Snape is naturally much like Sirius - but it has been crushed. He has closed his book and holds it close to his chest. He has learned to hide the emotions he doesn't want to display under masks. He still faces issues head-on, but he has learned the value of sometimes waiting and watching to make the best move.) So he is genuine. He is honest. He can be as serious as he is playful. He is wise, too - he has experienced true suffering just as he has experienced true connection. He fights on behalf of other people, even at severe cost to himself - and he doesn't back down. Mix that in with being tall, handsome, a little dark but incredibly sweet - and all the manners of being raised in a Pure-blood household, with none of the pointless formality... People often think he is more flirtatious than he actually is. He isn't flirting when he sits down and listens to your troubles, holds your hand and sympathizes, looks you in the eye and lists the good qualities he sees in you - despite only knowing you a short while. That's just who he is. He is the sort of man people emulate when they are trying to impress others. He suffers for that, as people think he is being fake and manipulative. He is 'too perfect' for his own good lol

He charms people by being himself, they lust after him... and when they realize he 'didn't mean it' they get insecure and blame him. ...Romantic/sexual relationships are such a hassle... It's difficult to actually connect to someone when you're known for being a 'heartbreaker'. It's hard to feel confident in yourself in that way, when people assume you have mountains of experience you don't actually have. He isn't typically an insecure man at all, but... How does he express interest without it seeming fake when his natural honesty feels fake to others? He has always been 'good enough' at everything - and yet at 35 his experience in this one area is still in its adolescent infancy. How do you portray sincerity when you're always sincere? He's semi-sworn off the whole idea. It's not something he seeks out. Sexuality wasn't something he missed much in Azkaban. He missed genuine connection more - he values friendship above all else. A dementor at his door at all times - he didn't have strength to dream of anything as grand as touch... he was too busy dreaming of basic comfort. (The desire for intimacy/romance with someone is perhaps the only thing he would mask and hide. He has more important things to do, after all... no need to complicate things with heartbreak. But he isn't good at masking things. It eats at his soul.) If he were to engage with someone they would already be close, already special, already understand him. I'm not sure if he even CAN feel attraction to someone he isn't already loyal friends with. What does this mean for intimacy with him...?

He agonizes over 'doing it right' when he confesses desire. He isn't usually like that, he has never worried about studying for tests or impressing people - but he NEEDS to get his point across when it comes to this. He doesn't shy away from extravagant displays of love- he thinks they are fun. 100 bouquets on Valentines day? Hilarious to give OR to receive. But a confession? That's not fun. It's serious. He doesn't know any other way to emphasize his earnestness, to PROVE he is sincere, other than to go BIG. He will back out last minute if 'the vibe isn't right'. (It's not lost on him that extreme actions might have the opposite effect, and it's probably best to just take them aside and speak heart-to-heart... but it is hard to trust that will be enough when he is always speaking to people heart-to-heart.)

He is touch-starved. Once he is allowed to touch someone he is clingy. His hands are ALWAYS somewhere - preferably on skin. Holding hands, resting atop your shoulder, on the small of your back, wrapped around your waist, holding your hip with his fingers gently feeling inside your shirt or in the top of your pants... It doesn't matter how many seats are free on the sofa, he is leaning against you, putting his arm around your shoulders or seating you on his lap, or sitting on YOUR lap. He looks like he is being overly protective, and maybe he is a little - but he values touch. Even as a dog. He will lay down and snooze while his tail wags softly against your leg - or flop his head on your thigh and beg for pats...

...That leads to intimacy just being a part of daily life. He doesn't differentiate much between cuddling on the couch and having sex on the couch. To him, sex is less of its own special activity and more of an extension to other activities. That takes the pressure off of him to perform, too. He knows he is inexperienced - and there's no expectations if its just a cuddle that happens to include his dick or ass. He is a switch.

But he DOES perform. He does everything he can to make sure you are satisfied even if it means his own satisfaction is neglected. If he finishes too fast because he struggles to hold on: He will keep going until he is physically unable, then switch to his hands or mouth to try and finish the job. If he struggles to finish because he is too used to his own hand or its just something he struggles with in general, depression and PTSD is a bitch: He doesn't even care. He will stop when his partner has had enough. He is emotionally satisfied by their satisfaction. Blue balls don't bother him anymore, not after everything he has gone through.

...Though he will never turn down being pleased, if its offered. It's just not a priority. But there is something special about having a mouth on his cock. Something about being able to look into someones eyes while they warm him and show him affection. (You'd think a 69 would be perfect, and he does like it - but if he is giving pleasure he wants to be able to focus on it fully. He prefers the focus simple oral allows. Also he is tall, and unless his partner is also tall this can lead to problems.)

He is so good with his hands. He becomes good at everything, because he is dedicated to learning - a good kisser, good at oral, good at fucking - good at being fucked... Every encounter is a chance for him to practice. But his hands... he doesn't just touch, he feels. Holding hands is an intimate experience because he enjoys it so immensely. He savors every texture, every bump and blemish a precious treasure. Just feeling along your body is enough to make his breath shudder. No matter what else he is doing, sexual or not, his hands are feeling and stroking and gripping and enjoying. He is very familiar with them, having spent 12 years staring at them. After only being able to perform magic with his fingers rather than a wand. After only having himself to hold and pretend someone was here to comfort him.

He gets off to enthusiastic consent. He might push the envelope sometimes 'come on, Darling... you can take a bit more for me...' but the moment he feels like his partner is uncomfortable he doesn't get a dominating power kick - he gets concerned. It would take him a long time to warm up to anything that includes discomfort, even intentional discomfort.

He cant stand wishy-washy shyness. Someone being meek, who needs him to do everything, unsure about things... (He couldn't stand Remus. Even if he understands why Remus acts this way - it squicks him out.) ...He doesn't want to feel like he is taking. He wants to give.

The biggest betrayal in his mind is to be lied to. He cannot understand why so many others aren't as open and honest as he is. "Why didn't you tell me you didn't like that? Why did you pretend you did?! 'So I wouldn't feel bad'?? well I feel WORSE now!!!' Putting on a fake smile is the biggest insult he can imagine. He is being honest every single day of his life - and his partner is hiding their thoughts and feelings from him?! He is very patient and accepting. It doesn't matter the kink, fetish, desire, exploration, secret or issue - if his partner is open with him about it he is happy to try. He is happy to talk it out.

He is Poly. It's rare for him to like someone, and he is too loyal to ever cheat - but he is open enough with his feelings that if he DOES happen to like someone else he will say so. Having two or more people to cuddle with? At the same time OR separately? He literally can't think of anything better. That goes the other way, too - if his partner likes someone else he is the first to jump in and suggest they go for it. Champion Wingman. Even if he isn't a part of that second relationship. As long as he is loved and understood - he wants his partner to be happy. ...This doesn't help his image of being a flirtatious playboy. But anyone who thinks that doesn't matter as much to him as his partners, or his partners' partners.

He hates being bored. Being bored brings up memories. Being cold brings up memories. Being alone brings up memories. It can be difficult, locked in a big empty cold lonely house where every wall seems to hate him... He'd rather have sex than be bored. It's better than booze - though drunk sex sounds like an adventure! Since sex is an extension of other activities for him - he inserts it everywhere he can when things get quiet. It's entertaining AND fuels his desire for touch. He loves a good quickie. Leaving a meeting to use the bathroom...? He's right behind you to push you up against a wall, just because it seemed like a fun idea to sneak around.

Is this accurate...? It's how I see him, at least. Sirius Black genius' are welcome to confirm/correct/deny/expand.