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paranoia sucks ass because why did me finding 2 stray dogs today make me think that its a sign of the end times and everyone is going to die (there are other signs as well)

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i hate having bpd why does others being upset and struggling make me feel so horrible i feel like an attention whore why cant i be normal i feel like if i cant help people feel better when theyre struggling im the worst person alive

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Republicans are destroying ALL immigration.

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I'm sorry but it's way too sketchy to have to "sign up" for a protest. There's no reason you should have to give anyone your full name, email, phone number, and/or address in order to march in the streets. People are getting arrested left and right because cops have access to information that connects people to the protests they were at. If an organization is having people "sign up to join the fight," all the cops need to do is access that list.

Just go. Don't leave a fucking paper trail.

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i dont want to be here im scared i wish tr*mp never came into office im so fucking paranoid that theres going to be a war i dont know what to do

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i like to laugh and joke but always remember that i am damned

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I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

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abandonment issues are sooooo funny. "i'm scared people will leave me so i push them away and leave them first to avoid being hurt" girl the prophecy is self fulfilling!!! the sabotage is coming from within!!! you forgot about the cycle!!!!!!!!!

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alcohol is cool but have you ever fucking shot yourself me neither but i really want to

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i think im rotting from the inside out

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unfortunately i actually AM impossible to love and its not just all in my head

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dont treat me like shit when im trying to comfort you i will actually crash the fuck out shut the hell up

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