idkimlostouthere

[idkimlostouthere]

Hey…hello…just another millennial kind of lost in the void. I’ve got a great partner who is my true love & takes care of me and our children. I moved to the south from my northern state in 2017, and I’ve found a few ride or die best friends down here. I’m looking to broaden my horizons in pretty much everything — art (I’m getting back into it after making like 10% progress, I suck haha), writing (used to slay in HS but I’ve since lost my spark, and I can only write when I’m in deep emotional pain), self acceptance (self esteem soooo low the limbo could never), friends, inspiration, career options, freedom&peace of mind (Bipolar, ADHD, Depression&Anxiety), becoming a better mother (my bio mom is crazy asf and sucks, I had the kids shook in school when they’d throw the ole “Yo mamma jokes” at me bc I’d agree), and just enjoying life more. I want to stop being so sad and pessimistic & paranoid all of the time when things are GOOD. But I don’t know how. You could say I’m borderline chronically online but I’m not a keyboard warrior, main character, or internet troll. I just love to find relatable, awesome content that I jive with. Recently lost my job of 8 years due to being blindsided and backstabbed by my friends (no, nothing shady or terrible, they fucked my attendance up and I pointed out, specifically after I took a 2 month long leave from work last year for my mental health. I was medicated asf). So, I’m a pretty chill chick that likes all sorts of things so I’ll be reblogging stuff I like and sharing my own stuff here. Ask me questions, send me your random thoughts, I’ll make due. See yaaaaa 🤓