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Imagine a world where anyone can do anything as long as they believe that they believe that they can do it while trying.

So everyone has omnipotence, but if you even doubt for a second that something you are trying to do is possible, it suddenly becomes impossible for you.

Oooh, and what if people in this world don't actually know that's what's going on.

Everyone thinks that people have superpowers like, quirks or mutations, but what's actually happening is that a kid manages to do something miraculous, like summoning a frog, because they really like frogs, and then are told that that's their superpower and they don't get another one and suddenly they are the kid who's only thing is that they can summon frogs.

Or like a kid tries a bunch of different things and thinks that they have a bunch of powers all at the same time, but as they grow up they start questioning which ones they imagined or exaggerated and they end up with a bunch of weaker powers. Obviously, they couldn't teleport to the moon, so they must have been teleporting to like their backyard and playing pretend.

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Maybe his opponent just spontaneously combusts... idk

Are you ever writing a fight scene and you just can't get the fight to end naturally. At least like not in a way that progresses the plot. Like, I need my main character to win this one, but he probably should lose, and it's really hard to give them a good enough edge without it feeling like an ass pull.

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Tickles are just scritches in a different flavor.

Apparently, the "noises I make" while being tickled are preferable as background noise to me loudly singing whatever song happens to be stuck in my head.

My boyfriend has taken this to mean that the best way to silence my constant tone deaf caterwalding is to pin me down and tickle me senseless until I forget whatever song I had going at the time.

I believe he's trying to create some sort of that pavlovian response where I skip the singing all together and go straight into flustered giggles.

Little does he know, this plan has backfired. It has only encouraged me to sing louder and more frequently. I am, after all, rewarded with his tickley touchs, which I love so much.

Want me me to shut up? Make me! >:3

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Are you ever writing a fight scene and you just can't get the fight to end naturally. At least like not in a way that progresses the plot. Like, I need my main character to win this one, but he probably should lose, and it's really hard to give them a good enough edge without it feeling like an ass pull.

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Apparently, the "noises I make" while being tickled are preferable as background noise to me loudly singing whatever song happens to be stuck in my head.

My boyfriend has taken this to mean that the best way to silence my constant tone deaf caterwalding is to pin me down and tickle me senseless until I forget whatever song I had going at the time.

I believe he's trying to create some sort of that pavlovian response where I skip the singing all together and go straight into flustered giggles.

Little does he know, this plan has backfired. It has only encouraged me to sing louder and more frequently. I am, after all, rewarded with his tickley touchs, which I love so much.

Want me me to shut up? Make me! >:3

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My partner did two things last night:

1. Made me cum harder than I have in months. Like full-on toe curling, back arching, liters of girl cum lost every second, squealing like a stuck pig, and having to learn how to think again afterwards, hard. Then he brought me homemade loaded fries, afterward. Which I ate while pet me and told me how good of a job I did.

2. He read another chapter of the novel I'm writing. Talked about it, asked questions, gave critiques, and told me how much he liked it. All while we cuddled until bedtime.

Guess which memory flusters me more the morning after.

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The game isn't subtle about it at all, it's not left up to debate or misinterpretation.

After the tutorial, you head back to her room and there's a huge trans flag hung up above the bed.

She talks and jokes about it regularly, she's super casual about it. Confident.

Maybe at some point you can see a picture of herself pre-transition, maybe you see her during flashback scenes as a guy.

Oh, and some of the sexier outfits show off a bit of bulge. She's got huge junk and tucking isn't sustainable during combat

Hear me out:

A game with Stellar Blade level fan service, unrealistic proportions, jiggle physics, revealing outfits, etc.

But...

The ultra sexy player character is canonically a trans woman.

See how many 'gamers' heads explode.

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Hear me out:

A game with Stellar Blade level fan service, unrealistic proportions, jiggle physics, revealing outfits, etc.

But...

The ultra sexy player character is canonically a trans woman.

See how many 'gamers' heads explode.

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His hands are so warm.

His fingers tickle a little as they knead and massage.

Soft touches make me melttt.

Gentle squeezes make me purrr.

Plus, touching breasts is a great way to destress, so it's good for him too

Why did no one tell me having your boobs played with feels so good? Not even in a horny way. It's so comfy!

I always hear women complain that their bfs or husbands won't leave their chests alone, but I practically demand he feel me up as soon as he gets home from work.

It's the best.

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Why did no one tell me having your boobs played with feels so good? Not even in a horny way. It's so comfy!

I always hear women complain that their bfs or husbands won't leave their chests alone, but I practically demand he feel me up as soon as he gets home from work.

It's the best.

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As a trans woman (with OCD), my relationship to pregnancy and childbirth is strange.

My initial reaction to hearing any descriptions or recountings of it is disgust, horror, and sympathy.

I think, "It's so unfair that only women have to go through this incomprehensible amount of suffering and agony, biology is so strange and cruel"

But such thoughts are immediately followed by "only women have to go through these things, and I never will." And so comes the envy, Envy for something that a part of me is glad I will never have to experience, because even if I had a womb I would rather adopt.

Then I feel bad about being jealous of a horrifically painful experience, one that I am lucky to never have to worry about experiencing, especially in the current social climate regarding abortion.

I feel like some sort of sick masochist, watching someone else hurt and suffer and feeling envy.

Those feelings mix into a slurry that makes any detailed depictions or descriptions of pregnancy and/or childbirth in media the kind of trigger that makes me have to turn it off.

I've been unable to catch up on one of my favorite book series because the main character's wife gets pregnant, and we spend some time in her POV where she describes her experiences in enough detail that I think the author probably did some research.

It's hard, and I don't know how to shut up that part of my brain.

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Could it be that when people are conditioned from a young age to think only a single type of relationship is acceptable/ideal they tend be offended and disgusted anything that challenges their preconceived views?

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There's something oddly romantic about the idea of a shapeshifter, a creature who has complete control of their body down to the cellular level being on the receiving end of pleasure of any kind.

Everyone always talks about shapeshifters creating tentacles and being dominant but what if they're submissive.

Imagine a creature that gets to choose what they feel, that can reshape their body, and disregard nerves, making the active choice to let their partner make them feel good.

Maybe I'm just overthinking it, but I think it's really sweet.

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Hot take:

Characters like Sanji, Master Roshi, and Inuyasha, who "don't hit women" in a combat setting are just as misogynistic as a character who would actively target women. 'Chivalry' and misogyny are often two sides of the same coin. They are both built around treating women differently because they are women rather than treating them as equals. I would argue that both treat women as lesser. They are just different responses to seeing something lesser than you.

Let's use a puppy as a metaphor,

The misogynist response to something they see as a week, fragile, and under their power, is to abuse that power. They kick the puppy.

The chivalrous response to what they see as weak, fragile, and under their power is a sense of obligation to take care of that thing. They pampered the puppy.

Despite one obviously being better for the puppy than the other, neither view the puppy as an equal, both are inherently working from the perspective of the puppy being an inherently lower being than them. Neither respect the puppy.

Bringing this back around to combat, neither respect a woman as an opponent either, the misogynist use a combat scenario as a chance to beat up a woman.

In the chivalrist who refused to fight back inherently treats their female opponent like how you shouldn't attack a child. There's some logic to it those still somewhat faulty in the real world, there are differences in muscle mass and upper body strength, but in a fantasy world where people have superpowers it can only be disrespectful.

Characters who truly respect women should treat them like any other opponent, they should give it their all fight them the same way the woman is fighting them. Treat them as equals.

I guess that's part of my point. Chivalry is just a better version of misogyny. It is still disrespectful.