introloves

[introloves]

tw: mental health issues and sexual assault mention.

hello.

so, posts like these are never easy to draft up or write and honestly i’m already mortified thinking about posting this.

recently, my life has taken a nosedive down and i’m making this post asking for help.

in december, my sister started displaying some mental health issues and while some of the symptoms weren’t anything i haven’t seen before (she’s dealt with major depressive episodes in the past), there were two days that spooked me to my core. she was curled up in the fetal position in the corner of her room, and didn’t recognize our family members. she thought we were strangers.

she was then put on a 5150 hold, and from then she voluntarily left to a group home. the diagnosis given was schizophrenia, and was given medication that to this day has given her neurological problems.

she has difficulty holding her phone, walking, talking and i can see she’s fighting with herself, desperate to just speak her mind.

unfortunately, at the group home- she was assaulted.

i would like to take a break and just breathe- because after reading all of that, and especially since it’s such a heavy subject; i know it can weigh heavy on someone’s heart and mind.

continuing on, i would like to offer some insight of my life- i’ve been adverse on doing so in the past, but i hope this won’t be taken advantage of.

i moved out when i was 16, and since then i haven’t relied on anyone financially. at 18 i was granted guardianship to my 3 siblings, and at that age i was responsible for a 16, 14, and 12 year old(s).

i’d like to say i’ve done a pretty good job at raising them. they’re my pride and joy but unfortunately i wasn’t born with a silver spoon… or any spoon for that matter lol.

right now, i know everyone is going through financial hardships but i am in need of help for my sisters physical and mental therapies.

i’ve exhausted my savings and while i would do so in a heartbeat over and over, i just need help.

if possible, i’ll leave my cashapp; i also have zelle but i can provide that with a dm for anything anyone would be able to spare.

once again, i know things are difficult- but if you can… it would be an immense help, and that’s something i really need at this moment.

i know i don’t have grounds to stand on, i haven’t posted in a long time. but if my works have ever entertained you, caused you comfort, or have been something to just pass the time- i would appreciate a reblog or any help.

thank you for your time, and i promise- i’ll come back to you all with works to keep bringing you joy and giggles when i can.

cashapp: $minsins

venmo: jaxmon

paypal: jaxmonx

zelle: available upon a dm

[introloves]

tw: mental health issues and sexual assault mention.

hello.

so, posts like these are never easy to draft up or write and honestly i’m already mortified thinking about posting this.

recently, my life has taken a nosedive down and i’m making this post asking for help.

in december, my sister started displaying some mental health issues and while some of the symptoms weren’t anything i haven’t seen before (she’s dealt with major depressive episodes in the past), there were two days that spooked me to my core. she was curled up in the fetal position in the corner of her room, and didn’t recognize our family members. she thought we were strangers.

she was then put on a 5150 hold, and from then she voluntarily left to a group home. the diagnosis given was schizophrenia, and was given medication that to this day has given her neurological problems.

she has difficulty holding her phone, walking, talking and i can see she’s fighting with herself, desperate to just speak her mind.

unfortunately, at the group home- she was assaulted.

i would like to take a break and just breathe- because after reading all of that, and especially since it’s such a heavy subject; i know it can weigh heavy on someone’s heart and mind.

continuing on, i would like to offer some insight of my life- i’ve been adverse on doing so in the past, but i hope this won’t be taken advantage of.

i moved out when i was 16, and since then i haven’t relied on anyone financially. at 18 i was granted guardianship to my 3 siblings, and at that age i was responsible for a 16, 14, and 12 year old(s).

i’d like to say i’ve done a pretty good job at raising them. they’re my pride and joy but unfortunately i wasn’t born with a silver spoon… or any spoon for that matter lol.

right now, i know everyone is going through financial hardships but i am in need of help for my sisters physical and mental therapies.

i’ve exhausted my savings and while i would do so in a heartbeat over and over, i just need help.

if possible, i’ll leave my cashapp; i also have zelle but i can provide that with a dm for anything anyone would be able to spare.

once again, i know things are difficult- but if you can… it would be an immense help, and that’s something i really need at this moment.

i know i don’t have grounds to stand on, i haven’t posted in a long time. but if my works have ever entertained you, caused you comfort, or have been something to just pass the time- i would appreciate a reblog or any help.

thank you for your time, and i promise- i’ll come back to you all with works to keep bringing you joy and giggles when i can.

cashapp: $minsins

venmo: jaxmon

paypal: jaxmonx

zelle: available upon a dm

[introloves]

congrats on being in love! <3 may I ask if you would you still write for haikyu!?

LMAO THANK U !! and yeeeaaaahhhh? i’m in a weird spot where i know i can write and know what i *want* to write, but ive hit a block in terms of drive / motivation :( but i do see and read art and writing abt the hq babies and for a second im breaking out google docs again… alas, im hoping i get that gumption back !!

[introloves]

are you poly ? (not judging just curious & wondered what i’ve missed lol)

narp !! not poly at all <3

[introloves]

hi :3 i am pillow princess who has only ever dated stone tops what is up

THANK YOU, i wanted to ask if you’ve ever felt any guilt for nonstop receiving- ive never had any problems with this before but sometimes i think im a bit selfish even tho my gf loves it 😩 am i just too in my head ???

[introloves]

do we got any pillow princesses dating stone tops here

[introloves]

Meanie? Raw. Next question

the only way 2 do it 👆

[introloves]

yeah…. hot as fuck

showing them this cause I TOLD THEM

[introloves]

my partner doesn’t believe that if i told you guys they were mean you lot would find it hot

[introloves]

IN TERMS of writing tho… if anyone’s got any choso thoughts i beg to send them my way

[introloves]

Where have you beeeeeennnnnnn

in love :T got me a girlfriend and they’ve been taking all my muse nyehehe

[introloves]

DOES THE GIRL IN NOSFERATU ACTUALLY HAVE A THING WITH COUNT ORLOK

[introloves]

I have voted for Kamala but it really pains me to see someone like you, who’s so positive, spreading hate like that.

Are we no better than trump supporters? Wishing death, destruction and violence on them ? Wishing that they don’t have peace ?

That’s really low of all the Kamala supporters. We support love and compassion, not hate. I joined this side because of the love and acceptance, and it feels like a facade now.

What you wish for others, always comes back to you tenfold.

So let’s not do this anymore. We are better than this. We should show our strength in the kindest way possible.

lol it must be really nice being able to take the moral high ground here- but with all the peace and love ❤️🌈🕊️ in the world, go fuck your self.

thinking i’m no better than a trump supporter for a tumblr post vs the kind of vitriol they spread and advocate and now have the power to enforce is a kind of ignorance i wish i lived in. i wish i had the ability to think like you do because its very apparent that whatever hateful campaign they’ve been advocating for doesn’t personally effect you.

so i hope you fall off that thou art better than them high horse and shove it, how’s that for positive. bitch ❣️

[introloves]

hey real quick if u voted for trump and ur admitting it on tumblr dot com of all places… i hope you wake up every day with the heaviest weight on ur shoulders and never find peace, if i spoke my mind for what i actually wished for you id be shot on the spot but i truly wish unrest for the rest of your life.

[introloves]

imy

i MISS YOU TOO…. I THINK ABT U ALL THE TIMEEEE

[introloves]

REMI UR SOOO PRETTY!!!! Also i like the new one even better!!!! Both look good tho 🩷🩷🩷

THANK YOU! it’s a new lip liner so i didn’t know if i should buy like 5 of em… i’ve only ever used pinky / red shades for lip liner so i’m delving into new territory with darker shades

[introloves]

the until dawn remaster coming out is letting me relive the depressed teen watching youtuber playthroughs but this time in a SUBSTANTIALLY better environment