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Hunger hurts but staving works

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starting a 44hr fast cuz i binged

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700 cals today, i feel so disgusting eugh

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my friend is gonna buy me a vape tmrw hashtag sk1nny legend

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Why is it so hard for me to just not eat?

If I fast, no one would notice

I live on my own

Go to work, come home

So why am I bingeing??

I only have healthy food !! Why am I bingeing!!

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My fav thinspo

These could be you but you’re a fat fuck.

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300 cals today, we're so back

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my fave th1nsp0!!

being so small that you barely take up any space...

i am TIRED of being so big and wide that i immediately take up all the space available around me.

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Vision board.

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me when I realise I can't be bloated for over a month and I just gained ☹️☹️

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You really can loose weight. You can be that girl.

Being fit is not some unattainable dream. Honestly, the only real thing stopping you is you.

-kitkitty

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being hungry means that its working

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Just imagine. Youd be so beautiful.

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i will genuinely never see ⭐️ing myself as an issue.

not when it leaves such a positive impact in my life.

as a uni student who didn’t fully understand the responsibilities of university and who hates their job with a passion, i have no control of my life.

i can’t drop out of uni because i’m on an apprenticeship program, so i’m trapped in a job that i can’t stand because i need money. i feel like i’m forced to live everyday with a gun held to my head.

but 4n4 gives me something to live for, something to look forward to. i wake up excited, already planning my meals because food is literally the only thing i have power over.

if i can’t ⭐️ve and r3str1ct, i would just be an empty husk of a person, a miserable weak excuse of a human who obeys every order like a pathetic submissive dog.

but 4n4 gives me freedom. each dizzy spell or hunger pain is something that i have caused to myself. nobody else plays a part in my ⭐️vation but me.

it’s my creation, my own little world i can escape to when everything is too much all the time.

thank you 4n4💙

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imagine being able to shower without still feeling dirty because of how repulsive your body is.