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What's going on with Red Velvet right now

Hi, guys! I was really shocked to hear the news about Wendy's and Yeri's departure from SM, so I thought I need to do some reading about their future. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking permission to do readings before even starting them in the first place.

What's going on with a group right now?

A card: Fool

It's a start over for a group. The sansara circle made a whole 360 degrees and they are starting over again. They are feeling like newbees, like newborn babies. Management probably doesn't know where to start and what’s going to happen, it's pretty hard to predict right now, but also I don’t feel a heavy energy here. I think that company is probably viewing things optimistically, that it’s gonna be fine and that they’re going to make things work for them. It’s a good sign.

Are they going to add new members into group?

A card: Chariot

Probably, yes. They are thinking about that. Maybe they even want to add some foreign member or members to a group. I think they’re gonna plan this, discuss the possibilities and try to test it out how the public is going to react. Maybe they’re gonna do a survival show or something like that.

Are there going to be a comeback with all girls together?

A card: Queen of Wands

Probably yes! The chances are there, but I am sensing that this decision needed to be made by some woman, like, maybe it’s some sort of boss in SM, who needs to give them a green flag, or maybe it’s Irene (cuz wands are an indicator of fire signs and Irene is an aries), but someone need to work hard for that and make it true.

Should we wait for a full comeback this year?

A card: 10 of coins

Oh, yeah! Wow, I am surprised, but the chances are really really high! And it’s probably gonna be a cute song about their relationships? The track might feel like a family maybe? Something with a really cute lyrics about them being always together and not breaking up lol Maybe I am imagining things hahaha

How's Wendy feeling right now?

A card: Lovers

She’s in love with her freedom, I guess hahahah She’s really happy and hopeful, she was probably thinking about that decision for a pretty long time and now she finally made it! Good for her, I am really happy!

What's going to happen in Wendy's solo career in the future?

A card: World

Her dreams are gonna come true. I think she’s gonna be satisfied with the outcome of her efforts. Concerts, worldwide tour, loved fans, interviews - everything is gonna be just like she wished them to be. I think that she’s gonna be really surprised as things might turn out even better than she’s imagining! I think that her solo might give her all the art freedom that she was hoping for all these years. I sense it’s going to be something unusual and something in a really different style.

Is Wendy going to be famous with her solo career?

A card: 7 of wands

She has this chance, yes, but she might need to work really hard for that. Even fight for that! Someone might try to make her feel miserable and she’s gonna need a lot of confidence to put everyone in their place! So… “Unnie, fighting” as they say lol

How's Yeri feeling right now?

A card: Magician

Super confident and powerful! She’s full of life and confidence to make her ideas work for her and create her ideal life! She believes in herself and thinks that she’s the queen of her own world! Super enthusiastic energy, way to go!

What's going to happen in Yeri's solo career in the future?

A card: 7 of aces

Oh… Betrayal? Someone might do something to sabotage her career. She needs to be very careful about her surroundings and about herself! Someone might lie to her or even steal her money or do something negative to her career. The evil might come to her, unfortunately.

Is Yeri going to be famous with her solo career?

A card: Blank card

Cards don’t know the answer… Oof, it might be super dangerous. Right now is not the best time to try to talk to cards about that.. Damn

How did Irene feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?

A card: Higher Empress

She knows, and I know she knows ~~ She knew it for a very long time and she’s pretty mature about that. She’s a wise woman and she knows that everything is going on right now for the better. She’s pretty chill and thinks about that as a new opportunity for herself and other girls. I think she hopes for the best and wishes them luck.

How did Seulgi feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?

A card: Hanged man

She’s upset. Aw, our pookie bear is really sad about this whole situation. She might be too pitiful or regretful for her own good. She’s trying to accept the truth but just can’t for right now. She might cry for a long time and hold the grudge. For her it might be really personal. She might be thinking that Wendy and Yeri stabbed her in the back or that they might not get through it ever without them. She misses them dearly and just hopes that they come back. She just wishes for everything to turn back in time and become as it was in the past, all 5 of them together. 

How did Joy feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?

A card: 5 of wands

Lmao, she’s jealous. Maybe she wanted to quit the company too, but she can’t do that for whatever reason. She sees them as her competitors now. But it’s a good and healthy kind of competition. It might motivate her to try harder and maybe she’s working on her departure right now. I think she wants a good solo career for herself too.

What's going to happen to Red Velvet in the near future?

Cards: 9 of cups, 6 of coins

Solo activities. As it was announced that Seulrene got their new sub-unit album, it’s pretty self explanatory. They are gonna make a lot of comebacks as solo artists now. And I think it’s gonna be successful! They had pretty good cards, indicating a good success and reasons for a happy celebration. They’re gonna make a good amount of money and someone in the industry is gonna sponsor them and help them out. They’re gonna be supported and loved ^_^

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Chaeyoung and her relationship with other girls in Twice

Hi again! This is the next part after a long break, because Chae didn't want to talk to me lmao But here I am! Today's post about Chae and her relationship with her bandmates in Twice. Let's get it started :)

Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking a permission to do readings before even start them in the first place.

Chaeyoung x Nayeon

A card: Knight of wands

So Chae sees her unnie as someone who's really passionate about things in life. She cares deeply for her loved ones and that's something Chae appreciated the most in her unnie - her inner fire. In Chae's eyes Nayeon is a leader, she's motivated, she's impatient and commanding. It could be entertaining and sometimes tiring for those around her at the same time. But I think it's more on the bright side for Chae. She sees her as someone bold, egoistic, powerful woman who knows what she wants and she's gonna get it. It's not a super mature card. I sense that Nayeon might be childish and too stubborn from time to time. But hey, she's super energetic. I think it's fun to be around her. They might like to go out and go to the parties. It feels good and super fun. Great chemistry and friendship full of sparks!

Chaeyoung x Jeongyeon

A card: 8 of wands

Something is going on between them. It's odd. I think they are trying to talk out through their problems right now. Lots of messages, information around them going on right now. Or it's just how Chae feels near Jeongyeon all of the time. Their relationship is always changing and flowing. Lots of plans, meetings, the energy is overall chaotic and unpredictable. It could be both stimulating and thrilling and tiring. I think that Chae sees Jeongyeon as someone who's all over the place, I feel some kind of clumsy and anxious vibe overall (as I am myself an anxious person, so I can see when I am sensing it lmao)

Chaeyoung x Momo

A card: Queen of swords

Well, as I was telling here Momo sees Chae as a mess, and in Chae's eyes Momo is a therapist lmao She likes to vent to her about her problems, maybe even too much for Momo's liking. It's a kind of parental relationship kind of friendship. When the one is a bratty and unhealthy child (Chaeyoung) and the other is more like a cold mother (Momo) lol

Overall it's a logical, more practical bond. They would like to talk about ideas, world, psychology, beliefs and dive deep into society's problems or their personal problems. But emotions are not there for whatever reason. Momo's hiding them (really strong ones, I could say) deep down. Or maybe it's just a projection, it's how Chae sees Momo, not who Momo is in reality. So maybe that's all this coldness and unemotional side only in Chae's head. Maybe Momo is really trying to help Chae and not get hurt in return for her own pain and they are triggering each other in some type of way. But I could say for sure that their relationship is pretty heavy and hard to understand lol

Chaeyoung x Sana

A card: Lovers

Aw, how cute ~~ Chae adores Sana! I think that's because she's the only one who's really trying to understand her. For Chae it's the most meaningful and wholesome relationship in a group. I think they are pretty lovely together, their time together might feel like a date even lol I could picture them together going on cute dates or having a candle light dinner together. Something super cute and lovely. Chae might feel at home near Sana, like she's her other half, friend who's also a soulmate even. Super deep and meaningful friendship for Chae. She might be thinking to herself that they were meant to be together, to be in one group and become friends. She just loves her, that's all I can tell! She might be taking this bond super seriously and I think she's choosing Sana over anything or anyone else. Super loyal friendship, Chae's gonna be Sana's friend for a really long time I think :)

Chaeyoung x Jihyo

A card: 5 of wands

Lmao, Chae wants to beat up her leader? Jokingly, I mean. They are playfully competing against each other in Chae's eyes, I think. They like to banter and play pranks maybe. I also think that Jihyo for Chae some sort of role model and she's trying to outscore her somehow in her own eyes. That's cute ahahha It's a fun friendship full of energy, sometimes I think Chae might be sulky and pitiful, if she sees Jihyo winning her over and over again, but hey, she's motivating her to do better and work harder, that's for sure. I think they would like to go out, because their vibe is more on the extravert side. The feeling of jealousy and some sort of resilience is the norm in this relationship. Also I think that Jihyo might be too demanding for Chae’s liking, making her rush and be more quick. But I think it’s not always a bad thing, because Jihyo’s demands can make positive changings in her life. Overall it’s a fun, playful and exciting friendship, but it has its own ups and downs.

Chaeyoung x Mina

A card: 2 of swords

Hmmm, well, Michaeng is going through some sort of problems right now, I see. As I was telling here Mina is uncertain about that friendship right now and I think it’s mutual right now for Chae. She’s trying to make a choice based on her logic and not on her emotions. I don’t know what type of choice it is, between two people or career and friendship, staying with Mina or not, I just know it’s there and Chae thinks that both options are quite bad and not to her liking. I think she might even try to stay away from making a choice, she’s trying to think that it’s gonna be over on its own. But it’s not gonna be easy like that, she’s gonna do that sooner or later and I don’t know how it’s gonna end for them. 

Also it’s strange that both Chae and Momo feeling the same about Mina, Mochaeng are both trying to make their minds toward Mina, I guess. Hope that this is going to end more on the positive side of things for their friendship ^_^

Chaeyoung x Dahyun

A card: 3 of cups

Awww, cute pt. 2 haha Chae feels loved and cared for. Card might be implicate that there are a trio of friends (I think it’s a school meal club union) It’s a super fun card, it’s representing that when she’s with Dahyun, it’s always full of laughs, bubbles and maybe champagne lol I think that this kind of friendship feels for Chae as a reason to celebrate, be alive and grateful for such bond! Super sweet, harmonious and kind relationship. She is happy and sound, that’s for sure. Her emotional needs are met and she’s feeling like the happiest person in the world. It’s a bond full of trust and care. I am super happy for them :)

Chaeyoung x Tzuyu

A card: 9 of cups

Another cute card! Chae feels the happiest near Tzuyu. It’s the feeling of being like you’re on the top of the world. They are happy and trust each other. Chae might feel like she’s fulfilled and that she can be just herself, indulging in some sort of unhealthy habits. That’s the negative side of this story. Maybe that’s about some laziness and stillness as I was reading such things for Tzuyu in this relationship. But overall it’s a great feeling and a good vibe. I think that Chae might be a little bit narcissistic and think about herself more, but it’s her safe place, I guess. Her space where she can be who she is and be accepted and happy about that. I think that it’s quite okay and the feeling of happiness is the only thing that matters. Good for them! Babies of Twice are feeling good with each other and that’s a good news for me ~~

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Phew! That's all, folks! It was quite hard but so interesting to understand their complex relationships between each other! I'm planning to do reading about Red Velvet, I want to take a break from Twice for some time.

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Tzuyu and her relationship with other girls in Twice

Hi again! This is the next part after a long break, because no one wanted to talk to me lmao But here I am! Today's post about Tzuyu and her relationship with her bandmates in Twice. Let's get it started :)

Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking a permission to do readings before even start them in the first place.

Tzuyu x Nayeon

A card: 9 of wands

The first pair and I am already sweating and confused. So while Nayeon is treating her maknae as a queen she is, our maknae wants to distance herself from unnie lmao Tzuyu might want to build some sort of resilience between them, she feels like she needs to protect herself, what true to her near Nayeon. Maybe Nayeon is being too pushy and giving her unnecessary advices, so that's why Tzuyu is feeling this kind of feeling like "Hey, get off me, step back!" It's a fire and feisty kind of relationship. They might like to bicker over and get all snappy towards each other. Or she's really acting like an emo child near Nayeon and saying things like "omg, you just don't get it!" (lol it's so funny to me) Anyway I think their bond is quite good even though Tzuyu wants to step back from this relationship, it's just natural and this kind of dynamic can come and go. Nothing too extreme here, just fun, playful and sister-like bond.

Tzuyu x Jeongyeon

A card: Knight of pentacles

They are definitely compatible as friends. Such an earthy vibe, I like it ahahah Definitely intellectually stimulating for both of them. Tzuyu feels appreciated, seen and understood in this relationship. She's learning a lot, they can talk pretty straight forward and openly with each other and no one is gonna be offended. Good teammates and colleagues. They probably could talk a lot about work, projects, education, since and physiology. Tzuyu can trust Jeongyeon, she can count on her and rely on her in the most hard times. In Tzuyu's eyes Jeongyeon is a good friend, she's a caring and loveable bean for her. But from time to time I think Tzuyu is thinking that her unnie is too slow for her own good, can't make up her mind on things, she's too anxious and needs a lot of time to feel prepared and change something in her life. I think that's why Tzuyu is good advicer for her.

Tzuyu x Momo

A card: 2 of wands

So, our trickster maknae is playing with Momo's feelings? lol They are definitely not that close. For Tzuyu, Momo is another option. Like if she's bored she might hang out with her, but most of the time she's not paying too much attention to her. She's fun and might be an interesting person but that's not enough for Tzuyu's liking, I guess. Maybe it's because she prefers other people or maybe they don't click off well but it is what it is. Fun, but at the same time boring relationship for Tzuyu. I would say they are more of good old buddies, not even friends or sisters. A little bit more than colleagues, maybe something like that. Momo might got used to that and just distance herself. Good for her, it's a right choice lol

Tzuyu x Sana

A card: 8 of pentacles

Ah, so I was sensing it right. They are good colleagues after all. I think we should wait for them to collaborate in the future lmao It's a good kind and open relationship, but it requires some work for Tzuyu. It's a mature approach for friendship, like she knows that they are different and she needs to put an effort for their communication and she's willing to do so. I think that's why Sana appreciated Tzuyu. It can be too robotic or too boring from time to time, like Tzuyu might like to talk about work and projects with Sana, but I think that's okay for both of them. Overall it's a beautiful, solid and grounding force. They are definitely a good kind of friends and even better colleagues.

Tzuyu x Jihyo

A card: The Chariot

Yeah, as I was saying here while Jihyo is having these fears inside her head and feeling trapped, Tzuyu is enjoying her life with her leader lmao For Tzuyu this relationship is always moving, changing. She might like to hang out with Jihyo a lot, go on trips together. For Tzuyu this friendship is motivating and pushing her to work harder, look around wider and open up her eyes to the new things in this world. It's funny because I'm sensing that the true leader in this relationship might be Tzuyu and not Jihyo, which could be an odd and strange feeling for the second woman. Overall Tzuyu feels confident and great near Jihyo lol She's making plans and emotionally getting involved in this relationship.

Tzuyu x Mina

A card: The Devil

That's interesting. So Tzuyu is having the most deep and twisted relationship with 97 line, I see... Tzuyu sees Mina as some sort of bad influence in her life? Or maybe someone who's codependent and unhealthy for her. She's sensing some sort of dark energy from Mina. She might be feeling like Mina is trying to seduce her to some bad stuff, or Mina might be an energy vampire, feeding off Tzuyu's energy. Or Mina might be struggling with balance in her life. Tzuyu sees her right through and might be afraid of her lol It's a scary and dark kind of energy for Tzuyu even though for Mina it's one of the good relationships in the group. It's the most alluring and charismatic bond that could ever be between two people, they are drawn to each other. They might like to gossip with each other or get involved in some sort of trouble together. Maybe like to drink or smoke or do drugs together lmao (it's my imagination, I don't know them, so I am just saying, don't come for me) It can be unpredictable and unhealthy for Tzuyu's liking and I think they definitely need to talk about that. The energy is an odd one between them for sure.

Tzuyu x Dahyun

A card: 4 of pentacles

Aha, so while Dahyun feels like a poor kitten near Tzuyu, she in return feels all grumpy, jealous and greedy near Dahyun lmao It's an odd situation, I originally thought that they are in this struggle together, but with this card, I think it's not mutual for Tzuyu. Their friendship might be unbalanced right now. Dahyun being the giving one and Tzuyu the selfish receiving one. She's protecting her energy and doesn't want to get involved in this friendship and work on it right now. I don't know why, maybe it's because of Dahyun's pessimistic vibe in their relationship, maybe it's something completely different. But the thing is that they are unbalanced and Tzuyu is the greedy one for now. I hope it's gonna change pretty soon.

Tzuyu x Chaeyoung

A card: 4 of swords

They're chilling? Meditating? Are they dead? lol sorry

It's hard to tell, but I think that for Tzuyu this friendship is a safe place to take a deep breath and rest. They are out of drama, they are not fighting or arguing that's for sure. For Tzuyu this is a great opportunity to let go and just calm down. They definitely like to hang out under the closed doors of apartments. Tzuyu might even likes Chae's home or go to her. They could literally be lazy together and relax, doing something or doing nothing at all. It could feel like this relationship might be stagnant and boring, like they are not doing and just being lazy. But, hey, with their crazy schedule, I think they deserve to let go and just chill with each other. Everybody deserves a rest. And you too 💕

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That was an interesting reading. I was surprised to get such an earthy vibe cards for her tbh. I got a vibe of a materialistic, pragmatic and analytic woman from this cards. She knows too much and she thinks too much (not that much as a Mina but still lol) I am gonna do Chae next. Stay tuned ~~

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33/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Wipe your tears by Halsey

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

It was a fun but tiring day hahha

Did the usual: Japanese, journaling, stretching

Watched a movie with my friend, called "Boys don't cry"... Made me cry. Ironic. I think we are gonna make a podcast about these two queer films that we watched soon

Went on the walk with my ex collegue. I made 18k steps, my legs were hurting lmao. Made a few photos of little China garden. It was super cute.

Read a book on my way back home.

Felt recharged and pretty good. It was a good kind of tiredness.

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32/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar, Yseult

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

It was one of the most intresting days so far lol I did some intresting things and managed to stay calm and collected despite some personal things. Proud of myself

I did the usual - stretched, did some Japanese, I hit my 60 days of strike, yoohoo! I also was journaling :)

I went on literature lecture with my bff. We were talking about The Brothers Karamazov and Demons by Dostoevsky. One of my favourite authors, the lecture were hosting my ex literature teacher in college. It was super exciting to meet her again :)

After that I was having some insights and did some personal check up through my bff's eyes lol The meeting was super productive mentally and intellectually!

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31/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Sad song by p1harmony

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

Yesterday was kind of a lazy day hahah Or maybe I am just making myself to feel little, Idk, how to have a balance sometimes hahah

Did the usual - practiced Japanese, stretched, was journaling. I am writing down this 150 questions, want to know myself better hah

Also I weighed myself and turned out that I made - 5 kg, was really surprised about that, even though I didn't do much about that.

Wrote an internship report in my uni, but still needed to edit it and send it tomorrow

Responded to some vacancies, felt proud of myself but got rejected :(

Meditate for an hour, my personal record. Was meditating while walking, this was an intresting experience and then was meditating in classical way. But I had problems with focus, can't concentrate for long

Overall a normal day. Meh...

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30/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Begging by Niko knight

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

It was... An intresting and once again a tiring day. Did a lot of stuff, feeling proud of myself:

Woke up early, did a breakfast, was journaling, stretched - all as usual

Was practicing Japanese. My strike gonna hit 60 days soon hehe

Studied IT, yay! I passed the exam, scored 94/100. Come on, baby, yeah! Feeling good hehe

Then went for a walk in a rain. It was refreshing and wet lol I fed the stray cats and was eating lolly, listening to TED podcast while walking in the rain. I even went to the playground and layed there on the swings, while droplets of rain were running down my face. It was super romantic lol

Then I was having deep and uncomfortable conversations again, but I managed it. Feeling super proud of my emotional intellegence. I am training to overcome issues and adress them directly!

Was having a spa day and watched some series of The amazing world of Gumball

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29/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - 505 by Arctic Monkeys

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

It was one of the longest and deepest days for awhile in my recent life hehe

Woke up early

Went on a walk in woods. Was drinking coffee, listening to TED podcasts and reading book. Was trying to kind of meditate while I walked

Practiced some Japanese

Did some excersises and stretching

Was journaling as always. Made a playlist of songs that changed my life and music taste :)

Was deeply talking with my family. It was kind of hard. But I nailed it!

Watched "Happy together" with my friend. I liked the movie very early! As always Wong Karwai is awesome. Want to watch his "Fallen angels" next

Didn't study as I planned. But I hope tomorrow I will try again and gonna succeed in it lol

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28/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Nude by (G)-idle

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

So, yeah. My illness kicked the shit out off me lmao These few days I was just laying in bed and doing pretty much nothing :(

But today I woke up early then before and did some things, so I think I can make a post about that:

Stretched. Those hips don't lie when they joint like that lmao

Meditate. Even though the process was not as smooth as I expected it to be. I was too overwhelmed with thoughts, I am still proud of myself for trying and making effort.

Practiced some Japanese. Was learning some Kanji and Katakana. I am mad at Japanese language for making 七 sound like "Nana" and "Jichi" at the same time. Why? Like.... Wtf ahhaha I am confused!

Was journaling as always. I finished both my workbooks. One of them called Cinematherapy. It was about writing down your thoughts about movies that I watched. It was really helpfull. And the other one was about writing down my emotions and thoughts every day for 45 days straight.

Wrote some posts about few films that I watched not so long ago.

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Jihyo and her relationship with other girls in Twice

Hi again! This is the next part after a long break, because no one wanted to talk to me lmao But here I am! Today's post about Jihyo and her relationship with her bandmates in Twice. Let's get it started :)

Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking a permission to do readings before even start them in the first place.

Jihyo x Nayeon

A card: Temperance

Aw, cute! They are defenetly super close and they appreciate their friendship very dearly! Jihyo feels at home and peace near Nayeon. It's a bond that full of trust and calmness. They secure, they know that they're got each other backs. I am feeling some kind of introverted but homey vibe from them. Like they might like to hang out in the hotel rooms for example. Enjoy simple stuff, like watching the same series over and over again, for the 10th time lol. Their relationship is long af and that might be boring from time to time. Like Jihyo might even read Nayeon's mind, knowing her better then she knows herself.

Maybe Jihyo sometimes thinking that their relationship stagnant but I think she also appreciate it for that quility of not changing through the time. She might also could think that Nayone didn't change that much through all of these years but I still think that they click pretty well with each other :) It's giving the vibe of kind of friendship when you could say such a nasty shit but the other one just accepts you completely. I think they might like never had a single fight for all these years lol

Overall they are great companians, collegues and friends! Jihyo might feel like they make a great team together and I think we should probably wait for their future work together, because I could sense that Jihyo's making some work related plans for them in the future lol

Jihyo x Jeongyeon

A card: Death

Oh, wow. I see, 3mix got some strong bond between each other, wow! As the straight meaning of that card always read as the death of relationships and friendships, I don't think it's the case of these two. I am getting more of the Jeongyeon's vibe here, how Jihyo sees her. And she sees her as someone who's extremelly strong, she admires her and even feel scared near her maybe a little. Jihyo knows how much pressure and pain Jeongyeon went through and she's still smiling, she is still here. And that's what might fascinates her in Jeongyeon.

Yeah, it's a dark card and Jeongyeon might be a heavy person in heart but it's not stopping Jihyo of loving her as a friend. I think Jihyo might like to talk with Jeongyeon about something deep and dark. They probably know each other's deepest secrets and trust dearly. Jihyo might think to herself that Jeongyeon too hard on herself and that she needed to be saved but at the same time Jihyo knows that Jeongyeon doesn't need it, she's capable of that on her own. She's mature, strong and not like other people. 'One of the kind' - what I am sensing Jihyo could think about Jeongyeon, admiring her strength to not fit into the box of society.

It's funny that in the case of Nayeon Jihyo might think that she stays the same as she was, but Jeongyeon changed a lot in Jihyo's eyes. She went through the revolutional shift in her life and Jihyo respects that in her unnie the most.

Jihyo x Momo

A card: Knight of wands

It's a fun and passionate bond! Jihyo might feel energized and full of life near Momo. They laugh together, they make fun of each other and they go out a lot. Being outside with Momo feeling the best for Jihyo. They are glowing, they are sexy and unstoppable together! The fire is here lol Jihyo sees Momo as a passionate, hardworking and very sexy lady. She might like to work out with Momo (I could clearly see them gym ratting together lol), dance together or just go to a party. Jihyo also might appreciate Momo's physique, admire her stamina and strength, her dancing talent lol

But also Jihyo thinks that Momo's too impatient for her own good, too stubborn and moody. Her fire is burning not only other people around her but herself too. Their bond for Jihyo is full of life and she's probably having great time with her but at the same time I am not thinking it's too meaningful for Jihyo. Momo might be too violent and even aggressive for Jihyo's liking lol Fights with Momo could be too demanding and heated, so Jihyo might put up some defences to not trust her too deeply and not burn herself.

Jihyo x Sana

A card: Magician (rev)

What's going on with them? I don't understand lol When I was shuffiling cards this one just jumped on to me, so I am sensing that's something is going on right now between them.

Anyway... For Jihyo this relationship is out of her control, I guess. They all over the place rn. As Sana feels trapped near Jihyo and sees her as someone clingy and jealous (you could read about that here) , Jihyo might feel hurt and like her plans are not going as she wished they would. I feel like they both uncomfartable right now. Sana might feel pressured around Jihyo, like she's not seen for who she trully is. Jihyo might be a narcissist in Sana's eyes or the leader in their relationship and right now her status quo is getting desrtroyed. She might had big plans for that relationship, wishing to have Sana all to herself but it was not met in reality lol Jihyo in return might think that Sana is too full of herself, too narcissist and manipulative! There's some sort of lies or misunderstandings going on between them. Maybe they didn't quite talk properly to each other who wants to get what from this relationship and now they're feeling grumpy and hurt. I could sense that for Jihyo it's a big deal, she wants to build something with Sana, but right now they are not in a right place, I guess.

Jihyo x Mina

A card: 8 of cups

So it's pretty clear. As Mina feels some sort of resillence and want to battle freely with Jihyo (read about that here) , Jihyo in return feels saddness of letting her go. She knows that she need to let go of that pain to move forward but it hurts. I think for Jihyo that bond was quite meaningful, but for now she stops to make an effort and just thought that the best that she could do is to distance and let go of the past that bonded them together. It's haunting her still, making her heart bleed in pain. They are bandmates afterall so they probably continue to interract with each other but for now Jihyo got a time out to think and analyze it all through. She migh ask herself like where did it all went wrong, why? She's trying to learn something from this fight to become better. A better friend or a better leader. Maybe both. But anyway I think it's all for the best.

Jihyo x Dahyun

A card: The Fool

Awww, so cute! They are probably childish together. It's a beautiful bond, Jihyo really appreciates Dahyun for her young and innocent view of things in life. Like this friendship might get out the best of her, Jihyo's inner child could literally heal with Dahyun. I think they might enjoy to play with each other. Either it's a video games or some korean games that they both probably play in their childhood. It's a light, kind and heartfelt bond. They could get dreamy together, building some sort of projects that they probably never bring into reality lol

On the negative side of things, this relationship could be too naive for their own good. Jihyo might think that Dahyun too immature and impractical in real life. You know, Jihyo might think to herself that Dahyun is living her first life. Jihyo might think that she needs to take an extra care of her, as if she's her literal child. It's not so good for both of them, ignating some sort of codependent behavior.

But overall I think this friendship is beautiful and super cute.

Jihyo x Chaeyoung

A card: Knight of pentacles

Ah, earthy vibe for Chaeyoung again ahaha I am not surprised, she's a taurus after all. Jihyo sees Chae as someone who's intellegent, gracefull, patient and slow paced. She doesn't want to rush things with other people or in her life in general. She's mature for her age, hardworking, determent, stubborn and could be greedy for time to time. Jihyo respects her and appreciate her rational side and her love for learning new things. Jihyo might like to talk to Chae about work, finances, some sort of projects, new ideas, how to create something in real life. If with Dahyun she's dreaming, with Chae she's planning her dreams to come true lmao.

It's not the deepest bond for Jihyo, but it's still full of trust, kindness and understanding. Jihyo feels at home near Chae, it's a comfortable communication for sure. But she might think that Chae is too slow and might loose good opportunities in her life. Jihyo might wish for Chae to be more fast paced and not so stubborn from time to time, be more flexiable and adaptable to new experiences. Jihyo might think that Chae's too repetetive and not so creative, doing the same things over and over again lol

Jihyo x Tzuyu

A card: 8 of swords

Oh, something's off again. Jihyo feels trapped and hopless in her relationship with her maknae. Maybe she feels like that because Jihyo thinks that she failed like a leader for some reason? I don't know, but the energy is heavy. Jihyo might be overthinking too much in her relationship with Tzuyu. Her role of a leader might be trapping her inside her shell and not making her to enjoy this bond to the fullest. She might be feeling scared of something for some reason, harrasing and beating herself up for "not doing enough" or "not being good enough" for Tzuyu.

But it's all in her head. I could defenetly say that most of her thoughts are invalid and not true. She just trapped inside her negative thoughts for some reason near Tzuyu. Maybe they had some sort of fight or episode in the past for which Jihyo still feel guilty. Or Jihyo might feel like victim herself in this relationship. But I think it's not true. She just need some time to understand that what she thinks or feels not always true. Most of her fears are inside her head. I think she should talk it all out and face the truth.

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It was super fun to read! I can tell that 3mix is probably the best of friends in Twice. For Jihyo there are a lot of people who she appreciates and feels deeply for. I am still shocked about Sahyo things lol

But the next is gonna be Tzuyu, because Chae didn't want to talk about that with me :)

[juls-pools]

27/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - The sharpest lives by My Chemical Romance

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

Yesterday was kind of lazy day, because I still feel sick :( But overall I felt great, felt loved and good to live this life (yay!)

I was journaling and practicing Japanese and English

I meditated but not fully, as I was too busy with other things in my life lol

I stretched

I was writing post about my tarot reading of Jihyo all day long lmao

I read a book before going to bed

Didn't study but still felt good to rest for a little bit, playing silly games :)

[juls-pools]

26/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Million dollar baby by Tommy Richman

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

Yesterday was kinda emotionally tough tbh... I felt anxious and drained due to some personal issues in my family and sickness. But anyway I still tried to rock this day :)

Was journaling as always

Practiced English, not Japanese lol

Made even a little bit of stretch, the routine made an ai for me, it was pretty good haha

Was studying e-commerce all day long

And rocked my exam for 88/100! Feel proud of myself hehe

[juls-pools]

25/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - La Dispute by Yann Tiersen

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

So, yeah, I am totally sick :( But it didn't even bothered me that much and I did everything that I planned for a day anyway. And I did these things:

Meditated in a group of my online class for half an hour. Felt super giddy and happy. The blisfull wisdom came to me haha

Learnt Japanese for a little bit

Still was journaling

Rewatched Amelie and felt a warm feelings towards that movie :3

Was editing my video blog, made a voice over it and posted in my channel. It was my very first time and I am really excited by that! Felt super proud of myself

Even studied a little bit in the very evening, was writing down some lectures about E-commerce

It was a good day and the illness is not gonna stop me from achiving my dreams :)

[juls-pools]

24/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter

📚Book in progress - Before you turn 30

Yesterday was kind of a lazy day. I am probably getting sick, my throut is hurt so much. I think I might need a little bit of a time out. And my massages still not working here for whtvr reason :( I hope no one is upset with me, I am not ignoring you, I just have problems here :(

Anyway that's what I did in a day:

Had a zoom call with my buddy. We even hang out for an hour or so together, doing some stuff together. I was journaling and practicing Japanese. And they were making plans for March and analyzing their February. I liked that experience. Felt like I am not alone and that we are in it together

Then I stretched and did some excersises

I wrote down a post about my emotions and thoughts about how my February went

After that I started to edit my video blog for an hour but the programm lagged and I thought that I needed to take a break lol

The other half of the day I didn't do much of a productive things. I was playing games and watching things on YouTube.

[juls-pools]

23/100 days of productivity

🎧 Song of the day - Meds by Placebo

📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30

Yesterday was kind of fun and not so much of a productive day, but it's in a way, I would say, because most of the things are done step by step and out of consistency and good mood and inner peace. So yesterday was more about that rather then doing everything :)

I stretched and did a little workout

Did a "deep" journaling about my whole month. Made sort of a review about February, how did it go and set goals for the next month, March for myself.

Was learning Japanese as always. And was practicing English too. Still lead on top in my league xd

It was an international day of cats so I went to feed a stray cats. Wanted to do something nice

Went for a long walk, meet up with my friend. Had a great time!

Meditate

Read a little bit of a book. It's probably gonna become my personal Bible lol As I literally getting so much from it! It inspires me