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I have known you longer than my father, does that mean you’ll stay forever?

- Kayerie Darling

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You will never be a stranger to me, I have always known how cold your heart could be. Still, I find a way to love you just the same.

- Kayerie Darling

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Your soulmate

By: Kayerie Darling

You declared her your soulmate

An honor bestowed to the absent rib

An appellation nixed from me,

The person who has devoted her ribs

Was i not a worthy candidate?

Heedless to the woman pleading on her knees

How much more must I sacrifice?

For a soul that refuses to acknowledge me

I dissected your brain and

Understood your veins

But nothing really compares,

To the female variation of you.

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Equal to you

By: Kayerie Darling

I would very much like to be equal to you

In the pain the we go through

The love that we obtain

Proportionate in our sentiment

Nevermore the fear of whether I love you more

Or whose wounds cut deeper amidst our duel

How many scars we've gained?

How many love we've bled out?

If everything was equal between us

Nobody would be ahead

No one would want to leave

And we'd be able to forgive

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I still love you even when it's hurts. It's a never ending pain of choosing to love you. To go against everything and still pick you over anything.

- Kayerie Darling

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How do I let you go?

by: Kayerie Darling

This is it.

You're here.

The love you've held so tight has finally slipped through your fingers.

You'll be alright. You have no choice but to be. Chances are, you're wondering- second guessing, what are the things that went wrong, if you could go back and make things better. You could go back but you'd set yourself up for another heartbreak. So let's just stay put and cry our hearts out until we can't cry any more.

Maybe then, we can start taking care of ourselves. We can start by going to the bathroom and having a little bath. Let the water wash away the pain you feel. We could go to the kitchen and cook something for ourselves. We have to eat something right? Let the food fill you up so you don't feel as empty on the inside. Then you can rest and go back to bed because you deserve it.

You can do these steps again and again and add more to it until one day you're filled with so many things to do that you forget you were hurting.

A love so grand as yours will never be easy to let go of but as long as you're fighting every day, it gets a little bit easier. Love took time to build and love will take time to leave. So cherish those moments in between where love is healing before it decides it's ready to leave.