kcravingsickness

[kcravingsickness]

Dark spells of necrosis and hysteria Behind a wretched moon in Bulgaria Incantations of strigoic wisdom in an area Filled with flies that spread malaria Gnawing at the noose of eternal damnation As i embody the ravenous serpentine of creation An ethereal chant beneath the piercing glow of salvation I look, with eyes that shine like stars and the forked tongue of starvation Summoning demons from beyond the veil of hell Light trembles, my black eyes, in the garden of iridescence swell Like a rusted nail in the coffin of hope i dwell But the death march of a hundred mournful shadows yell ''They will never be forgotten" and embrace the absence of light I slumber deep within realms of vampyric wisdom, and recite A faint whisper of night's cathedral, a glorious call of bright Towards which butterflies gather upon decay tonight Joan, we sleep eternal in smouldering tombs While others hear funerary prayers in the twilights haze of their mother's wombs We, as black roses from withered corpses bloom We wander upon obsidian thrones like tyrants till their doom The cruelty of immortality is felt as a repulsive dawn That hunts along twisted roots and ancient trees, a fawn And the shadows that creep through the woods of mourning have undergone Under Transylvanian mountains, the lost woods of east, thereon In the moldering ruins of Elizabeth's once majestic castle I'm lost within chambers of cruel indulgence and hassle And my soul's buried beneath the rural altar of divine sacrifice where my vassal Has spread dirt over me with his spectral hands from the amethyst void of dazzle We turn to dust and fade like a dying candle Thy peering eyes from the dark sanctuary dismantle Your hands from beyond the dark door, like a vandal Shatters my body like broken pottery scattered across cobblestone streets of scandal .

[kcravingsickness]

TFW you wanna be a starving girlie so you live off of coke zero except you have The Asian Tastebuds™️ so you have to water it down like 100x. at least i get hydrated better lmao

[kcravingsickness]

looking for an @n@ coach.

i used to have binge eating disorder, then bul1mla, eventually binge/purge type 4nOrex1a.. but then my ablity to purge through throwing up disappeared since ive been purging regularly since 8 years old (5 years ago) i could gag like crazy and still not throw up.. for almost a month now ive been binging, then cant throw up so i 4buse l4x4tives then fast in order to "make up" for it just so i can binge again. i havent gained weight but i have only lost 2kg in a whole month ever since i cant purge so i NEED an @n@ coach asap so i dont go back to binge eating disorder.. pls!!

a little about me is im 13, will be 14 in 2.5 months. currently a pre professional ballet student and cannot get overweight again like iwas as a small child. my goal BMI is 16.4. im originally central asian currently living in russia for ballet with my mom who also wants me to be 4norex1c.

no m3anspo, only sw33tspo, if you try to do m3anspo ill block you. also, spo concerning "having control" or "being healthy" or "reaching my goals" or "being successful" in specific doesnt really work for me, as being sick andunable to help myself/too far gone is what gives me most joy..

i will do b0dy ch3cks but only will show areas im comfortable with myself, if i tell you i dont wanna show a certain part then i wont. if you press on it ill block you

since i cant purge anymore, i wanna focus on longterm fasting (longest fast ever has beer 4.6 days) but i wanna eventually do even monthlong fasts.

looking for someone who has alot of free time and similar timezone/sleeping schedule to mine. also someone whose okay with calling on telegram with audio as thats the only way for me to stay sane when i go for long walks. and obviously, you need to be pro 3d, but id rather have someone whose also pro $h. well, not as in tell me i have to $h but someone who wont get mad if they see scars and wont force me to stop.

my platform of choice is telegram, please <3

and if youre interested DM me!!