keegan-two

[keegan-two]

lolz and then they broke up 3 days later and now he's w/ me <3

This is so unfair my best friend js got a boyfriend.. why can't I have a boyfriend? I deserve one too.

[keegan-two]

The i love you was in fact not platonic. He's my boyfriend now <3

Moments like these unfortunately still happen and they always will because of my mental illness but we try to communicate best we can ^^

questioning BPD + questioning NPD culture is:

Best friend: "I need [his friends name]" (this was a text and it was random. Idk where this came from)

"Oh. Uhm.." (you need me too right? I'm important, you need me. Why're you saying you need her? What about me? Do you hate me? Please don't. Did I do something wrong? I'll fix it. I'll do anything for you. I want to say something to you, but will you leave me if I do? I don't want you to leave me.)

[keegan-two]

My sister needs to stop calling me heartless

I have a heart??? I give you stuff and I am nice to you, why are you saying stuff like this?? If anyone's heartless it's you, you are supposed to be nice back not call me things like heartless

[keegan-two]

am incapable of loving gently

[keegan-two]

This Chair - a poem

As I sit in this chair

My back aches

And I wonder,

How much of my life

Will I spend in this chair

How much of my life

Have I spent in this chair

This Chair is a personal vent poem. Interpret it however you wish, but you may never figure out it's true meaning unless you know me personally.

I am currently sitting on this chair.

[keegan-two]

[He texted me again w/ silly video and "uscore"]

Oh, nevermind. You do love me :3 yayyy Ilyt :] (platonic) you do need me, you don't hate me! Please never do that again.

questioning BPD + questioning NPD culture is:

Best friend: "I need [his friends name]" (this was a text and it was random. Idk where this came from)

"Oh. Uhm.." (you need me too right? I'm important, you need me. Why're you saying you need her? What about me? Do you hate me? Please don't. Did I do something wrong? I'll fix it. I'll do anything for you. I want to say something to you, but will you leave me if I do? I don't want you to leave me.)

[keegan-two]

questioning BPD + questioning NPD culture is:

Best friend: "I need [his friends name]" (this was a text and it was random. Idk where this came from)

"Oh. Uhm.." (you need me too right? I'm important, you need me. Why're you saying you need her? What about me? Do you hate me? Please don't. Did I do something wrong? I'll fix it. I'll do anything for you. I want to say something to you, but will you leave me if I do? I don't want you to leave me.)

[keegan-two]

This is so unfair my best friend js got a boyfriend.. why can't I have a boyfriend? I deserve one too.

[keegan-two]

Some of the stuff I'm gonna be posting here is just stuff I don't want to put on my other blog where I put all my thoughts because my best friend now knows of that blog and I don't want to lose them :3 I made this to prevent losing her :3