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ate way too much yesterday gained like 4 pounds as of this morning :/ time to starve <3 still look okay tho

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real

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You have finally reached your gw.. you are as skinny as your friends you’ve been secretly jealous. Imagine being the skinniest among your friends

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Are you not embarrassed? Are you not disgusted that the biggest of your clothes are the only thing you can wear right now ? Are you not disappointed in yourself? Saying you’ll “start next monday” doesn’t equal ‘eat everything you can before then’. But you didn’t need to read this to know that because you finally see it don’t you? Don’t THEY? You’re a pig. And at this point you can’t blame anyone or anything but yourself. What’ll you do about it?

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081) I love bulimia. I love eating and then feeling better after by purging it. I also like it because if you tell people you’re bulimic, they don’t (wrongly) wonder why you aren’t underweight like they do when you say you’re anorexic. My first plan is always starve, but when I do eat, I purge. I like my routine. It’s fucking hell doing it but I feel relaxed and empty after.

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I found some more portion control/foodspo

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Uncomfortable things that my ed makes me feel good and accomplished about:

- stomach pain from hunger

-feeling my bones when they touch a hard surface (Hip bones when lying on your stomach>>>)

- head spinning and blurry vision when I stand up

- pants falling off of my hips

- shiverring from cold

- my period being late

- throat pain after a long purge

- my close ones worrying about the big amount of weight i lost in such a small period of time

…. <3

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Don’t feel bad for isolating yourself for a little while. Your focus now should be on school and on your weightloss. Find excuses. People will understand. And then, you will come back in summer, as the best looking version of yourself, when everybody will envy you.

Distancing to focus on yourself is not bad. Just for a few months.

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Imagine him to be able to lift you up,

To put his hands around you tiny waist.

Imagine sitting on his kneels,not worrying you’re too heavy,

feeling proud to show him your body in a two-piece bikiny.

The feeling of being small,fragile and protected while being held in his arms.

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Summer thinspo<3 this can be you this summer if you put in all the effort!!! Start.now.

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how to stop binge eating

these are my personal tips n tricks on how i stopped binge eating, i hope these help some of u too :)

always leave like 1-2 bites left on ur plate; u don’t always have to eat ur full plate especially if ur not even hungry

eat slow; by eating slowly u notice that ur full easier and can stop eating

don’t hang out in the kitchen or around food; when u r constantly around food (esp when bored) you’re more likely to snack and binge

eat many small meals regularly; eat when you’re actually hungry and establish times for eating u follow daily

thanks for reading and hopefully this was helpful to some people 🤍

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i wish i could be morning skinny all day.

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Mealspo

Mealspo for when i get back on tract tomorrow and for those who need it :)

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ummm...yes pls 🙏