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First sketch in my new journal

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Hubby is so angry here, I love him 🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖 sometimes he gets a lil nose twitch like a bunny 🖤🖤🖤

Ughhhhhh I need to make a real edit of my fav characters, like actual computer use or something. I wanna take 1:33 to like 2:07?? and use that because I have so many mental screen recordings of the smallest mannerisms and movements to implement into an edit.

I’m probs gonna disappear forever after this but I should probably just shut up and do that cuz no one asked frrrr

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Ppl r fuckin w me 2day….

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Shortened ver. of my rotprincess girltweaking 🎀✨🪽

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Girl tweaking in my rotten girlhell 🎀

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lol

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another shitpost cuz im working on something else 🥀

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More Judah picrews I had sitting in the vault

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I’m your biggest fan, I’ll follow you until you love me

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Another pen drawing of Judas/Judah lol, I’m going to use this one to redo digitally and post it on my new art accounts. I really like this one a lot.

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I just had an entire fucking thing typed out where I spilled my soul about how painfully I relate to this and all the inbetweens of all the complications and where it all stems from and blah blah blah and SOMEHOW somehow the entire thing just got deleted while I was in the middle of writing it. I think I’m going to fucking vomit and break things what the fuck. Oh my fucking god, I just tried to put the fucking paragraph separator thing and every thought I had just went into the trash. God please kill me now please. What the fuck?!!!?!???!!!??!!

I’m in actual physical pain from that holy shit. I want to fillet myself to pieces.

why can't i be an anime girl UGH

why am i 3D instead of 2D and PIXELS like god intended

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ur so strange

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Did you make that extended version of Pure Pure? Pretty cool idea to splice in the artist's other shorts!

The only video I made of pure pure was when I hid the boiled one in it as a prank, I did not make the animations or extended version. I just relate to her and love her so I had to post her 💖

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I need to shut up and draw medic or somefjing

I wish I had some pills to take but I’m not getting my new ones until Tuesday, and since it’s temazepam it’s probably not going to feel as euphoric as Ambien. I hope it will but it won’t, the Valium wasn’t very great euphoria wise. I mean it was definitely helpful for the reasons it was prescribed but yeah. I’m not allowed to be prescribed two benzos at once, I’m hoping I can eventually go back to the Ambien. But I made such a fuss that now I have to get a sleep study done which I know I needed anyways but ugh. I just want to watch the floor move again and not remember entire days. Even without any meds, I am having memory issues. But I don’t care, fuck it we ball. And if it doesn’t work then there’s always the Victory Position.

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Stop, please…Just let me go. Alejandro, just let me go.

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Does he seem harmless?

He’s not lol

Sorry picrews are fun and I need to go braindead for a bit

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I have chores I need to do but I’m anxious and bored so I’m fucking around on picrew like a lazy stupid ass mf (I will get the chores done but it isn’t going to make life any better)