i hate when people ask what i wanna do with my life when i’m older & what job i want - i don’t know how to tell them that i just want to be a NEET who posts blogs on tumblr & twitter who bedrots and posts fit checks in cute outfits & cosplays! the only time i’d ever go outside would be for cosplay cons & to buy groceries, it’d be nice to have a girlfriend on top of that so that i could rest & cuddle her whilst she rids me of any responsibilities - the most ‘job’ thing i’d do is maybe be an influencer or make visual novels & art commissions! me and my girlfriend could cosplay together and just be so so cute & id let her do whatever as long as she’s happy even if it means that it’ll end up hurting me!
i know people might be like ‘why would u wanna be a NEET/hikki ’ it’s not really a want but i know that’s how i’m gonna end up, if u don’t include school i haven’t left my house in months & the only reason i AM leaving soon is for a cosplay convention, i don’t have motivation to do anything, the only reason i haven’t been slicing is because i don’t even have motivation to do that, my friends always congratulate me on staying clean but i know that there’s no need for that because if i even had an ounce of energy it’d go into doing that!!!!!!! my rooms a mess & i can’t even eat healthily, i only eat junk food & coca cola because it’s the only thing i can do!!!!!!!!!
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Day 5/100; 21st January 24
Revised a bunch of syllabus; still dreading the months to follow but feeling a bit more prepared everyday!! So that's something! Got some tea!! I ran out of it and it's honestly the only thing keeping me on the right track (somewhat)
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Wed 6 June
Solved thermal properties for matter in physics
And did the exemplar questions for hydrocarbons
Will try to do some inorganic chem (reading/ questions) daily too
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trying to make my all nighter cute and cosy (it’s not working)
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HUYS I FEEL SICK IM SCARED SHELP BEFORE I CANYBTAKW IT ANYMORE PLEASE I CANT DO THIS HELPJELPHELPEHLEP PLEWSEEEE I FEEL SICK WNE LIGHTHEWAEEEDED MY HEHAART IS BEATIJTNTOOFAST IKNVSCAREED HELP MY ANDIIETY IS TOO BIT TODAYY HELPMEEOSOSOSO FAST PLEASE X_____X
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Day 9/100; 28 Jan 2024
Slept for a whole 5 hours, ig all the allnighters caught up :') so to now make up for the falling asleep during my main study time, imma study at night <3 did a whole bunch of stuff: thermodynamics revision and problem sets + simple harmonic motion problem sets. Still very pissed off at geometry but it fluctuates lol
Also an article that I read today which I found really interesting:
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Date: 31/12/22
✿ 𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓂𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒. '𝒯𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝓊𝓈, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝓊𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒. ✿
Now that we have entered into 2023, I am hoping for a year filled with happiness and lots of learning.
I still had two back to back tests even on the last day of the year.
As for the habit tracker or more like hobby tracker, I chose purple for December, so the days I did the respective things like dancing, writing, reading are in purple and the days I did not are coloured in brown
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