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That one photoshoot where kim is naked over niklas kvarforths lap. Kim said he doesn’t like Niklas anymore but this photo shoot interests me anyway. It’s SO elusive I can only ever find these two pictures from it.

Posting this because I always see DSBM fans asking about it and having a hard time finding it. You must open the first one to fully appreciate it ty

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i need to remember to put my shitposts here sometimes. they’re funny

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I’m thinking of starting a new blog for all my writing. Since I’m writing a lot and I like to publish it somewhere. If I started it I will tell y’all :))

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Life is fucking me up,

I started antipsychotics again and I’m so fucking hungry all the time and I don’t know what to do, I was losing so much weight and now I’m stuck. I’m not happy with it and I feel sick.

Anyone tips how I can feel more hungry and fucking lose weight again because I dont know what to do anymore.

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Ana in psych ward

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Scars are fading T^T

Still in the psych ward -_-

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I’m damaged as hell but I’ll never hurt anyone the way I’ve been hurt

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Psych ward~

I tried hanging myself because Lazarus told me and they send me involuntary to the ward, I don’t know how long I’ll stay here…

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I don't know what I want in a partner because I can see the world in almost any person, so long as I am obsessed with them. Once I'm infatuated, all else doesn't matter, and it feels like all of my morals shift to neutral, just to satisfy this hole I'm hoping whoever I'm obsessed with will fill. And it's a large gaping hole, left in me from a childhood of being consistently neglected emotionally. A hole that needs another person to fill in for the role my parents never could.

My idea of love shifts so greatly depending on who I am obsessed with. I can be anyone they want me to be. I'll adapt to almost any lifestyle, so long as it means they'll be happy, because that's what I did for my parents growing up as a survival tactic. If I'm trying to earn someone's love, then I have to make myself as small and easy to get along with as possible. As flexible and bendable as can be. I never learned to be anything full heartedly because being something my parents didn't like got me berated. I hate it. I wish I could have set goals outside of who I'm obsessed over. I wish I wasn't constantly trying to find myself through another person's dreams, goals, and morals.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆✧ CASSIE AINSWORTH ✧⋆ ˚｡⋆

Cassie Ainsworth (created for SKINS)

Played by Hannah Murray. ☕️🦢🕰️🦉📜

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My friends try to feed me food and suddenly im her.

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She gets it

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You're such a tragic human being, almost like you were written by Dostoevsky..