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[littlefinchthings]

Pro's of being skinny

you're in the beauty standard

easier time finding clothes that you like and fit you

baggy clothes look cute on you

thigh gap.

healthier lifestyle

lesser chance on a lot of diseases

less hungry

your partner can pick you up easier

more chances to get a compliment

more ppl will be jealous of your looks

others can compare themselves to you

you won't feel as bad when eating

even if you sweat during summer, it'll be less annoying than when you're fat.

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I should just do everyone a favour and kill myself. What's the point anymore. I can't do anything right. I hope I die in my sleep tonight that will be what's best for everyone.

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Narzissten erzählen die Geschichte ab dem Punkt, an dem du emotional zusammengebrochen bist. Sie beginnen nie dort, wo sie dich spirituell, emotional und mental zerstört haben.

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Real.

my brother keeps telling me "you wont get bigger if you dont eat more" MAN EXACTLY MY POINT WHO TF WANTS TO GET BIGGER WTHHHHHHHHHHH

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Dear diary...

I will never be enough.

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[littlefinchthings]

That stage of your cuts where your entire skin looks pink and purple is my favorite part right after the blood

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Why cant i just be high 24/7 and forget about everything. Why do i need to function somehow in this society

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Everyday I don't kill myself, kills me a little bit more

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each cut is my escape, at-least my blood can be free

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The bracelet project

Each disorder has a colour that corresponds to it.

Schizophrenia is gold

Bipolar/mood disorders is silver

Anorexia is red.

Bulimia is purple.

EDNOS is pink.

Depression is blue.

Self harm is orange or black.

Fasting at the time is green.

Suicidal is yellow.

Overweight/obese is turquoise.

Anxiety/panic disorders/OCD is teal.

Sexual abuse is magenta

Adding 1 white bead means you’re trying to recover. If your bracelet is half of the color that your disorder is and half white it means you’re in recovery. You can also make the strand the main disorder you have then add beads to your lesser disorders, or if you have EDNOS, if you have more anorexic or bulimic tendencies then you can add a red or purple bead.

If you see a person in public wearing one, you are supposed to make eye contact and point to your bracelet. If s/he nods then you know s/he is part of the bracelet project.

[littlefinchthings]

reasons why i want to be sk1nny:

- i won’t be the ugly fat friend anymore

- guys (and girls) will like me, not my friends

- i can hug people without being scared of them feeling my stomach

- wearing cropped tops

- wearing tight, body forming dresses and clothing

- being looked at and asked if i want something to eat out of concern

- being cold on 30° celsius days

- someone can carry me

- being picked for a lead in a musical

- my school uniform fitting properly

- thigh gap 🤩🤩

- being able to fit both my hands around my leg without having to stretch

- shopping at op shops and being able to wear everything there

- looking like the characters i so often read about in my books

- walking through the house and not making a sound

- rings fitting my fingers

- baggy clothing looking actually good 🥹🥹

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Mein Kopf und ich führen einen Krieg, den keiner von uns beiden gewinnen kann.

[littlefinchthings]

I got it under control, I got it under control...

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Truth be told, there are a lot of reasons why I don't express myself with most of the people, there are several reasons why I dont talk too much or why I don't go out a lot, why I don't get attached easily, everything seems so heavy, it's all too loud, my thoughts, the noises, the circumstances, all of that got me crazy, all of that is taking my energy away, and it feels like I'm carrying a huge emotional burden, I just want to feel happy with the ones I love.

I just want to stop worrying, and getting frustrated, I just want to be free, I wanna feel complete.

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