madeitthisfar-notgivingupnow
Welcome To My Fucking Life
I don't even know what this blog has turned into anymore but fuck the depressing shit I used to have here. Basically I'm just some girl trying to survive this life..
74736 posts
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
Last Seen Blogs
instinct707
Sans titre
young-because-others-yeah
Untitled
someonestring
jolyne is a great protagonist you just hate women
bloommishi
BloomMishi
graysoncritic
The Grayson Critic
Text
So if weed makes my anxiety worse (which I’m starting to see) guess I’ll just get drunk instead.
#I need something#it’s either#weed#alcohol#cvtting#fuck life#I’m just surviving#stress#mine#friends#self destruction#depression#anxiety#anxious#fuck it#personal#my life’s a mess
0 notes
Text
my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.
40K notes
·
View notes
Text
#think this might be me#I try to have a good heart#whether I feel like I do is a different story#I do know there’s a dangerous anger building up inside me
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Opening up doesn’t even feel possible.. I’d rather be dead than trapped in a mental hospital.
#fuck life#fuck therapy#not meant for this life#but i can’t make everyone else hurt instead#I just want to die#I wish I could#but I’ll just die inside instead#mine#personal#self destruction#life#self hate#depressed#depression#anxiety#therapy#mental health#mental illness
0 notes
Text
"you're so good at reading between the lines" thanks it's the anxiety!!
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Are you normal or does the slightest criticism make you feel like throwing up, makes you sweat uncontrollably and your face feel like it's burning?
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
“do you want to talk about it?”
no, i want to kill myself because of it.
23K notes
·
View notes
Text
Who needs friends when you can cry alone in the dark?
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
So based on my research, you either need to be in immediate crisis or wait weeks to months for any kind of help.
So much for trying to get help before I completely loose it.
#hate the idea of getting help to begin with#but cant stand to let others see me a mess#i just want to give up#fuck life#angry#sad#depressed#depression#mental health#mental illness#anxiety#ocd#personal#mine#therapy
0 notes
Text
"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave
30K notes
·
View notes
Text
if you see me looking zoned out it’s because i’m having a therapy session with myself in my head
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
something I’ve realized recently is that I don’t actually want to hate myself it’s just something that has become involuntary, I hope that one day my mind won’t find it necessary to betray my body
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur
98K notes
·
View notes
Text
I tried to get better but somewhere along the way something went wrong, I fell apart again, I lost again
3K notes
·
View notes