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FUCK! I MASTURBATED IN A PUBLIC PLACE AT MY COLLEGE!

i’m going insane… the door wasn’t locked, there were windows, what if someone was in the hallway? i moaned so loud, did they hear me????

i don’t know what to do, i’m literally hurting myself, my intimate area hurts! and the funniest thing is… i don’t even want to have sex with anyone! i just masturbate without thinking about anything, anyone, i have zero interest in anyone!

is this like… a new form of self-harm?

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FUCK, IT’S 6 A.M. AND I’M HORNY.

I've masturbated so much this week that my lower part is raw and sore. It hurts!

I hate myself. what’s wrong with me?

I think i have problems...

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I wanna fuck like I fucked my ex

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and I know it drives me a bit insane but I miss being desperately in love. I miss being a bit crazy about him and daydreaming about him and crying about him and him and him. it's so grey out there. hungerless. and there's always a guy, some guy, whatever. the one I talked for three days online. the one who likes movies and makes me laugh and texts me every night. the one who's kind and charming and has muscular arms. the one who writes me poems on poems and letters on letters. the one who sends me "good luck on you test, my love" when we've only talked twice. but it's always just a guy. he's just a man. there's no love in him from me. nothing all-consuming, all-forgiven, flesh-saving. nothing biblical, nothing guilty. nothing maddening. nothing like a house, a warm bed, a bowl of soup. I keep on being this figure. the tragic love interest, the mpdg. good time girl and nothing that could save my soul or condemn it.

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So cute, yet such a failure...

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My inferiority complex is destroying me...

I feel so useless and stupid that I’ve already started abusing drugs just to be able to study.

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Who do you think you are?

Damn, I gave you a crumb of attention and now you think you’re THAT bitch?

Don’t fool yourself thinking you’re some badass super lesbian, it's just pathetic...

I only hooked up with you ‘cause I was drunk and horny. I was wrong for thinking you deserved a chance, you stupid pig

Acting like I’m some trophy you bagged

haha

What, was being with me that life-changing? Boosted your miserable self-esteem, huh?

Brag all you want, fake all the stories about how you’re drowning in pussy, IT'S NO USE!

Everyone with a functioning pair of eyes can see how fucking ugly you are.

Ah! Keep calling yourself the badass alpha pussy eating lesbian ksksk

I know you were a virgin

I could tell!

I didn’t even have a single orgasm!!!

Can’t eat pussy

can’t finger

can’t do shit.

Useless.

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I don’t know what’s happening to me!

It’s been a while since I ran out of my meds. I think I might be in a manic episode.

I’ve been spending impulsively, my account’s in the negative, and all I can think about is masturbating and obsessing over every girl around me.

I feel sexually attracted to them, but I can’t really picture myself actually having sex with them. It’s more like… I can’t stop analyzing how pretty they are, thinking about flirting, being playful, stuff like that.

It’s kinda crazy because I come off as this cute, shy, sweet, friendly girly girl , so no one would ever guess what’s actually going on in my head.

Maybe I’m in some kind of hypersexual state? Is that what it’s called?

I guess I should look more into this...

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Them jirai cosplayers can’t relate

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Im bored so i make memes again (its been months)

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About the girl I’m obsessed with:

I just saved a picture of her to stare at… I swear it’s just to stare!

I feel guilty, I’m such a weirdo...

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am I just doomed to be alone forever is that what we're doing now

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there’s this girl in my class.

i watch her all the time — it’s past curiosity now. it feels more like an obsession.

she’s beautiful in that effortless, "clean girl" way. blonde. tall. quiet.

she wears comfy clothes that somehow still look expensive. even when she’s in a hoodie, she never looks sloppy.

her skin is just perfect.

you can tell she comes from money.

her friend group is also super closed off to "outsiders."

sometimes i imagine us in a soft, cinematic kind of love.

something tender. something like a princess and her maiden.

but mostly, i want to be her.

or maybe... i just want her to look at me like i matter.

i know we’d never make sense.

we’re so different, and we’ve never even talked.

and still... i can’t stop thinking about her.

I don't know, I'm feeling weird...

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Lol i love Jirai tumblr becose you see this cute decorated all pink blog post with hello kitty,glittler,hearts and the text is smt crazy like:

"I am gonna blow my brains out in frond of you"

ily you guys please dont stop posting

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Eu odeio comer!

As vezes se eu to com fome, dou 3 mordidas e digo pras minhas amigas que não quero mais.

Antigamente eu gostava de comer, fazia isso pra me restringir. Hj em dia eu realmente n consigo sentir mais prazer nenhum na comida do dia a dia.

Não lembro o momento que uma dieta realmente passou a ser um transtorno...

Não tenho energia pra nada, minha nutri dias que comia no máximo 500cal por dia e que por isso estava tão cansada e feia. Agora tentar comer no mínimo 1200cal e me exercitar está sendo um inferno.

Queria nunca ter tido essa relação com comida, queria ser aquelas garotas bonitas que comem limpo, tiram boas notas e se exercitam.

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too weak to starve

too lazy to exercise