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[mikazenin]

“ don't cry baby ! ”

synopsis ! dabi's reaction to his daughter crying when he leaves for work.

warnings ! mother reader , soft dabi ♡ , fluffiness !! a bit of angst ... (?)

( # ) ── dabi ;

you and dabi along with your 2 years old daughter were spending lots of time together before dabi would be away for a busy mission with the league.

when it was time for dabi to go, you stood along with your daughter in the door and were bidding farewell since this mission he had was gonna be long and dangerous.

your daughter knew he was leaving but tears still filled her eyes since she didn't want him to go, she ran to dabi's legs and hugged him tightly, sobbing out that she wanted dabi to stay with you and her and sleep together comfortably in bed.

even you were worried and sad since dabi was a villain and he's always at risk of being apprehended or possibly even killed due to the dangerous things he had to do.

dabi was so heartbroken :(

“sweetie.. daddy has work to do, okay? he'll come back..” you were trying hard to comfort your child who was still sobbing and holding on for dear life at dabi.

“no! daddy has to stay! no leaving! don't leave..!” her sobbing tone and those tears on her cheeks were enough to bring dabi in such sad state..

he crouched down infront of his daughter who immediately hugged him tightly, crying even more as she begs for him to stay, saying that dabi will get hurt and she nor you didn't want that.

he hugged her small figure back, rubbing his hand against her back as you quietly watched in worry. “dont cry, princess. daddy will just be away for a while but he'll call you and mommy when he has time. he will make sure to come back home as soon as he can.” dabi tried speaking this time but your daughter continued crying.

“no! what if daddy doesn't come home? me and mommy will be lonely..!” she screamed while she wiggled in his hold, crying even more at the thought of dabi not coming home.

“why would you think that? daddy will always come back home. I'll even bring back little dollies that you can play with, hm? daddy will reassure you every night that he'll come back home, okay?”

you were relieved when your child started calming down a bit from crying. dabi has learned a lot into the years he's been with you and your 2 years old daughter, he wanted to be a good father to her unlike his own whom he despise.

he brought a book and watched videos on how to be a good parent and it always warms your heart that he's really trying to be the best he can.

him being a villain is not good at all for his family, that's why he's doing his best to be good for the two of you. he vows to protect you two from any harm and vows to bring you two happiness that you two deserves.

and he will always love you two. as his loving family.

he won't be the same as endeavor, he'll do his best to become a good father and good lover to you.

“daddy must promise to not be hurt when he.. comes back home.” your child sniffed as she looked at dabi who wiped her tears away with his hand covered in staples and his purple skin that he sees as disgusting. yet you two always hold it so gently and never see it as a disgusting thing about his body.

“of course daddy promises.” dabi chuckles lightly as he wiped all tears from your daughter's face, she gave him another hug as he returned it with a small smile on his face.

“come here, doll.” he called out for you as you lightly giggled yet you joined the hug.

dabi always feels so safe when he has you two in his arms.

he doesn't need to go roaming around the city again like a homeless person who just casually burns people then often comes back to the league when on a mission because now he has a home to come back to.

and a family is waiting for him.

[mikazenin]

“did you just..?”

synopsis ! dabi and hawks reacts to their s/o moaning when they accidentally got hit by them.

warnings ! slightly suggestive.

a/n ! my lewd best friend gave me this idea when we were playing a board game. yeah you know who you are if you're reading this! you moaned when I threw you that domino!

( # ) ── dabi ;

you saw a funny video on your fyp and you decided to do the same to your boyfriend dabi.

he was just chilling on the couch when you came up to him and asked him to make a video with you and he agreed as long as it's not something embarrassing he had to do.

you told him to act as if he was putting on deodorant and he was so confused but you kept telling him to do so while you were recording so he hesitantly does what you said and after a few seconds ,you started playing monkey noises.

you were already laughing and dabi getting annoyed at that made you even laugh more, he grabbed the nearest pillow and threw it at you, getting a reaction he didn't expected.

“..ah~!”

you immediately slapped your mouth and covered it, dabi was shocked even you! like how did that slip out of your mouth?! you immediately got so flustered and turned off the recording, covering yourself with your palms.

“doll.. did you just..?” you can practically see dabi's smirk when he said that line even though your eyes were covered! you dropped on your back on the couch with your face still covered and you started kicking with your legs in embarrassment.

“s-shut up!” you yelled when you heard dabi snickering in the background, you were screaming at yourself since that moan was so loud and clear like what? do you want the whole world to hear that?

dabi grabbed your wrists after a few minutes of chuckling, he forced you to uncover your embarrassed face and he sees that you look so red right now. it's so cute in his eyes. <3

“I didn't know you were into that.” he mumbled in a husky tone, leaning down towards your face as he was now on top of you. you stopped kicking your legs and got more embarrassed now that he's looking so sexy above you!

“im not..” you spoke in a very quiet tone as your head turned away from him, your cheeks felt so hot and you felt like you were going to burst. suddenly, dabi gave you a kiss on the cheek.

“why so quiet now? want me to make you louder?”

“what?!”

( # ) ── hawks ;

it was late at night and you two were playing uno on your shared king sized bed, you two were winning for best out of three, it was the last round and you two were at tie.

hawks had thought he had already won because he was already at uno and you had two cards, if you didn't have the color red or the number 5, then he wins cuz his last card was a red!

but he sure let his guard down when you yelled out, “uno!” and dropped a +4 card.

man was too stunned to speak and you dropped your final card, yelling out in excitement since you had won !! don't play uno with him at night cuz he will get so pissed that he lost.

he rambled that it was rigged and he threw his last card, you immediately laughed at him as he grabbed the small uno box and aggressively threw it on the cards in the middle but it bounced up and hit your chest.

“..ah~!”

he froze. like literally froze.

“babybird..?” he looked back at you but you were now turned around, your hands covering your face as you didn't expect to suddenly moan you were so embarrassed that you just wanted to crawl in a hole and die :(

“y-you didn't hear anything..” you mumbled, your body shaking in embarrassment and humiliation as hawks also got flustered by your loud moan. his wings would puff up and he blushed as your moan repeated in his head.

“k-keigo, you didn't hear anything..” you repeated, getting even more embarrassed as you scream in your palm.

you tensed up when hawks back hugged, wrapping his arms around you along with his scarlet wings as you felt something poking you back that makes your face even more red.

hawks already had a boner cuz his mind kept repeating your moan.

“yeah, I didn't hear anything but I'll be hearing one later..”

[mikazenin]

thinking about dabi with a s/o who loves physical touch. you were practically obsessed with physical touch and affection, if you were with your friends; you can't go a day hanging out with them without back hugging them or holding their hands, hugging them in general and putting your head on their shoulders. it had been your habit ever since. you used to struggle with people's boundaries of not wanting to be touched so you learned from that mistake and always asked consent for your friends if it was okay for you to express physical affection to them. during the beginning of your relationship with dabi, you made sure that he was okay with being showered with physical touches since you two just began dating at that time. he only responded to you with a "yeah, okay." after saying your habit and asking for consent, you felt happy at his answer and would soon frequently backhug him. though you would get confused when he would respond to your touch with a low scoff and sigh along with a sort of annoyed expression which caused you to get worried that you're making him uncomfortable. when you asked him about it, you weren't expecting for him to cup your cheeks and kiss you so gently. “no, I love it. keep doing it.” those words that came out of his mouth was so heartwarming, it made you very happy. when you started doing it again, he would now respond with a loving chuckle under his breath and hug you back, lifting you up from the floor and have you wrap your legs around him while he spins you around, making you laugh out loud.

[mikazenin]

thinking about how frustrated dabi would get at how he can't grasp how you truly feel about him. you were just so perfect to dabi's eyes that it was intoxicating to him. he was sulking when you looked so much happier with the others but he wondered to himself as to why, you two are not even together. he was getting jealous at how you were caring so much for twice or even shigaraki but he wondered to himself as to why, he was just another friend of yours in the league. why was he sulking? he just looks like an absolute idiot. why is he getting jealous? is it because he loves you? whenever you're with him, you gave him so many mixed signals so he hoped there was something. how idiotic he was acting like a desperate high school student trying to get their crush to like them. now he knows that at the end of the day, he was just a friend. he thinks to himself that he's just not special to you so that's why he won't sulk anymore, you two aren't together anyways. he won't get jealous anymore, he's just another friend anyways. he won't sulk anymore so he doesn't have to look, act and think so stupidly. he won't get jealous anymore even though he loves you.

“even though I love you.. stupid.”

-

03.25.2023 | main tumblr ; @ironic-chaos | written by ; alex.

[mikazenin]

“if I can't have you, no one can.”

idea taken from yandere rap by juniya.

reader is a yandere. fem! reader. yandere stuff and behavior ?? high school au. no quirks. touya and rumi (mirko) d!es. reader being dominant LMAO ?? slightly suggestive. not proofread. when it's in red text, reader is saying that and it's also the lyrics of the yandere rap.

thinking about hawks with a yandere s/o. he was starting to take notice of your weird behavior when he's approaching girls or when girls are the one approaching him, he thought you were just jealous which he thought was pretty cute but he needed to remind you that he wouldn't replace you for anyone and only loves you. do you not trust him?

“hello? lovebird?”

“nee~ where are you? ima doko ni iru? (where are you right now?)”

“I'm with my friends?”

“no need to lie, watashi baka dato omoteru? (do you think I'm stupid?)”

“what are you talking about? I'm with dabi and──”

“iyada na konoko to ishou data?(oh no, were you with her?) if you don't want to be with me then.. iiteyo korosu kara. (tell me because I'll kill you.”

keigo has never been so traumatized in his life. that call with you the day before should have made him alerted of your threat. now, he's miserable and in disbelief at the scene infront of his naked eye.

he was kidnapped after school when he and and his friends, touya todoroki and rumi usagiyama had invited him to go a arcade to get his mind off of you who wasn't present today in school. keigo wanted to check up on you but the both of them refused and dragged him in an arcade, the reason for this is they can feel trouble if keigo steps inside your home. rumi had grown to dislike you after you blocked her number and looked at her with so much disgust whenever she's with keigo. touya has also disliked you because of the weird aura and attitude you were giving to those girls who talks with keigo.

but now, here keigo was in an abandoned place where the smell of rotting trash and the smell of blood was in the air. he couldn't believe it.. the girlfriend whom he loves with all his life and wanted to protect was a murderer. he witnessed you murdering touya infront of his eyes until the dude laid his head low, not responding to keigo and rumi's voice. your sadistic laugh echoing in the abandoned place was so unsettling along with that nasty grin on your face as you brought your weapon close to your face before licking off the touya's blood from it.

“if I can't have you, no one can.”

your moment was ruined when rumi yelled at your face, calling you all sorts of insults in anger while you stared angrily at her, getting annoyed as well. “stop! lovebird!” you squealed in joy after hearing keigo still calling you the nickname he gave you despite you already murdering dabi and now grabbing rumi's hair very tightly.

“I'll fuck it all up I'm a psychopath! you think I won't do it? you think I'm too stupid? well, me and my knife think otherwise.”

keigo couldn't process what was happening. he was too shocked. your hand swirled around the knife while your other one gripped tightly on rumi's hair, she was gritting her teeth at you, obviously angry. she should have expected you weren't actually a great person. the way you treated other girls talking with keigo should have been enough proof for your obsession towards your boyfriend.

“she's out here with a pretty face. oh no, it'd be a shame..”

you finally got where you wanted to be. where keigo is miserable infront of you, where touya was dead, where his closet girl best friend rumi was suffering and ready to be killed by your lovely weapon as well. you couldn't wait to do the same thing to the others who dare to get close with your treasure especially his senpai, kaina tsutsumi or better know as what other students call her, "lady nagant.

you were going to show keigo that he doesn't need anyone or anything else besides you. you can provide him needs. you can take care of him. you can give him cuddles. you can kiss his forehead. you can whisper sweet nothings in his ear to comfort him. you can wipe the tears in his eyes. you can kiss him. you can do whatever you want with him as long as you have him wrapped around your finger.

“if I were to cut her all up and have nothing remain..”

both keigo and rumi screamed when you stabbed your weapon right into her eyes, stabbing it multiple times before letting her drop on the cold and hard floor, pressing the weapon on her back as you stabbed into her again. a loud laugh escaped your lips as you hear rumi screaming in pain and anger while keigo was breathing heavily, he was fidgeting his tied wrists that were behind him.

“you said you liked me, made me believe that I had you, but please.. you were just playing, thought I was naive.”

now keigo doesn't know what you're talking about. he was just playing? did you think he was playing with you and your relationship? naive? did you think he considered you stupid and naive? no.. he shouldn't worry about this now. his two friends literally just died infront of him and he is thinking about this?

you removed your weapon from rumi's back while she unconsciously laid there, not moving an inch anymore and not responding even if keigo shakily called out her name. you giggled while walking approaching towards your petrified boyfriend. you dropped on your knees infront of him and let go of your weapon so both your hands could cup his cheeks.

“sorry to break it, but now I won't leave. you said forever, so I mean forever!”

keigo was frozen when smashed your lips on his, cupping his cheeks with your hand as you leaned closer to him. he didn't respond to the kiss like he used to, of course, he was still in disbelief. sure, you may act weird when he's talking with other girls even if it's just asking a question about some school works, you were still the nicest towards him. your comforting hands that always rubbed his back and stroke his messy gold hair were now gripping his cheeks and forcing him to kiss you back when you noticed he was frozen.

you took advantage when keigo gasped in pain after you kicked him using your knee towards his nuts since you were kneeling between his legs. you were really willing to bust his nuts if it meant getting a sloppy kiss from him.. you giggled sadistically when keigo tried to push your figure away by pressing his knee in your stomach.

after a moment, you pulled back to let him take a breathe as a string of saliva connected both keigo's and your mouth. keigo was wincing since the pain in his nuts were still hurting, his wrists were hurting since they were tightly wrapped by the rope.

“wont let you go cry, beg on your knees.”

his shocked eyes stared at your wide, intimidating and threatening (e/c) ones. your smile was wiped off your face as you gazed at him with a scary look. you had many plans for keigo now that he's trapped with you.

“watashi to zutto ishouni.. (together forever with me..)”

you were 100% willing to kill others if it meant being with keigo. he's your everything. you plan to take care of him and love him until you two are gone from this earth, you're willing to protect him if it meant staying in his arms. you may lose that flirty and loving smile on his face but he'll learn to come back to his old self once he realized you're truly the one who he needs only.

they all don't care for keigo as much as you do. they don't need keigo as much as you do and they especially don't love keigo as much as you do.

“daisuki dayo.. darling.”

as long as you're here. you two will keep loving each other.

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03.07.2023 | main blog ; @ironic-chaos | written by ; alex

[mikazenin]

( # ) ── the bad ending of hawks x depressed! reader. angst. reader committed s!icide. depression.

thinking about how broken hawks would get if your depression gets the better of you and you ended your life. he thought you were finally improving and getting better, he would spend so much of his time with you and holding you close to him, reassuring you that everything will be okay and that you two would greet the morning in each other's arms. life wasn't on his side after he burst open your front door, screaming out your name that he always says with his gentle voice. your goodbye message to him in text alerted him that something bad was going to happen so he immediately leaves a meeting with the hero commission and flies to your house, praying that it was not what he thinks it is. the shock and traumatic expression on his face as he sees your figure laying on the cold floor, your body still and not moving and breathing. he would rush you to the hospital but he was too late, you were already gone. you have no idea how much this man cried as he stayed in your shared bed, bringing the giant [favorite animal] pillow close to him as he could still smell your scent. he completely locked himself for days in the bedroom of your house, not leaving or even eating, tears just kept forming over and over on his eyes as the pictures of you two were placed on the bed as well. he wishes none of this ever happened. he wishes he could have done more to help. he wishes he could have been there to stop you. he wishes he can reassure you again. he wishes to cook you more foods whenever you're not feeling like leaving the bed. he wishes he could have brought your more of your favorite snacks and watched netflix together. he wishes he could go stargaze with you again. he wishes he could see your smile once again. he wishes he could see your figure again. he wishes he could hear your gentle voice. he wishes you two were together again.

“babybird.. let me be in your arms again.”

he wishes he could tell you that if the world wouldn't accept you. he will.

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03.03.2023 | main blog ; @ironic-chaos | written by ; alex.

[mikazenin]

how do I fix the errors everytime I try to edit my draft IT LITERALLY WONT LET ME WRITE MORE I JUST WANNA UPLOAD MY DABI FANFIC LIKE HELLO??

[mikazenin]

thinking about how many things hawks has been through while being in the hero commission, he's been forced to do so many bad things just like his senpai, lady nagant. when being in public, he's forced to keep a flirty and carefree attitude inorder to have many fans but when he's at home. the smile is immediately swept off his face, his aura radiating so much negative energy as he sits in his couch with a coffee in hand, a tired and stressed expression on his face. he never thought he would finally have a reason to happily go home with the most genuine and loving expression on his face. that all changed when you came into his life. your gentle voice calling out to his name that fills with so much care. your gentle touch that caresses him as a way of comfort and reassurance. your joyful smile that he swore will protect. everything about you, he loves it. your existence that brings him so much happiness and he swore he will always be by your side, and he hopes you will as well. with you there in his used to be cold and lonely home, he will always have such a huge smile whenever you welcomed him with your open arms and he will be more than happy to say;

“babybird.. I'm home.”

he wishes to stay with you forever until the day you both die.

03.02.2023 | main blog ; @pandemoniumtime | written by ; alex

[mikazenin]

just thinking about bf! dabi who has a dancer s/o. whenever dabi finishes his missions early or when he ditches the league, he would always go to your house and watch you practice a dance you wanted to learn. he won't admit it but he finds it cute whenever you get excited when you see him enter through the door, jumping around infront of him because you mastered a hard choreography and wanted to show him right away. your house isn't that big enough and you don't have the money to have your own dance room but you'd always rearrange your furniture when practicing, mostly in the living room or the bedroom. you had always loved dancing and dabi supports you on your passion, he would be intrigued by how good you were at it and how its easy for you to learn a choreography. you also attend dance classes to which dabi often visits using his secretive yet suspicious disguise and you covering up for him, he would be silently watching you and your friends in the practice room through his black shades and a grin would form on his lips that was covered by a black mask. another thing dabi wouldn't admit is he fucking hates and he's fucking jealous when you and one of your friends are practicing a dance where it's only the two of you, a low scoff under his breath would be let out when your friend would lay his finger on your skin during the dance to which he considered was too "intimate". but he would be reassured when he observes that you only saw them as a friend and nothing else, he would feel calmer when you approach him right after the practice and ask him what his thoughts were about it, always lighting up his mood. one thing dabi loves when visiting your dance practice is when everyone in the place has left and you had told your manager that you would stay up to practice and that you would be the one to close it, he finds it surprising when the manager agreed on having you close the place, they must have a lot of trust on you considering how long you've been in the place. he would be much more comfortable when it's just the two of you because then he can show himself and yell out comments while you practice infront of the big mirror. dabi's comments are usually just praises on how good you are but oftentimes, he would slip in very intimate ones that have you getting embarrassed and blushing so hard that you get lost in the song playing in the background, resulting in dabi getting playfully smacked for making you embarrassed because you had to start from the beginning of the song and choreography. there was one time when it was late at night and you and dabi were still in the dance place, the two of you were talking and sitting on the floor after you practiced a song and was currently taking a break. “sit right here, doll.” he cooed, patting the floor infront of his figure as you obliged him and crawled towards it. sitting so close infront of him as you felt dabi wrapped his arms around you, his head going towards your neck and shoulder, planting small and sloppy kisses on it. you lowly whimpered his name when he was massaging your sides before one of his hand went down on your inner thighs, making you whimper again as dabi let out a chuckle at your voice before leaning towards your ear.

“my dancer doll.. don't you deserve a reward for working so hard?”

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02.16.2023 | main tumblr ; @pandemoniumtime | written by; alex.

[mikazenin]

wazzup !! I'm alex (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆

some information about me ──

- 20 years old and DEPRESSED as shit

- she / her pronouns

- from the philippines..🔥

- I speak english obv

- birthday is on september 29th

- a person who is lonely asf

- head full of zoro, gintoki and daisuke 😻

- lewd person 🧍‍♀️

- uploads hawks x reader , dabi x reader works. may start uploading fanfic works using other animes. may upload nsfw so underage peeps pls don't follow me or read them.

- main tumblr; @ironic-chaos I post incorrect bnha quotes and often some other anime incorrect quotes.

asks ; open | requests ; open | status ; tired asf

[mikazenin]

( # ) ── the bad ending.

thinking about depressed!reader who puts on a facade persona while hidden beneath it is someone desperate to disappear from the face of this earth. hawks is an observant man, always on constant alert, he's intelligent and it's no surprising he could definitely see through your fake persona you put infront of friends you hang out with because he relates to you. hawks is the cheerful, laid back and cocky hero while keigo is the clingy one who craves for your attention, your affection, your touch, your voice and your love, he craves for your everything and keigo is vulnerable without you. but what if it's his little bird whose vulnerable? you put on a facade smile and laugh whenever you're with people including hawks. once you're alone, you wipe out all the positive emotions in you before questioning your life existence and curling up in a ball, crying until your eyes become heavy and you fall asleep. keigo had never received affection in his childhood, him and his family never talked about their feelings, he is completely oblivious to comforting someone and is mostly the one being comforted by you, and you know that. whenever he sees you vulnerable and broken, his heart breaks into a million pieces and he's incredibly sad but this isn't about him. it's about you. he does everything in his power to make you feel better even if it's just doing a simple thing, you appreciate it because you know he's there for you. whenever you're curled up in a ball while laying in bed or just sitting down, he would come behind you and hugged you tightly while his scarlet wings covered the both of you as if he was shielding you from the outside. whenever you're too tired to do anything, he does all house chores, he cooks all the food he knows and brings it to you but not without putting a goofy show or dance to make you smile or laugh at his cute self. he also cuddles right after while whispering sweet nothings in your ear. whenever you're telling yourself horrible words, he would hold you close while keeping you away from all the negative things you say by replacing it with positive ones, reminding you of how great of a person you truly are and all the nice things you done in your life. all the happy things you told him, he was reminding you about it. he makes you remember all the happy things even if it's a small one and it always brings a smile to your and keigo's face whenever you add another thing at the story he reminds you. whenever you're feeling lonely because he is busy with his hero work, he leaves a feather with you so you wouldn't be lonely. the feather would fly and brush your skin or tickle you at times, whenever you cried and he wasn't there, he would fly the feather and have it wipe the tears flowing down your cheeks, reminding you that he's always with you. one of your favorite moments with keigo is when you had a camp on a mountain, nothing bothering your sweet time with keigo as you stargazed with him, telling him of all the constellations and distant galaxies out there in the universe until you fell asleep in the warmth of his arms as his eyes gazed at your relaxed face like all the stress inside you was slowly decaying as he brushed his hand in your hair before whispering;

“look at you, babybird.. tired of life but still living. I'm so proud of you.”

sometimes you think that you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.

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01.27.2023 | main tumblr; @pandemoniumtime | written by; alex.

[mikazenin]

thinking about father!keigo who comes back home from a long stressful patrol day and all he wanted to do was see you and his 15 month old child. once he landed infront of your shared house, he didn't waste more time and took out the keys to open the front door, he was holding a plastic that had food that he brought for you and the child; once he opened the door and pushed it open, he was greeted by the sight of you sitting somewhat near the entrance along with the child who was standing. "look baby, it's daddy!" you beamed to your child, pointing at where keigo was, a big smile painted on the bird man's face before a surprised gasp escaped his lips and he dropped the plastic bag when his child started walking towards him with an excited smile and giggles. you let out a soft laugh at keigo's reaction to your child's first time walking without any support from the coffee table or from you, there was no worry in keigo's face because of how balanced the child was walking instead his wings puffed in excitement and a proud expression on his face as he crouched down to his child's level. "uh!" your child let out before landing in keigo's arms and releasing a couple of giggles, keigo immediately wrapped his arms around his child and stood up, holding the child; "look at you, little bird! you're walking now, hm? oh, I'm so proud." keigo spoke in a sincere and happy tone, the tiredness he felt a while ago quickly disappearing away as your child's small hands cupped keigo's face before letting go and giggling. you smiled at the two of them before approaching, keigo looked at you with his eyes shining brightly like a million stars as you leaned in towards him before pecking his cheek. "it happened this morning, I was so surprised and excited." you stated with a closed eye smile as keigo looked at his child with the most proud and excited expression before he gave his child a small smooch on the cheek.

"this made me feel so much better. I love you both so much."

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01.17.2023 | main tumblr; @pandemoniumtime | written by; alex.