#acckkk

[mikazenin]

( # ) ── the bad ending.

thinking about depressed!reader who puts on a facade persona while hidden beneath it is someone desperate to disappear from the face of this earth. hawks is an observant man, always on constant alert, he's intelligent and it's no surprising he could definitely see through your fake persona you put infront of friends you hang out with because he relates to you. hawks is the cheerful, laid back and cocky hero while keigo is the clingy one who craves for your attention, your affection, your touch, your voice and your love, he craves for your everything and keigo is vulnerable without you. but what if it's his little bird whose vulnerable? you put on a facade smile and laugh whenever you're with people including hawks. once you're alone, you wipe out all the positive emotions in you before questioning your life existence and curling up in a ball, crying until your eyes become heavy and you fall asleep. keigo had never received affection in his childhood, him and his family never talked about their feelings, he is completely oblivious to comforting someone and is mostly the one being comforted by you, and you know that. whenever he sees you vulnerable and broken, his heart breaks into a million pieces and he's incredibly sad but this isn't about him. it's about you. he does everything in his power to make you feel better even if it's just doing a simple thing, you appreciate it because you know he's there for you. whenever you're curled up in a ball while laying in bed or just sitting down, he would come behind you and hugged you tightly while his scarlet wings covered the both of you as if he was shielding you from the outside. whenever you're too tired to do anything, he does all house chores, he cooks all the food he knows and brings it to you but not without putting a goofy show or dance to make you smile or laugh at his cute self. he also cuddles right after while whispering sweet nothings in your ear. whenever you're telling yourself horrible words, he would hold you close while keeping you away from all the negative things you say by replacing it with positive ones, reminding you of how great of a person you truly are and all the nice things you done in your life. all the happy things you told him, he was reminding you about it. he makes you remember all the happy things even if it's a small one and it always brings a smile to your and keigo's face whenever you add another thing at the story he reminds you. whenever you're feeling lonely because he is busy with his hero work, he leaves a feather with you so you wouldn't be lonely. the feather would fly and brush your skin or tickle you at times, whenever you cried and he wasn't there, he would fly the feather and have it wipe the tears flowing down your cheeks, reminding you that he's always with you. one of your favorite moments with keigo is when you had a camp on a mountain, nothing bothering your sweet time with keigo as you stargazed with him, telling him of all the constellations and distant galaxies out there in the universe until you fell asleep in the warmth of his arms as his eyes gazed at your relaxed face like all the stress inside you was slowly decaying as he brushed his hand in your hair before whispering;

“look at you, babybird.. tired of life but still living. I'm so proud of you.”

sometimes you think that you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.

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01.27.2023 | main tumblr; @pandemoniumtime | written by; alex.

[raggedxyouth]

📦 | how you doin'

[hcppyhotel]

someone stop... my need... to change... my icons...

[tviirus]

here's a bingo for leon. how will you fair ?

[scnrisa]

      ❝ ... ❞  

[hasthereigenmangabeenanimatedyet]

November 4, 2023 | Day 208

No

[boragekiss]

started crying while listening 2 that mgmt song

[esre13]

here you go pooks

@swivy123

You were strolling around Penacony and all of a sudden you feel to arms grabbing your waist and pulling you up from the ground and twirling you around. You know who this is, "Sunday!!! Stop itt!!" You exclaim as he chuckled and set you on the ground and started pulling your cheeks. "I'm sorry you are just so cute you can't get away with this." He cooed at you as his little feathers fluttered on his head. You noted that his wings shook when he was excited. "Oh dear trailblazer, you got to come over to the boutique! I had many dresses and clothes tailored for you!" He grinned happily and pulled you away from where you were walking to the little boutique.

He sits you on a chair and shows you the dresses that were color-coated with Sunday all over it. The dresses were most likely yellows, purples, grays, whites, and blues. You knew he overreacted a little but he was going full overboard, you shrugged it off because all of a sudden he started to take off your clothes and get you to wear the dresses. "ACCKKK!! What are you doing?!?!" You push his face away as he brings the dresses closer to you. "I wanna dress you up!!" He sulked as he sat in the corner, all gloomy for you to answer.

"Fine, i'll wear it!!" You answered, kissing his cheek and wow!! He gets a burst of energy again and starts to pull out all the dresses he got you. Omg his money is going down the drain.. Help. So you answer his call and wore all the clothes and he leaves the boutique carrying basically the entire store and have you wearing all his signature colors and little feather ornaments and everything. You told him that he was being a little obsessive here with buying all these clothes and he answers.. "But I want everyone to know how much a spoil my little birdie! Honestly everyone should know you are my little lover!!" He hugged you tightly walked you back to the Family, where you belong. (Lol you are no longer on the Astral Express. '''')

[ask-ssec]

Daisy: I... also really like his smile!! It's my weakness... I can't help it!!! I melt anytime I see it...... .///////. And... you know.... He's a glaceon, but he's surprisingly warm when your in his arms... T-that's what we did in Snowpoint! a-after he evolved.... I was cold and he helped me get warm again by..... *she trails off, her face blushing more* W-WAIT IT'S NOT LIKE THAT! N-NOTHING HAPPENED BETWEEN US!!! I WAS JUST...in his arms and... we um- fell asleep and- ACCKKK QAQ NEVERMIND FORGET WHAT I SAID!!!

[jcpostsobsessions]

I love Hae In making the move.

The way she’s holding his neck.

Gahhhh this is so beautiful. Hae In’s gaze at him.

When she moves in again and Hyun Woo kisses her back. Acckkk.

[hcppyhotel]

i wanna strangle him

[iguessimfished]

YOU MUST LIVE SO WE CAN KEEP BOOPING YOU 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵

ACCKKK

[mclqren]

acckkk i love ur work ! i was thinking maybe you could write a smau based on carlos’ win in aus! reader could be sabrina carpenter type opening for the eras tour in melbourne (i know the dates don’t line up but i thought it’d be cute!)

have a great day and take care ! 🩷

the way i was SCREAMING when carlos won yesterday like you have nooo idea 🤣🤣 thank you sm for this request — you can find it here! <3

[hasthereigenmangabeenanimatedyet]

April 29, 2023 | Day 20

No

[buwheal]

acckkk sorry i forgot to post the ask yesterday >_< I need to edit the dialogue for it and i cant currently (bwomp)

I do gotta start working on the next bit though, lol. I have it planned but i need to put it onto paper. Ive been busy NOT doing that. Believe it or not. /j I was actually working on the visual ref sheet for the askbox though, because i really need one lmao. Anyways thats about it. tldr: i didnt post an ask yesterday because i forgot and need to edit the dialogue.

[ge]

vol 3-7 includes side stories: tang bo & chung myung's first meeting(!!!!!), baby jin dongryong when he ran away from home, chung mun's childcare diary (of chung myung) im salivating on the floor

ACCKKK I SAW i feel so faint thinking about it..ooughh tangchung first meeting.. dongryongs dysfunctional family function.. chung mun and his baby.. I NEED THESE BOOKS IN MY HOME BRAH....!!!!!