minusfivepixiedust

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sorry for being inactive loves ill be back in about a month but for a quick update i have lost a bit of weight but i genuinely feel like the fattest person on earth. ill be working out a lot over the month im gone so will update afterwards!!! stay skinny xx

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ive been purging so much i cant even eat anymore

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this is what you look like.

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lost three pounds

reminder to stick to your diet

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a moment on the lips, forever on the hips.

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why am i so fucking fat

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i miss the feeling of emptiness that i get when i'm f4sting

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tips on how to get out of eating

TW: block do not report if this is triggering!

my parents like to force me to eat, or shove food in my face to get me to eat, so i've found some good ways to get out of it that doesn't include purging.

ask to eat in your room. if you're able, bring your food upstairs and flush it down the toilet. wait a while before bringing the plate downstairs.

if you're at a family dinner, smoosh around the food and take one or two bites of the higher cal things (meats, grains) and then eat as much as you can of the lower cal things. say you're not feeling super hungry, and "store the rest for later."

finish as much homework as soon as you can right when you get home, then crawl into bed and sleep or pretend to sleep before dinner comes around. if they try to wake you, say you're exhausted from school and that you'll eat later. this has worked every time i've done it.

stay out of the house during dinner and when you come home say that you ate when you were out. you could say you picked something up or you ate at a friends house.

say you're feeling really nauseous, so nauseous that you can't eat or you'll be sick. this has been pretty successful for me. you just have to exaggerate a lot.

if you have any tips pls comment them <3

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i want my ana honeymoon phase back. im stuck in a binge-purge situation that i can't get out of.

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is that oreo really worth it?

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about me

im a minor, and i go by she/her, and i've been part of 4n4tumblr since 2021. this is a new account but i hope to make some moots. < 3

gw: 45kg

ugw: 40kg

cw: 53kg

i am pro recovery, this is just a blog to talk and support other people like me.

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which looks prettier to you?

disclaimer!! : this is not meant to fatshame these people. this is simply motivation. if you don't wish to see to see these posts please block and not report. blessings x