#tw mia vent

[enigmarcane]

I really want to purge. I have never done it. I tried it a few times but I am really scared to just....

I watched a few tutorials about self-induced vomiting too.

How do you all do it? Aren't you scared?

I know I sound like a coward, I am sorry

Maybe I could try drinking water with salt, is it a good idea? and does it work each time? I really don't want to end up with an upset stomach for the rest of the day with studies and tests going on.

[dr1nkablejello]

my dad took me out to mcdonald’s for breakfast and then we went for a walk so i couldn’t pvrg3😭 my stomach is literally rejecting the food rn😭

[s4r4hlynnlover]

Coraz bardziej sie wacham czy nie zaczac recovery pomocy boje sie ze nie poradze sobie w recovsry i znowu tu wroce albo roztyje sie jak swinia...

[sknnysblog]

How can I make myself sick? bc I can’t make myself thr@w up. Does anyone has any tipps?

(Plz I eat over 4.000 cal in not even 2 days)

[unknowngirlyy]

Realest tt of the day

[xskeletal-illusionsx]

Reasons I Continue to Recover: A Reminder for Self

🖤 Freedom from obsession

🖤 The ability to feel emotionally stable

🖤 Better cognitive and physical abilities

🖤 Feel better overall

🖤 Regained and strengthened my sense of agency

🖤 Able to feel genuinely good emotions

🖤 Able to connect with others, especially over recovery

🖤 Freedom from the cycle of behaviors

🖤 Ability to find real solutions to my problems

🖤 Freedom from fears

🖤 Freedom from a need for control

🖤 Hair doesn't fall out anymore, and it's healthy again

🖤 Skin isn't super dry

🖤 Nails don't break off from being super brittle

🖤 Healed bone density (no more breaking bones!!!)

🖤 No more ulcers in my mouth/throat

🖤 Teeth aren't super sensitive anymore

🖤 Able to heal and grow my relationship with my family

🖤 Able to enjoy food!!!

🖤 Freedom from the isolation that illness brings

🖤 Freedom from feeling weak and not empowered

🖤 Not passing out or feeling dizzy all the time

🖤 Much more stable mood

🖤 Less stressed out

🖤 Freedom from feeling forced to adhere to unrealistic beauty standards established by wh*te supr*ma*y, misogyny, and p*d*ph*l*a

🖤 Freedom from feeling like I should adhere to beauty standards for a gender I don't even identify with

🖤 Feeling more comfortable/assured of my gender identity regardless of "how I look"

🖤 Being alive and able to write this list, in hopes that maybe it'll reach someone else who needs to hear/see it

[sweetkals]

Bro I think I got caught throwing up by my dad. 💀 so basically I was doing it right. I’m in a bathroom that has a sliding door, and there’s another door that connects to the bedroom which leads directly to the bathroom. Idk if that makes sense but I closed the restroom door in time. I hope.

[jeckatwt]

i need to get worse,

i need to get worse cause it’s rly easy to be scared of food,

purge time to time,

not eat for 2days,

but it’s hard to :

be a skeleton,

have every piece of clothing fit loose on you,

feel the need to v0mit every time you eat,

look dead.

[miamalstarr]

HELLLLOOOO

Starting a blog (ed)

18yo 🇬🇧

mia

will try post daily :)

[softestraya]

𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇ℴ🤍

𝗁𝗂，𝗂’𝗆 raya！

ꨄ 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝖾𝖽𝖻𝗅𝗋

ꨄ 𝟦𝟣 🔄

ꨄ 𝟧’𝟩/ 170cm

ꨄ𝗀𝗐：𝟧𝟤 𝗄𝗀

ꨄ 𝗌𝗁𝖾／𝗁𝖾𝗋

↺ 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀 𝟦 𝖺𝗇𝖺＆mia 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 ❤︎₊ ⊹

[dr1nkablejello]

got t-worded again😞 old users were drinkablejello, drinkablejelly

[s4r4hlynnlover]

X: naprawie ja

Tymczasem ona:

(inspiracja od innych blogow bo widzialam podobne)

[becomingmes-world]

This was my day. The one thing that was really bad was lunch, my fiancé wanted BWW and I had to act like I was fine with it. 🤦🏻‍♀️

[unknowngirlyy]

CONSTIPATION IS NO JOKE 😭

[weepingwill]

just got back from Alaska

where i actually made some progress (bc i was around people 24/7)

then when i got back i saw my friends i was avoiding bc they trigger me

and we all acted like nothing changed

so nothing changed

and the second i was alone i just went straight back to b/ping

why can't i change

why can't i tell them

why can't i ask for help

[bullshit-bulltrue]

i'm like if a girl didn't like eating anymore cos of residual trauma