misomiho

[misomiho]

𝙅𝙅𝙆 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𖤐⭒๋࣭

Part 1 ☆Part 2

Genre: sfw and tooth rotting fluff

Pairing: JJK x Fem!Reader |Inumaki, Nanami,Maki,Okkotsu|

A/N: hi! this is like my first time ever to post after half a year :[ I'm so sorry!

𝙄𝙣𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙞 𝙏𝙤𝙜𝙚 ⭑

→He was panicking inside a little bit, poor boy. You always shared everything with him and always liked everything you came in contact with so it's impossible to narrow everything in to one.

→He was rummaging through his things when a magazine with a guitar picture imprinted on it flew on top of his head, that gave him an idea.

"Inumaki, here's the thing you asked for..!"

"salmon"

"Is it for (Y/N)..?!"

"salmon"

"Ohh, didn't know you were that romantic!"

"bonito flakes!"

→He gave you a guitar pick he customized himself, he always loved how your voice sounded and the way you strang the guitar's strings. He badly wanted to tell you how your voice is so angelic.

𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞 𝙆𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙤 ⭑

→Kento is an old fashioned guy, romantic I might say. He didn't find it hard to give you the gifts that would make your heart squeeze.

→He pondered on how you always seemed to like flowers but he already gave you one last time so he found a way to give you one but with a twist.

"Is this all the flowers, sir..?"

"Yes but I have a question in mind"

"May I hear it..?"

"Do you mind teaching me about flower arrangements? I can pay for the lesson"

"Oh..no need sir! I am willing to teach you so"

→What he made isn't exactly the best (in his opinion) but the effort, time, and love he put in to them is more than enough to make you happy.

𝙕𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣 𝙈𝙖𝙠𝙞 ⭑

→She didn't really specialize in this kind of things since picking one always ends up in a calamity. She remembered how she gave you a weapon once as a gift.

→She was about to head out when a paper slipped past infront of her. It was one of your sketches of her.

"Oh no, I'm out of paper in my sketchbook..!"

"I'm not surprised, you're always sketching every second"

"How can I not when you're so pretty to draw"

"..."

"It's true..!"

→Maki gave you another sketchbook, a thicker one where it would take awhile to ran out of paper. She secretly likes it when you draw her.

𝙊𝙠𝙠𝙤𝙩𝙨𝙪 𝙔𝙪𝙩𝙖 ⭑

→He almost forgot! probably because of how stressed he was and was worrying about what you would've liked.

→He asked Maki for advice! he thought that since you're both girls, she might be able to help pick one for you!

→They were both chaotic as hell, Maki even teased him a little bit when Yuta finally saw the 'perfect' gift.

"Yutaaaa! this is so adorable...!"

"I'm sorry, it was kind of rushed and-"

"No..! I like it and it's the best, I can now have something to cuddle with"

"That kind of hurts, I'm here you know..."

"Well..."

"Hey..!"

"I'm kidding..! I have an exception for you!"

→He gave you a plushie of your favorite animal, he once saw you admiring principal Yaga's cursed corpses and recalled how you wanted one of them! it was not as cool as the ones imbued with curse energy but it was special to you nonetheless.

[misomiho]

𝙅𝙅𝙆 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𖤐⭒๋࣭

Genre: sfw and tooth rotting fluff

Pairing: JJK x Fem!Reader |Itadori, Fushiguro,Nobara,Gojo|

A/N: this was so fun to make, I'll probably make a part two :3

𝙄𝙩𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙞 𝙔𝙪𝙪𝙟𝙞 ⭑

→Itadori will ask your closest friends if they could suggest anything that you're particularly interested in.

→He would go around different people to ask the same question and add them to his list, at the end, he'll pick out the one you'd like the most.

"Hey, is there anything (Y/N) likes right now?"

"Hm..what what kind?"

"Like clothes, accessories, shoes..?"

"Oh right! her (favorite band) dropped a new album, I think that's a great gift?"

"Thanks, i'll put that into my list"

"List..?"

"I'm going to ask her other friends for more..!"

"Oh.."

→In the end he chose the album because he thinks it's great to listen to it together.

𝙁𝙪𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙪𝙧𝙤 𝙈𝙚𝙜𝙪𝙢𝙞 ⭑

→He will spend his whole day recalling all the times you've spent together wether he's eating, sitting, standing and even while fighting curses just to give you something memorable.

→His mind recalled to that day you guys were watching the sunsets.

"I wish I have a camera right now"

"Why..?"

"So that I can capture the sunset"

"That's it?"

"No..I also want to capture this special moment right now, me and you..!"

→He bought a camera so that special memories can now also be kept physically.

𝙉𝙤𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙖 𝙆𝙪𝙜𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙠𝙞⭑

→This is the moment she's been waiting for because she knows all the things about you and your interests such as makeup and dresses you two have always talked about.

→She was shopping for something that for sure will make you squeal in happiness when her eyes landed on a couple necklace.

"Kugiii..! did you see my necklace..?"

"You always forget where you put it, maybe it's on the shower?"

"I checked already and it wasn't there.."

"Oh no (Y/N), do you want to go shopping? we'll buy a new one..!"

"No.. it's okay!"

→She remembered how upset you were when that happened but she found out that couple necklaces will never be forgotten nor replaced because the two wearers are always bound together, it's perfect for you and her.

𝙂𝙤𝙟𝙤 𝙎𝙖𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙪⭑

→Satoru reminded himself that you liked things that were simple and Satoru is nowhere simple but extravagant.

→Obviously, he quickly forgot that and went inside a designer bag store anyway. He picked out the most expensive one he can find, which is opposite of what you want.

"Excuse me?"

"Yes, sir?"

"Is it possible to remove the price tag..?"

"May I know the reason?"

"My girlfriend doesn't like it when I buy her expensive things"

"Oh, sure..?"

→He placed a hand written card inside the bag where he wrote 'it's thrifted :D' no matter what you say, Satoru will always give you the most expensive gifts, you deserve it after all.

[misomiho]

now playing...

𝙍𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

Part 1, ☆Part 2

Genre and TW: Sfw, Angst with happy ending. Experiments on humans, mentions of body parts, depressing thoughts, and manipulation (some of this are only mentioned once and they weren't done by Satoru, dw)

Pairing: Gojo Satoru x Fem!Medic!Reader

✩Synopsis: Satoru has finally come to his own senses but he's too late, can he fix this huge mess he created?

"I'm sorry"

Satoru could only croaked out, his voice somber and tense, his heart thumped and his grip on your body pressed towards him tightened.

It was a hot afternoon yet the sun rays were like emitting snowflakes where chills went up to his spine. His hand were hovering over you, shaking as if a delicate flower is yet to wither and it's remnants fly in the air.

Right now, everything you felt that were missing on your scarred body, Satoru is ever willing to give. Eyes, ears, flesh, blood and his heart that's desperate to be gouged out while nerves are still intact.

He heard you whimper as your hand formed into a fist and hovered over his chest while lightly jabbing it. They didn't hurt but each of those gentle punch were like nails hammering down his body to remind him of the things he has done.

"Let me go"

It took all the force in your body to pull away from his embrace, literally.

You flashed him with eyes that once held it's gleam and now are covered in frost that can freeze him to death.

You didn't care, you didn't cry and you wouldn't forgive.

Noticing that he just stood there like a statue, you took this chance to walk away from him.

You're like a flower in the mountain he couldn't reach and just abandoned, but now that he has realized your importance in his life, summer left and autumn came to take you away.

He couldn't let that happen now that you're so close within his grasp.

Satoru stopped you in your tracks and seized your wrist out of desperation, "Just..just hear me out one more time, please" he begged as his gaze were pained while yours were blank.

As if you didn't heard his plea, his hand were left hanging as you dislodged it off, awfully similar to how he always did with you. It seems that the universe has it's own way of reminding him the things he regret like some bad karma.

Satoru watched alarmed, mouth agape with incredulity. Each step you took felt like it crashed his heart more and more. He wanted to reach out and grab you then beg for forgiveness but he was being swallowed by regret.

All he can do is watch, to let the wind take the flower away from him.

Each trudge he took towards their room was painful. How can he face the person he hurt? right, there's no way he can face her. He wouldn't deny the allegations against him being a coward. He's a bastard. He's a wimp. He's a-

Satoru was snap out of his reverie when the sliding door's loud sound echoed around the room. Startled and worried eyes greeted him, two pairs, not three. Satoru's anxious eyes travelled around the room before settling them to an empty vacant chair.

Suguru sat there silently as his hands are tightly clasped on top of his table while Shoko sat by the window rim, smoking. Two only had one in common, silence.

"Where's-"

"She said she had to go back to their building, I'm not her mentor anymore too"

Not daring to listen anymore, Satoru instantly dropped his belongings. He cannot just leisurely sit his ass there and let you be as if nothing happened.

"Satoru...just what did you do to (Y/N)?"

Somehow his feet weighed like tons of bricks, he gulped and bit his lips while his hands were stuffed in his pockets as they trembled. "I...im sorry" he murmured, his voice hoarse.

Suguru's eyes glanced back and forth towards the two teenagers. The air was awfully tensed and thick. Suguru huffed out a breath and decided to step in, "Shoko, she didn't mention Satoru when she gave an explanation, as for now, let's just let her be" he voiced out.

"It's her own decision after all"

Shoko stubbed out the cigarette on her table out of frustration, "Then why is he saying sorry..?! if Gojo didn't have anything to do with her...why is he saying sorry..?" she exclaimed in gritted teeth as a wave of anger swept through her.

Satoru stiffened at the mention of his name, he clenched his fist and hovered one over his chest, "I didn't mean anything I said..!" why is he even defending himself at this point? it was really his fault.

"Then she wouldn't have come crying to me yesterday"

His blue eyes darted over to both of them for more explanation, Shoko realized what she said and turned her back, as for Suguru, he stared back at Satoru with his troubled ones.

He's really done it this time.

"If there's anyone you should be mad at, it's those old men at the higher ups"

Shoko spat out coldly as she spun back and pointed her fingers at him.

"You better apologize, sincerely, not some half-assed one"

All it took was for Satoru to confront Yaga sensei about the creepy evaluations and experiments that the higher ups were conducting with you that needs to be ceased. With some threats here and there of course.

He had no doubt that you were a sacrificial lamb for them, it was a big whole strategy to mass produce reverse cursed technique for unpleasant use.

He always knew how corrupted their system is, manipulating an innocent sorcerer is like a simple group project for them.

"Place her in my care, I have the outmost responsibility for her"

His sunglasses glimmered and his eyes like the color of the blue sky were shown, his gaze was condescending as he peered over the higher ups surrounding him.

"If you don't, I'll find ways to erase her technique even if it takes me eternity" his tone was playful as if the situation before him wasn't even a thin hair serious, he crossed his arms and his shoulders plainly shrugged.

"I cant wait to see the looks on your faces when your little healer loses her abilities"

Satoru cackled at the memory, his satisfaction was fulfilled when the old men's bewildered looks after that statement of his were more than entertaining.

He took care of it. All of it.

And he will make sure, you can live your own happy and peaceful life even without him.

Satoru recalled all the events this past month when you entered his little life, it all simply started when he thought you were a first year brat stealing Shoko's ability until it turned out to a one sided disagreement between the two of you because of him leading all up to the break up because of him and now going against governments and direct orders, of course because of him too.

If anything, he simply misses your presence.

It was dull when you weren't there with your tone dripping with sarcasm alongside with his mouth yapping on and on about. It was dull when you weren't there for him to stare at as if you were a renaissance painting. It was dull when your eyelashes that fluttered along with your gentle smile weren't there for him to gawked at.

Now, he's pondering about on how to break the news to you.

"Heyy I threatened the higher ups to stop their creepy ass evaluations, sounds good right?"

'No, that's way too casual.'

"What's up? the higher ups placed me in your care so now you have to.."

'That's way more casual'

He groaned as his hands covered his face while he peeked through them. This was way harder than insulting the higher ups.

In the corner of his eyes, he saw you walking alongside...with someone. "That's Haibara..?" he took notice of the young man beside you but the one that made his interest piqued more was the way you were smiling so freely. He couldn't do that yet someone was effortlessly doing so. You never smiled sincerely infront of him, it was always forced or the same sarcastic ones.

It was refreshing to see you happy but unfortunately it was not in his presence.

"Hey (Y/N), I'm sorry"

Satoru began as he leaned against the railing observing you. "I promise that you will never feel pain again and I won't let the others do so, I..."

his words were abruptly stopped when a substance of water began dropping from the sky. It's raining. What a bad timing.

You stood there waving your hands at Haibara while smiling. When the young man is finally out of sight, you carefully dropped your hand and gripped the straps of your bag. There's not a minute where you couldn't stop thinking about Satoru. It was not out of sympathy but out of anger. His insulting words ran through your head, while his pleading for you was blocked inside your memory. Your eyes remained at the ground until the rain pouring down suddenly casted some circles at the pavement.

"Oh no, I didn't bring my umbrella.."

You moved your bag upwards to provide you some temporary shelter while you find a permanent one. Your eyes was busy locating some buildings until your ears heard steps from behind. Your sorcerer instincts instantly rang as your head abruptly turned towards the noise.

Much to your surprise, it was Satoru standing there startled like some cat. He also doesn't have an umbrella.

Your breath hitched, there was no words that came out of your mouth. You never imagined the scenario of suddenly bumping into him in accident while searching for words to say. You didn't want to meet him yet and it was certainly not in this kind of situation and weather.

"Nice weather?"

That would've made you laugh if it weren't for the fact that you guys still did not come to terms with. Satoru just awkwardly and painfully stood there when his words revealed no reaction from you. It was wishful thinking to make you laugh at this moment.

"Spit it, what do you want to say?" you words came out rather coldly than you thought. Satoru grimaced when your tone was obviously asking him to stop playing around.

The rain poured more, and now both of your clothes are now soaking wet but neither of you cared. One just want things to end while the other wants a start.

You observed his eyes, you always admired how beautiful they were because they're like the blue sky that you always found yourself immersed on. You observed his eyes again, now they're dull, the weather right now sums up the explanation because it's exactly like his.

You wouldn't care, you wouldn't cry, and you wouldn't forgive.

You wouldn't care.

You wished you could reach out and caress his face, your fingers ran up to his cheeks while you gently wipe the rain from them.

You wouldn't cry.

You wished you can weep into his arms and shout out your feelings earnestly.

You wouldn't forgive.

And finally, you wished you have the mind and heart, ready to forgive.

It was also wishful thinking for you.

Satoru now finally gained the courage to speak what he desperately wanted to declare, he dropped his belongings and clutched his clothes right beside his beating chest.

"I spoke with the higher ups, I said that in exchange for ceasing the evaluations and experiments of you, I...will take care of things so now you can either quit sorcery or... continue your life as a healer without the higher up's connections.."

"What...?"

You were absolutely winded, are you finally free? can you now happily live your life without the restraints of other people?

You stood there silently. Suddenly the wind felt more chiller, the rain felt colder, and the air wasn't intoxicating anymore. You've lived your life with consequences while following orders. You felt like you're on thin ice every walk, every run, and every food you intake, you never really bothered about the beauty of life because why put effort if your days are counted.

But now it's different.

Your knees gave out while your trembling hands dug the ground, you can now cry.

Satoru couldn't hold back anymore, he ran towards you and kneeled, taking you in to his arms as he whispered words that can comfort you.

"It's okay"

"I'm here"

"I'm sorry"

"Let it out"

The two of you didn't know wether it's the rain sliding down both of your cheeks, or was it the pent up tears you guys have desperately hid. It didn't matter because from the embrace, your hearts finally touched.

Have it ended or started?

Why can't it be both.

It ended and it will start again. For the better.

You woke up rather early today. You couldn't sleep properly because of yesterday's confrontation. You sat on your bed and dropped down in to the mattress. Your hands covered your face as you groaned.

After the heartfelt and emotional talk you two both had, Satoru offered to walk you to your dorm. The way there was full with deafening silence. You can remember the way sniffles and hiccups were the only noise heard because of the crying aftermath.

Your thoughts are interrupted when continuous knocks from your door snapped you. You hurriedly opened it up because those knocks sounded like worry and concern.

You were met with huffing and puffing Suguru on your steps.

"A-are you okay..?"

"No time to explain, come with me"

Now, you didn't expect to face Satoru's room. Thoughts ran to your head if there's something to be worried about. Did he die? no that's stupid. If anything he's the last person to die.

The concerning matter appeared right infront of you. A sick Satoru. You could've used your technique to heal him fast but his words stuck to you.

"D...don't use your technique..please"

"Gojo, It's way more efficient.."

"Call me by my first name.."

"Satoru..?"

"That's better...treat me like how a normal person would treat someone with cold.."

"I'm normal tho? treating you with reverse-"

"Nooo..I want to spend more time with you..please"

You were confused if the person infront of you is the real Satoru. He's sappy and clingy and... adorable.

You didn't have the heart to refuse when you saw him so vulnerable like a kicked puppy, it struck something within the deepest part of your heart.

Satoru's cheeks are intensely red and his breathing was rough. You didn't know that one of the strongest can get sick like this from a simple rain.

You spent the past hours, washing used towels that was once placed in his forehead, checking his temperature and vitals, brewing herbs and tea, and of course pacing back and forth in the room. Concerned.

You find yourself placing another cold cloth in his forehead when the other one was warm to your touch. A gasped came out of you when Satoru suddenly seized your hands and intertwined them with his.

His half lidded eyes gazed at you dreamily, "I love you...can you say it back?" he sat up suddenly, out of worry, you leaned in to support him but his other hand also seized your free hand.

'This man..is going to be the death of me'

You sucked in a breath and braced yourself for a life changing answer to him.

"I love you too.."

Warm and soft lips suddenly captured yours, your anxiety was swept away with his soothing voice, "I'm sorry, for the things I have done and said, i-if you won't forgive me it's okay but-"

"Yes, I know", your head angled in a way where you could comfortably return his kiss.

The kiss was passionate yet felt like home. Comfortable and inviting. That's just like him.

You finally parted your lips and he greeted you with tears falling down his cheeks, his lips trembled and he was trying so hard to keep it stop but the attempt made him weep more.

"I'm really sorry..!"

A smile went up to your lips and you intertwined your hands with his as you leaned your head towards him, "You should rest, you're still warm"

Both of you stayed there in silence before satoru cleared his voice and spoke.

"Promise me...to live your life on your own decisions and choices...without other people's orders. Find your own happiness"

"I promise, but will you also promise me that you will always be there for me in case I forget?

"I promise"

[misomiho]

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𝙈𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙛𝙪𝙡

⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

Genre: Sfw, Fluff

Pairing: Fushiguro Megumi x Fem!Reader

A/N: Reader is from Kyoto! Contains two cringey teenagers experiencing love

✩Synopsis: During the annual Kyoto Sister- School Goodwill Event, you were captivated by someone. Now Nobara's mission is to spark Megumi's interest with you, will it fail or not?

"You're here to kill Itadori Yuuji aren't you?"

You didn't had any time to react when his weapon lounge on you straight to your neck, you gasped and your breath hitched but with great precision and calculated movements, you dodged it. Barely.

'That was close. I could've sworn I saw my life flashed before me.'

You glared at him, narrowing your eyes as if you're looking down on him even if you're pretty intimidated already. The boy infront of you is the inheritor of the ten shadows technique from the zen'in clan, you had an eye for him from the very start of the event. He held a relaxed face while composed within a calm demeanor yet you knew there's confidence radiating from him that screams 'Im strong'.

You had no doubt it is true.

You jumped towards a tree and summoned your weapon. Pointing the blade at him in threat that if movements were seen, you will throw it at him without warning.

Curse technique: Conjure, being able to create weapons out of thin air stuffed with curse energy, normal weapons works alike however having the advantage of being able to get it appear and disappear in thin air out of your own will is way better, it's enough advantage to throw off your enemy. Mere seconds ahead can guarantee a victory.

Megumi knew you're a tough opponent too.

"Listen, I'm not here to kill Itadori Yuuji" your head hung low and you lowered your weapon. You glanced at the boy infront of you and distrust was shown in his face.

"I don't trust any of you Kyoto students"

You're not gonna try and reprehend him. Everyone from Kyoto is clearly trying to execute some poor boy.

"Say what you want but I'm only here to fight, to prove myself I have what it takes to be a sorcerer not someone who follows an order like a-

"Sleep"

'Cursed speech?! I completely forgot Kamo's advice wait-'

Your body contradicted your mind while your movements were restricted, it suddenly feels like being paralyzed. Your eyes rolled back in to your head and without a second you were put in to deep slumber.

"Ohh so that's what happened?!" someone's curious gazed stared at you. Recalling everything that happened made your head ache but the girl infront of you with her palms supporting her face and elbows placed at your sheets expecting some kind of backstory made you think harder.

Nobara Kugisaki. The brunette girl was already in your room when you woke up, waiting patiently to return your weapon when you completely forgot to return it back the second you were paralyzed. Megumi asked her to do so.

She explained everything that happened when you were fast asleep, it seems that the black haired boy back then took care of you before the veil was placed.

You were embarrassed, sure, but you were grateful, you could've got more injuries if he completely abondoned you there. There were curses roaming around with the intention of hurting you after all.

You couldn't help but pull the blanket up to your head and squirm under as if Nobara isn't there to witness it. She covered her mouth and gasped in realization while a snap of her fingers was heard.

"Oho you like him don't you? you have great taste actually, Megumi likes people who has-"

Before she could even finish her sentence, you pulled down the blanket and blinked several times, eyes gleamed in anticipation.

"M-megumi?! is that his name?" you were more excited now, your heart thumped from merely hearing his name.

Nobara blinked her eyes the same way and squealed, she was more intrigued than you, here she is witnessing forbidden love before her very eyes. Not completely forbidden but the tension between two schools were enough. Both hated each other's guts.

Not anymore tho.

Megumi Fushiguro is your crush.

You and Nobara just met yet everyone who intends to walk into the room will assume you're two giggling sisters discussing about guys like the usual teenage girls you are.

"Okay girl, I got you!" She crossed her arms and lifted her chin, "From this day on I have a special mission called, Getting Megumi to Talk to You Mission"

You clenched your fist and held them up to cheer Nobara on, it seems like a reasonable first mission for you. You just needed to thank him then the next mission would be to invite him for lunch.

"Yeah!"

It seems easy, right?

"Not interested"

Megumi nonchalantly walked away as if the girl behind him didn't beg in her knees, "But Megumi..! she's literally your type!" Nobara's plea were unheard when Megumi walked further and further away.

Nobara sniffled, she was so sure your wishes were in her command but yet again you're gonna be disappointed. She wasn't gonna back down no matter what. You're her friend now after all.

"You sea urchin...I'm not done yet!" she childishly stomped her foot as she slowly followed the blackette.

The uninterested boy groaned, agreeing to being forced in to a blind date will happen if hell freezes over. He hates being forced into things he doesn't like and Nobara urging him to meet a nobody doesn't make it better.

Getting away from the persistent girl was already hard but with an injury straight to his abdomen from the fight makes it harder. He was limping around the hallway and the pain was unbearable.

"Gojo-Sensei couldn't have waited for me to reco-"

His frustrated banter was cut off when a sudden pain surged through his stomach like being stamped on by burning hot iron. He wobbled and nearly stumbled when an arm caught him, much to his surprise.

"A-are you okay..?!" a voiced called out to him full of worry. It was you who caught him. Your sensei Utahime was calling out for you to talk about your injuries during the event and fortunately for him, Megumi would've face planted towards the floor if you weren't there.

The boy didn't care who it was right infront of him, the pain was getting into him and leaning towards them to hold himself steady was the least of his worries. He didn't care how inappropriate it was, explaining comes later.

You were even more surprised when this boy's body was pressed in to you, your hand didn't know where to place themselves and just decided to hold his back to keep him and yourself balanced. He was larger than you and you considered wether it would make him comfortable or not.

You were secretly thanking the heavens and your sensei while Megumi were secretly cursing his. Unbeknownst to your teachers that they were one of the prime reason for this interaction.

You were snap out of it when Megumi infront of you was breathing heavily, you took notice that he's warmer than usual. You mentally slapped yourself for your 'borderline taking advantage of this situation self' when the boy infront of you is clearly vulnerable.

"I'm sorry, I just-I needed something to lean on and you were right infront of me"

His voice was as clear and his breathing sent shivered to your spine. He's mouth is right beside you ear. You can hear his breathing and the warm air radiating off him. His chin was pressed into your shoulders and his right hand were dangling onto your other shoulder.

If other people approaches the both of you, they would assume you're two lovers having an intimate moment.

"No no, it's okay, at least I was helping, this is also kind of my payback for your kindness back when the cursed speech user made me fell asleep"

Yeah, this couldn't be more worse for him.

Judging from your form, hair and voice, you were the conjure user from that day. He was even more embarrassed, he would've preferred if it was Todo standing right infront of him but no, out of all people, it was you.

He's hiding the fact that he was a bit interested in you. The way you carried yourself elegantly but with pride was enough to keep him up for days. Pity that he wasn't the one to return your weapon because of his injury.

Nobara watched the scene before her with teary eyes even if her role in this story was not important at least she played a major role in the situation before her. Unfortunately for her she had to fled the scene immediately, that was enough for her and she wanted you two to have your private talk. She wanted that forbidden love trope badly.

"Do you want me to..help you go to your room or infirmary?" you asked softly, tapping his shoulders gently to get his attention.

"No"

You were surprised. Megumi was surprised. He did not expect that to come out of his mouth, he didn't mean that in any bad way.

He wanted to stay in your arms longer, your body warmth was comforting somehow but most of all there isn't any other situations where this would happen again.

"Um, I mean I'm in a bad shape right now, I want the pain to be a bit more bearable before moving.." his attempt to make an excuse was the worst, he didn't know wether you'd believe that-

"Sure!"

Wait what.

Well at least his intentions wouldn't be questioned. While he was having his own crisis, you were giddy to hold him for a longer time. The strain in your legs were hurting but his embrace was enough to ignore it completely.

While the others were celebrating the loss and victory of the baseball game. You were busy tilting your head around the Tokyo students to see if a familiar spiky head was somewhere to be seen.

"You looking for Fushiguro? he's behind that building, probably washing his face..."

A familiar looking figure with pink hair whispered to you out of nowhere "H..how did you know I was looking for him..?" you whispered back as if both of you are exchanging valuable information.

"It was written all over your face, like 'where's my lover Fushiguro'"

"Lovers...no! if that's what you're thinking, it's nothing like that!"

"And here I thought you two were dating..I saw you guys standing in the hallway hugging each other"

You gasped as you covered your mouth in shock, now here you thought the others were outside that time. Feeling like you got caught scheming war crimes, you dashed out and located what the boy told you.

"Wait-

You couldn't stand there anymore and hide the panicked face you had, you felt like smacking your face to think straight and forget that unforgettable moment you two had.

'They knew?! what if the Kyoto Students found out? honestly I don't care anymore, if Mai made fun of me for liking her nephew or something or that damn Todo, so be it'

Sweat rolled downwards your neck as you huffed out breathless. You need to hurry up and find that boy, the Kyoto school are departing sooner or later and you won't know when you're gonna have such opportunity again.

You were running like a female lead in a shoujo manga, looking for her male lead who's gonna separate from her when the actual bullet train ride from Kyoto to Tokyo were just 3 hours minimum.

But that doesn't change anything, you don't even know if he's interested. You heard from Nobara about what happened when she was about to introduce you. You were happy your name wasn't mentioned before Megumi said he isn't interested but then again that doesn't change anything-

"Where are you running from?"

"Eek-"

Your steps abruptly stopped when his voice called out to you. Take your chance!

"Megumi!"

"(Y/N)"

'Oh'

You two blinked, one chuckled and the other glanced to his side while a tint of pink spreads out of his cheeks.

"I was about to say something..!"

"Me too.."

"Let's do it together then?"

"Is that even a good idea?"

"Just do it! 3..2..1"

"Do you want to go out sometime?"

"Let's go out sometime"

Nobara's mission was far more successful than you thought.

[misomiho]

now playing..

𝙍𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

☆Part 1, Part 2

Genre and TW: Sfw, Angst with comfort. Mentions of blood and body parts.

Pairing: Gojo Satoru x Fem!Medic!Reader

A/N: Satoru is an asshole, please bear with him :D

✩Synopsis: After Gojo Satoru found out about your cursed technique and your connections with the higher ups, he'd sworn you were his nemesis, will reconciliation happen or will your relationship go back to square one?

Having immense capabilities and strength comes with great responsibility and discipline upon oneself, even if you were deemed strongest, those below you still deserves respect but for someone, those were rules that he thinks could potentially hinder him from his true power.

Apparently it is the inevitable that you somehow will still lack respect for others, you choose who to get along with and sneer at people you don't get along with even if their ranks were heavens above you.

A cocky grin, if Satoru Gojo were to be described as per characteristics: its cocky, if Satoru Gojo were to be a form of the lips: it's grin, if someone were to ask who Satoru Gojo is it's: an asshole with a cocky grin, even if that doesn't make any sense perhaps those who were asked that question could somehow not escape the young man's signature emotion plastered on his face all the time.

"Huh?! another reverse curse technique user?" a loud voice boomed over jujutsu high early in the morning where the cliche sing song of birds were discontinued, luckily there wasn't many students at such school because peculiar students seem to only enter it's grounds with one goal in mind: to become a respectable sorcerer.

"Calm down Satoru, it isn't the end of the world that someone else has the same ability as Shoko.." a disappointed sigh escaped Suguru knowing the fact that his prideful ego is through the roof sometimes.

"It is tho Suguru! those nasty brats stealing Shoko's techniques..I wil- ouch!" unbeknownst to him, the slap in the back of his head was from an irritated brunette watching the scene unfold infront of her.

"Why are you so childish? that first year is my assistant and what were you supposed to do..huh?!" a slap and a menacing glare was enough to silence the white haired boy, who knew the calm healer of jujutsu high was this scary.

"S-suguru..help me" Satoru pleaded, sparkling stars popped out of nowhere while glistening can be heard, much to his dismay Suguru was already backing away while forming an 'X' with his hands to simply imply he's not helping.

"Tch.. getting beat up by a healer was probably the dumbest thing a human could hear.." his blue eyes travelled upwards to look at the swelling on his head while one arm kept rubbing the stinging sensation of a slap at the back of his neck.

"I already knew it was bad to tell you about that information, I'm probably gonna see you next time scaring off the juniors in their building" Suguru shook his head, his hands busy too with weights of ice pack for his friend.

"I'd probably do something more than that"

"This is why no one takes you seriously"

Satoru groaned at the continuous scolding and reminders of his friend from the fact that he is indeed disrespectful towards anyone.

"Why are you saying that as if you don't do the same?"

"You're literally much worse..!"

"Yet you're still doing the same..?!"

Fortunately for them, this school was thrice bigger than normal schools in Japan where students counts as low as 20, no one can hear them bickering except for the gust of winds and rattling of trees.

"Excuse me..?" a voice abruptly made them stop their rambling, you were standing there dumbfounded as to why two grown men are arguing to each other, you have medical supplies heavy on your hands and you want to go pass them when they are completely blocking the way.

"Oh sorry.." both teenagers said in unison while each taking a step back to let the poor girl make her way towards her destination.

"Wait.. aren't you the first year assistant that Shoko was talking about?" you heard the 'man' called out to you while mentioning your mentor's name, you assumed that these two were the other second years that Shoko was talking about.

You smiled a bit to be more approachable since these two are practically your seniors, "Yes I am, I heard about the two of you from Ms. Ieri herself"

A snort came out of someone from behind the 'bangs' guy. What's up with you and the nicknames anyways. You began your silly little construction of names for the other guy too in which you came up with 'snort' guy. Yeah that fits.

"I can't believe Shoko is getting called 'Ms.'"

the snort guy stuttered out in which you even found more confusing because your mentor was fine with everything you call her.

Because of the unbearable weight from your items, you gently dropped them on the ground as to persist yourself to have a small chat with your new acquaintances.

"I don't see anything wrong with calling my mentor 'Ms.'"

"M-mentor..?!" the white haired guy snorted even more which is you guessed quite humourous of yourself because he was slapping his knees as if he were an npc character from a game.

"Sorry.. don't mind this guy, he's a little bit of an asshole which is why your mentor taught him a lesson" the bangs guy smiled innocently while pointing his fingers at the visible swelling on top of Satoru's head. At least this one's more sensible.

"God this girl is funny, anyways who is she again?"

"You're really not paying any attention huh? she's Shoko's assistant"

"Statement withdrawn"

You just stood there blinking your eyes rapidly as to why this guy is glaring at you with his mouth formed into a pout, should you leave? your presence might be uncomfortable for him assuming from the way he responded to the other guy.

"Sorry again, this guy is just insecure because he couldn't harness reverse cursed technique as easily as you"

"Don't speak over me Suguru..!" this snort guy crossed his arms and continued to stare daggers at you, if those were literal daggers, your body would've been mutilated.

"Oh it's okay, I couldn't handle my technique properly because it works differently from Ms. Ieri so the principal just made me her assistant temporarily" you darted your eyes down to your materials, tons of medical equipments to use.

The black haired guy understood right away and offered to shake your hand for an official introduction, "I'm Suguru, Geto Suguru and this guy.." he glanced behind him to signal that Satoru should introduce himself too.

Much to your dismay, your offered hand to him was left hanging in the air. The man just walked past you even making sure your shoulder bump which was what upset you more.

You made sure to put a mental note about asking Shoko what this lily guy's name is, even if he's angry at you especially that you did nothing wrong, you're still curious about him.

Suguru sighed and made an apologetic smile towards you, "That guy is Gojo Satoru, that's just how he is when he's meeting people, I'm sure he'll warm up to you in the next few days"

"Gojo Satoru..? I've heard that name many times and I'm sure yours too, you guys are grade 1 sorcerers whose often tasked to high ranking missions" you held up your fingers at your chin to ponder more about when you heard their names before.

"I was actually surprised you didn't recognize us" Suguru tilted his head a bit and chuckled.

"Oh sorry.. I'm always isolated at the basement for my lessons from Ms. Ieri, I don't go to missions since it's dangerous but the higher ups always shows up for evaluation"

You immediately slapped a hand to your mouth when words were spilling out like water out of you, mentally cursing yourself out for telling that much information.

Suguru glanced at you with narrowed eyes.

Isolated..? why are higher ups even involved and what evaluation?

"Don't worry, I won't tell other people even Shoko"

There were numerous questions waiting to be answered in Suguru's mind yet he forced himself shut and kept himself relax to not scare you off, what you just said is valuable information and questioning you more may stir up more problems. He doesn't want to be involved within the higher ups.

Your sigh of relief is enough to confirm Suguru's thoughts, you are someone important to the higher ups.

You extended your gratitude and hurrily grabbed your materials to continue your way towards your mentor, not forgetting to say your name before you parted ways with your new acquaintance.

Suguru just couldn't keep you off his mind, telling Satoru about that information would probably frustrate him even more.

The corridor's wooden floor creaked even more with Satoru's each step, sunlight peeked through the transparent windows while he adjusts his blue sunglasses.

Focused on the slow moving clouds with an annoyingly blue bright sky lighter than his eyes, he didn't notice you until your body made contact him, he didn't move an inch while the person infront of him stumbled a bit.

You glanced up expecting each of you to apologize in which you went ahead first but a sneer greeted you instead, you sweat dropped but you didn't mind him. Maybe he isn't a morning person despite the radiance illuminating through him.

"Oh it's you.." you mumbled as eyes shined in recognition towards the person infront of you which irked him for some reason.

Suguru probably told her about me, that guy really..

Satoru groaned while you stood there dumbfounded, "Yeah yeah, you probably heard my name from that guy"

No apologies.

This man is the worst.

Somehow universe has it's own way of bounding you to meet the person you least wanted to meet. The next few weeks were starting to get worse and worse.

Shoko somehow convinced you stay with her in their classroom for the next few weeks since first years were being sent for different missions anyways, her lazy nature doesn't want to walk over the first year buildings just to get you.

nor can she convince Satoru to warp there and get you. Obviously.

The room was rather quiet when you got there, Suguru was waving his hands happily while shoko pointed at your seat which is unfortunately next to your nemesis, Satoru. Or his nemesis.

"Why is a first year in our building"

"I'm only here temporarily, don't worry"

"Ohh didn't knew she could talk dirty"

"My words aren't laced with sarcasm, it's the truth"

"Whatever"

Your approach was calm and relaxed on the other hand, Satoru is being straight up passive aggressive infront of you face.

He's the worst.

You decided to stay behind while your other three seniors bought their own lunch, you've decided that making your own healthy bento would benefit you more in harnessing your curse technique.

Your eyes narrowed down, you're tired of sickly green leaves.

What would cheesecake taste like?

That damned curse spirit wanted a healthy body-

You clenched your fists, blood seeped out while curse energy of color purple surged through.

"Your curse energy is spilling out"

That voice snap you out of it, a familiar white locks leaned into the doorframe observing your every move, you dart your eyes around the room, to Satoru and to your hands. They're healed.

"If you can't handle things in here, just quit"

He doesn't have the right to say that.

..Truly the worst.

You hum in thought thinking about your first meeting and all the unpleasant interactions you two both had.

Months have gone by and reconciliation will never be in your vocabulary nor in Satoru's.

It's training day, Shoko ordered you to look after the two teenagers as if you were babysitting in case one of them may get injured. In reality, your mentor just wants her smoke break.

Would they even get injured? considering how strong they are..I mean.

The sunlight wasn't bad today and the soft rustle of trees provided some refreshing wind, you sat by a shed watching Satoru and Suguru train.

"I don't want her reverse cursed technique, just teach me already!"

"it's like swoosh, woosh, swoosh, I kept saying it to you guys yet you aren't listening.."

You slightly caught yourself grinning at the memory earlier when Satoru refused your help and insisted Shoko help him with her technique. It was rather funny.

Out in the middle of the field, ocean eyes watched you from his peripheral vision while you're daydreaming.

What's she laughing about?

How can she sit there and laugh-

"Satoru...you're bleeding" Suguru whispered at his friend

"You're distracted that's why, miss medic please treat Satoru's bleeding..!" Suguru shaped his hand to cup his mouth and called for you in which you responded with a nod.

Seeing that his baffled white haired friend was standing still, staring down at his bleeding hand, he took this opportunity to edge him even more about you.

"Or were you distracted because of her?" Suguru narrowed his eyes and a wicked smile was plastered on his face.

"No way!" he retorted, slowly but surely, a blush crept up upwards spreading all across his cheeks and ears.

"Yes way, medic please hurry, he might die" he fired back.

"I'll force myself to learn reverse cursed technique"

That man really...cannot let go of his prideful ego, you've tried every ways of communication yet ending up again in another heated argument Suguru will stop. Satoru started all of them. Where did all of this even started? you just wished that you weren't ordered by Shoko that day to deliver those materials. That way you would've not met him.

His blabbering was shut off when you grasped his arm gently to observe the profuse bleeding, "Let me see?" your eyes glanced up at him.

When did you even get there?

He shook off your hand like nothing, "I don't need your help"

He walked off to God knows where, you won't be surprised if that stubborn head of his will forcibly learn reverse cursed technique.

Suguru sweat dropped, slowly regretting the awkward situation he made. He tried to comfort you by placing a hand on your shoulder but before he can even place it, you followed Satoru.

"These two...why can't they just make out or something?"

"Gojo!"

You weren't a friend of his to call him by his first name nor were you even an acquaintance, you're probably a stranger in his eyes.

He looked back at you with a scowl, "What do you want?"

"Why do you even hate me so much? did I do something wrong? Is it because of my technique-

Because of the continuous bleeding, Satoru can't think straight and blurted out words that his mouth will probably regret, "I hate people who worship the higher ups like they were some kind of God especially a person like you who follows them around like a dog"

Your eyes widen, that isn't true, if anything you hated those higher ups.

So this is what he's getting worked up for? is he jealous of you? but even so, you can't blame him.

You were always nowhere to be found and you were transferred in the middle of the year, that was suspicious enough.

You were untrustworthy in his eyes.

"You don't know what you're talking about"

"I don't know that your connections got you here in this school?"

He's in the moment, saying whatever he can come up with. He wanted to stop yet he can't shut his damn mouth off.

You took a step and grabbed ahold of his collar, it wasn't aggressive but it was enough to hold Satoru's mouth shut, "You..you don't know anything about me nor my past, I didn't want to be in this stupid school in the first place, I didn't want to be a healer nor did I want to be reduced to some kind of robot others can take advantage of..!"

You looked at him, your eyes were starting to sting out of all those pent up anger you've had for years, "I was cursed by a cursed spirit, in exchange for a huge abundance of curse energy used for reverse cursed technique, that damned curse would take chunks of my body like it was nothing, flesh, skin, tooth, fingernails, blood, ears, eyes"

Everything it wanted

"Things will heal like nothing but the pain I've felt for years as if my body is missing something would always hunt me forever"

"I need to always keep myself healthy, that my vision should be clear, that there's no cavity in my mouth, that there's no disease that could potentially displease it, as if I'm being sacrificed to a cannibal"

Silence enveloped the both of you.

Satoru took ahold of your hand and intertwined them with his as if a puzzle were connecting them both.

Satoru never knew any of those, he just heard that the higher ups were protective of you like you were some kind of trophy that needs to be shined every day.

Satoru's pride was overwhelmed with guilt yet words were never spoken. Is he just gonna eat his words just like that?

No.

He took your hand and pushed you towards his embrace, you never said anything but comply.

His actions contradicted the things he has said and done but he knows repenting for it would never be enough.

Satoru just held you in his arms, asking forgiveness for 1 million ways will come later, for now let him feel the pain you've endured for years.

→ Part 2

[misomiho]

now playing..

𝙊𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝

⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

Genre: Sfw, Angst

Pairing: Geto Suguru x Fem!Reader

✩Synopsis: Desperate for closure, you ran after the friend turned mass murderer Suguru Geto to seek for answers after his betrayal but other than answers, you were left confused with his feelings too

"To protect the people I love and to protect the weak"

Those words were enough to silence you down, past memories that were hunting you until you're out of breath because of running away. Running away from your own weaknesses.

You cowardly hid yourself when you were given the chance to speak to him one last time but if you were ever to return back time, you would've ran straight towards him and told him that he isn't alone within this mess.

That we should talk it out.

Is talking it out even enough?

That things would've returned to how they were. Suguru would be his kind and empathetic self again. Suguru would be the caring person again. Suguru would be the one who always listen again.

It wasn't going to be easy but you would do everything for it to be deemed as easy.

"He's here"

You heard Shoko's voice, it was hoarse and you felt the tinge of disappointment and sadness within those words she spoke over the phone.

You saw her as someone who's strong enough to not be held down by her own emotions yet you knew that even if she kept such barrier upon herself, it's still gonna break.

Silence.

"She's not answering the phone, guess she isn't talking to you"

You heard a hum before the phone call ended, you knew it was Suguru who wished to speak to you.

Shoko saw the same eyes expecting closure from someone dull the moment silence answered her call, she couldn't do anything but watch hopelessly.

Someone would say that was disrespectful of you not to answer but they don't know anything about your own situation.

You felt betrayed even if people were to say you didn't have the right to do so because you weren't affected anyway.

They're wrong...

You're just a mere second year who wasn't even anything off useful towards the battlefield in hopes of taking Shoko's steps in a case where something might happen, you were a back up plan.

You ARE heavily affected...

He was there to help and aid you whenever you felt as if the responsibility placed upon your shoulders were burdening you.

The way his hands would find it's way towards your hair to ruffle them up, the way his smile lines would show whenever he grins at you while you scold him out of the blue that those would destroy his beauty, the way he would offer his hands for you to stand up because the ground is dirty, the way he would hold the back of your head and push you gently towards his chest to hug you while making fun of you because you never reach his shoulders since you're shorter than him.

The way he just threw all of that out of that window and never spoke nor saw you again.

You could just feel the ache burning inside you, your throat hurts, your eyes sting, and you couldn't speak.

You remembered that one time Shoko shared another one of her horrible medical 'fun' facts about people dying from a heart break.

That's what you feel right now, you felt like you're dying from a heart break.

Would you even consider this a heartbreak?

You two were never in a relationship.

You fell down, weeping while clutching the phone towards your chest as if you let a last chance slip away from your grasps.

Without second thought, you dashed out of your dorm with tears still in your eyes, you knew they sent Satoru after him and you knew Satoru wouldn't kill off his best friend, you just have to get there and talk to him before he disappear again.

Tell me your answer..Suguru!!

"I like you"

Your hands were trembling, shaking, and fumbling to anywhere you could find to ease your discomfort and nervousness.

You just saw the special grade Tsukumo Yuki walk up to him, it wasn't your intention to eavesdrop but you were waiting for Haibara to finish his chat with Suguru so that you can congratulate the special grade personally on his promotion but then Tsukumo went ahead of you first.

You were a bit annoyed when all that frustration you had were replaced with widened eyes along their disturbing conversation.

extermination of curse energy..? just what-

You heard the woman get up and hid yourself away to wait until her departure to have a talk with Suguru undisturbed. You want to know what was on his mind when he said something about..

Killing off non sorcerers..

"What do you want to talk about?"

You got out of your trance when his gentle voice snap you out of it, you bit your lip as to ponder your next words carefully.

"Congratulations about your promotion to special grade.."

"Oh that..yeah thank you"

He's not okay, you can clearly see the visible eye bags and tousled hair he has everywhere, he isn't sleeping well and he's always..always.. thinking about something that seems to bother him.

"Suguru..I-"

He glanced your way as if expecting the next words out of your mouth.

Tell him..! tell him about what you heard!

"I like you"

You weren't expecting that to come out of your mouth instead, you were gonna question him about his statement earlier but you were just here..confessing out of the blue.

You were trembling, nervous, and fumbling everywhere, your eyes dart from him to the ground and your mouth was rushing to find your next words, crimson traced your cheeks, sweat rolls of your neck and.. butterflies were swirling around your stomach.

Was this just what you came up with as an excuse because your cowardice got the best of you when you were about to question him or was it..

out of desperation that you just want him to stay with you because something on the back of your mind tells you that he will be out of reach someday and you won't have a chance to say those words again.

You saw his eyes recover from shock to confusion to complete understanding.

oh no is he showing sympathy? does he not feel the same way? i-if that's the case, I wouldn't mind wait what? I will surely mind!

Thoughts were running around your head miles per second you couldn't even keep up.

"I-"

As soon as you heard and saw those words start to form out of his mouth , you hurriedly dash over the doors out of pure humiliation.

"I'm sorry!! pretend you never heard that or just completely pretend that I didn't exist 10 minutes ago!"

You shouted with voice decreasing and echoing when you go further down the hallway and straight through the door.

Suguru was shocked at least, a small grin making it's way to his lips while he mumbled something incoherent to himself

"..."

You shook off the memory in your head, that was a long time ago already.

Not even a long time, it's weeks ago

You confessed to him weeks ago before the mass murder he did at that village, you were eager to tell him because he was going to graduate soon and you knew there would be little to no interactions unfortunately but it seems that it wasn't the only reason you had to confess, he's gone completely different from before, he's a murderer on the loose..

he's gonna be executed..

he-

he's completely out of reach now..

You didn't care about his answer, wether he accepts it or not you're still gonna be happy, talking to him will suffice.

Gods..just please..let me know I'm not too late

The train ride was painful, the sun is slowly disappearing along the horizon yet you hope you won't be left disappointed, you kept hiding the painful lump on your throat and the tears that were blurring you eyes threatening to spill any moment, a tear would slip and you would immediately wipe it off with your sleeve in hopes you would not disturb any tired salary men on the train after their long shift from your obvious sniffles.

You reached Shibuya, finally.

You took an eager step but your feet was in place, frozen. What's wrong? Why are you stopping? those questions were swirling on your mind, your trembling hands grabbed your attention.

You're frustrated yet you can't do anything.

Do you really want to talk to him? Why are you being such a coward? Suguru could potentially disappear again, What the hell are you doing?

Why just why-

Am I afraid that he might lash out on me because I didn't want to talk to him? Am I afraid that he might say something that would be stuck with me until my last moments. Until my grave. Until after death.

In the end, you just sat there until the next train to tokyo arrives, somehow the cold chairs in the station provided you some comfort from the burning feeling inside you.

You clasped your hands together and placed them on your forehead while your knees provided support, you were in utter sadness, utter humiliation, and utter hopelessness.

Someone important to you just disappeared.

You waited until a train to tokyo was announced, your head hung low and everything was just blurry while your ears were being pierced with a static sound. Probably overstimulated from all that crying.

You came back home disappointed.

Unbeknownst to you someone was standing on the other side of the station patiently watching your every move.

Suguru was surprised you weren't reacting nor sensing his presence since you were the one among the second years known for her strong awareness. He had already suspected you weren't gonna come and talk to him but he was not expecting you more to rashly get a ride from Tokyo to Shibuya, that's more than enough for him to understand.

He understood you were somehow afraid yet he was quite upset you didn't had the courage to at least take a step and find him, he could've somehow found a way for you to accidentally bump into each other and just get things over.

Then and there, he would have said his unsaid feelings towards you and maybe just maybe..

He would've came back to jujutsu high and accepted whatever fate has in store for him but that didn't happen and never will because he already set an oath for himself that each of your feelings would never get in the way of his plan.

No. He'd never.

Then and there, he saw you get on the train, he saw how exhausted you are, he remembered how you fix your hair whenever he would approach you and whenever you would approach him yet here you are hair tangled and not a care in the world when you were about to confront him which unfortunately failed, it made him chuckle but your state right now made him stop. You were obviously crying for hours from the way your eyes seem to be puffy and red.

It made him more upset.

You entered the train, a count down began for the doors to close.

10...9

Maybe he could still get in there and tell you everything..

8...7

Maybe he could still get in there and convince you to join him..

6...5

Maybe he could still follow you to jujutsu high and get executed for good..

4...3

Maybe there's a chance..

2...1

No.

The train got on it's way to Tokyo as it's doors closed.

He pulled his hood down and continued his way because he knows his daughters are waiting for him.

"Shame..they would've loved another parent"

He bit his lips and was lost in thought

"I like you too"

Your daydreaming was interrupted by someone poking your cheeks rather aggressively, you opened your eyes groggily and saw your white haired blindfolded superior who was getting on your nerves right now.

"Oh..w-where was I again..?"

Satoru chuckled at you and shook your shoulders.

"You were questioning dear Yuuta here on why he wants to become a sorcerer!! you wanted him to answer or else you won't heal him!"

That was quite mean of you but you always knew that a sorcerer without a strong foundation is always bound to fall into their own demise just like....him

"You know..that protecting someone isn't enough"

That's right, that's what I've always said yet you always insisted. Suguru.

You were stern but you're only protecting those young sorcerers, how ironic of you..

"That's not the only case sensei.."

he fired back with more determination as if reading your mind, he clenched his fist showcasing the ring that Satoru mentioned beforehand and said..

"I wil set Rika free from her curse!"

"Standby, I'll get my materials, my technique works differently from Ieri"

The poor boy just shuddered with the thousands of horrible ways the medic has to heal someone according to some rumor (rumored by panda) and without another word you simply walked away.

A hand went up to your head and gently ruffled them. You took notice of the white glistening strands under the fluorescent lights, his blindfold pulled down as if a clear blue sky unfolds infront of you.

Satoru

"Man, you're such a crybaby sometimes, you may seem serious but I know you're vulnerable when it comes to young sorcerers"

The man simply heard silence and a little sniffle before he proceeded.

"Don't be so hard on yourself, I'm here too"

Somehow..

This scene feels familiar..