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sunflower 🌻

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This took me longer than it was intended, I just wanted to draw some silly doodles of them but ended up with this.

Roadhog and Junkrat are comfort characters of mine since highschool, just now I got the motivation to start drawing OW stuff, so yeah, yippie

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the besties ever….

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Shel Silverstein predicting ChatGPT in 1981

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This is an old Jacob Custos fic I wrote. I no longer have feelings for his character but why let this rot in my saved

Some panic attack, overstimulation comfort :)

I tried to ignore it, push it down but I could feel it. That inevitable tightening in my chest, the weight in my shoulders and the unease in my legs. I slowly slipped away from the others, attempting to make it to the cabins. I can barely hear the kids inside talking and laughing over the sound of my heart in my ears.

I shakily carry myself to behind one of the girls cabins and lower myself to the ground, my hands shaking. I take a few shaky, breaths. I cross my legs and rub my palms over my knees, attempting to calm the pit in my chest. Everything was too loud, too much.

I heard the kids screaming and laughing in the pool, the girls gossiping inside the cabin and the quiet music through Dylans speakers that brought that awful buzz with it. My arms trembled and I struggled more and more to take a full breath. I lift my hands to cover my ears, leaning forward.

It felt like I was frozen their for hours though I'm sure it was barely minutes. A real weight falls into my shoulder, it makes me jump. I open my eyes and pull my hands away, leaning away.

"Shit, sorry..." My eyes meet Jacob's, his expression soft.

I open my mouth to speak but stop, blinking and looking down. I feel him sit beside me, hearing him take a deep breath and pat his legs. The sound didn't help, I rolled my shoulder, closing my eyes.

"Hey?" I hear him mutter, surprisingly quiet for him. I nod. "You... okay?" He cusses under his breath at himself.

For a moment I don't respond before simply shaking my head, my hands rubbing my legs.

"Uh... can I... do you... need anything or..." he sounds uncharacteristically nervous. I shift, picking at my cuticles. I look at him a moment and then look away. At first his presence was a welcome distraction but now it was making it worse. I looked like a freak. I lowered my head, shutting my eyes and bringing my hands to my head as my breath got stuck in my chest. I tried to slow my breath but it failed and it felt like everything was crushing onto my chest.

"Hey, hey, it's okay." He sounds almost as panicked as me but still quiet, gentle. I shake my head, unable to think. I didn't realize I had been gripping my hair until his hands gently touched my wrists. "Come on, it's okay... just..." he sighs. Shakily I relax my fingers, allowing him to pull my hands away. "Yeah... there." He mutters.

"Sorry... fuck..." I bite my lip.

"You don't need to apologize." He sounds dumbfounded. "Just..." he pauses. "You're okay. Everything is okay. Just... just tell me what you need." I barely catch a glimpse of his forced smile.

I nod, my hands shaking. I tried to replay his words over and over, convincing myself he didn't think I was some freak. I slid my wrists through his loose grip, tightly wrapping my hands around his. I'm pretty sure every inch of me was shaking.

"Okay," he nods and gives my hands a reassuring squeeze. "Just... uh... god I'm bad at this..." his words manage some kind of chuckle from me which he returns. "Sorry... just breathe, okay? I'm... you're uh... you're okay and you've got me, right?"

I didn't even realize my breath had started to calm until I opened my eyes, looking at our hands. "Yeah..." I take a shaky, deep breath. "T-thanks, Jacob..." I mumble.

He smiles. "Yeah... no problem." He shrugs. We fall to silence as I catch my breath, zoning out a bit. I release one of his hands to hold the other on both, I ran my fingers over the lines in his hands and the calluses on his fingers. My brain was too foggy to think about how weird it was.

"You uh... that... help?" I blink multiple times and let go after he speaks.

"Shit I'm sorry I..." I shake my head, folding my arms.

"No, no. its fine, really. If it helps, you can do it, I don't mind." I knew he was kind but this was... more than I expected ever. I watch him hold his hand back out and I shakily take it again, resuming my previous actions. I'm not sure how long it was but we sat like that until my breath slowed and my hands stopped shaking.

"You feeling better?" He mutters, gently pulling his hand away. I lift my head to meet his gaze and smile softly, nodding.

"Uh... yeah." I take another breath. "Thank you, Jacob. Seriously, I... thank you." I shift a bit.

He smiles and nods, shrugging. "I mean... that's what I do, you know. I'm always the knight in shining armor for any girl in need." He boasts.

I laugh, shaking my head and fixing my hair. "You uh..." I shift. "You don't think I'm crazy now, right?"

He let's out a long breath. "I mean... no more than I already did." He chuckles. I roll my eyes, smiling.

"That's fair." I sigh. He stands up, brushing his legs off. "Sorry, you didn't have to sit with me or..." I shrug.

He scoffs. "No but I... I wanted to, I care about you, okay?" He shakes his head and holds his hand out.

I smile softly and take his hand, standing up with a bit of help. I brush myself off as well. "Can we... not tell anyone I had a freak out behind the cabin?"

He shrugs, a look on his face that makes me raise a brow. "I mean... what's in it for me?" I roll my eyes and smack his arm, he laughs. "I won't tell anyone."

I smile softly and nod. "Thanks."

Dividers by @dollywons :)

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Am i the only one who ships Charles Smith and Mary Linton? I know it is out of the blue, but i like to think that they somehow meet and fell in love, That they healed each other. Because they were both heart broken and lost in life. Do someone aggre with me haha?

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Aww, he looks so pathetic. he’s a little loser. i love him.

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kieran duffy fluff WILL be coming soon i am too mentally destroyed to right pay gorn rn

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I finally caved and made a fanfic blog! This will be my rules for requests as well as a few notes about me!

I go by Miss unknown or Zane, I use any pronouns. My grammar isn't perfect and I'm using this as a sort of practice, feel free to offer advice (just be nice, I'm sensitive lol)

I'll write some of my top fandoms but I'm in much more than this.

Overwatch

Borderlands

Arcane

My hero academia

Marvel

DC

Mass effect

Dead by daylight

Noragami

Undertale and deltarune

Stranger things

The quarry and until dawn

Arcana

The last of us

Watch dogs 2

Minecraft story mode

I'll add more as I finish a few games too :)

I'll write for pretty much any character in those fandoms but be aware that some of them I may not know as well and it might be slightly ooc but I do my best.

If a fandom you want a fic for isn't listed, feel free to ask me if I know it :)

I personally don't feel comfortable writing nsfw but I am okay with spice. I won't do anything non con even for angst as I don't think it's my place. I will absolutely do platonic writings and familial/parental writing!

I'll mostly write Gender neutral readers but I can do fem and attempt masc. I also don't want to write anything yandere. Gore doesn't bother me but I'm not gonna do it for no reason or whatever. I am okay with mental health writing in a comfort sense but I will put a trigger warning before any fic that includes it.

I'll write headcanons and one-shots :) I will also write some character x character but not all and I won't write ocs, sorry.

I'll do my best to keep the reader as ambiguous as possible unless you ask otherwise but sorry if it isn't.

I think that's about it! I'm pretty relaxed so don't be nervous to send something in. I'll do my best to get around to it as fast as possible, hope you have a good day! :)

Here's my general blog @shotanar0atmars