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4 years ago I met a boy

1 week ago I realised he wasn't that boy anymore

the boy I met, he shared his lunch with me no matter what

he danced with me on hills and ate cake and hugged me tight, he'd smile so bright letting his braces show, he held my hand as I conquered my fears, he would drink Pepsi with me and wear my orange hoodie

the boy I lost was cruel and angry

stuck in a relationship, mean and unempathetic, a bad friend, I never saw him smile anymore, he drinks coke and we never dance on our hill anymore, he would never do the things he used to do for me, neither of us wear my orange hoodie anymore.

I met a boy

and spent 5 months with someone who wasn't him

he lost the sparkle that changed my life

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this is the vibe I wanna give off

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silly drawing I did

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hi! just wanted to make a series of posts and go fully into all my interests.

music: (genres, artists, music videos)

I like music, music is my everything.

my favourite artists at the moment include.

radiohead, oasis, machine girl, megadeth, smashing pumpkins, system of a down, crystal castles, the pharcyde, regurgitator, weezer, pixies, beastie boys ect.

my top songs right now.

oh bo - bo burnham, creep - radiohead, Scott pilgrim vs my gpa - mom jeans, apostrophe - Frank zappa, Brutus - the buttress, break in the action - CZARFACE, うずまき- machine girl, Sunday morning - the velvet underground.

top genres.

jazz, jazz fusion, hiphop, alternative rock, metal, death metal, thrash, nu-metal, alternative rap, goth, classic rock ect.

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hi welcome to the first official episode of the thing where I watch a show and tell you guys all about it.

today's show: adventure time!! ep19 s2 mystery train

so basically it's Finns birthday, jake has a surprise for him he takes him to a train, the train is for them to reach their destination...or is it..., the captain has a creepy laugh, the trains super bumpy and a candy cane is smacking this old guy lol, everything goes dark!! when the light reappears a skeleton of the candy cane. murder mystery train quest begun! they suspect the old guy, he swears its not him, finn assures everyone it's never the first person everyone suspects LIGHTS OUT! the old guys skeleton appears when the light comes back, gumdrop guy accused LIGHTS OUT! gum drop guy dead, Jake says it's the weird creepy guy, finn says that's its not him, weird creepy guy appears, clarifies he's not weird and creepy and says he's cool and awesome and creepy laughs and skates away, finn says he was weirder and creepier than before, jake says he was cool and awesome, new accused LIGJTS OUT! doctor guy dead, finn looks for clues. he finds basket eggs fish cabbage, a ticket for another train, a dictionary, it's sheet music! doesn't make sense, smart murderer, gather in the caboose, sheet music special to lollipop girl, crazy accusation mystery solver guy scene LIGHTS OUT! everyone dead! it was the creepy conductor, finn couldn't of done it without jake LIGHTS OUT! JAKES DEAD! creepy guy back, Finns next, epic train skateboard sword fight, conductor area fight, they're going to and edge the train controls broken, creepy conductor guy was actually stretched out jake, the whole thing was an elaborate set up for his birthday surprise, train goes off a cliff and lands on jelly, they're alive! Finns best birthday ever! oh the jelly landing wasn't planned they could've died. the end! roll credits!!

I rate this episode a 8/10 for themes 7/10 for animation and 6/10 for jokes but overall I rate it 9/10. bye see you next time

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Art I've done (im dumping photos before anyone actually follows me)

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I really love zombies and dark things so this is where I'll express my interests

I also love music and movies and I just have alot of things I like that I don't have anybody to talk to about

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As the light shines from your eyes

The pathways to heaven open as if you soul is the key to eternal bliss

your eyes are a guiding light towards heaven.

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loveless

Love, the feeling i so desperately crave a feeling, i've never known 

People can love me but I'll never truly love another. 

I am sick but not lovesick, i am evil and full of hatred fueling the apathy inside me 

I want love but who could ever love me, unconditionally, who could love me after knowing me?

Is it a possibility to love the loveless?