mountainlionclaws

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I wake up sad so often but this is. a lot.

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One of my packmates also has DID. There’s a version of me in his system. It’s nice, I think.

Most others don’t acknowledge me or like me or they see the fake version of me I show publicly and they love that me not actual me. And I’m everywhere so they just believe the lie but. I’m a mountain lion. Not him.

I don’t like a lot of things, but I like him. And I like that he likes me so much his brain made a me he could have at all times. A Rorrington. A mountain lion vampire famous messy awful thing and his brain liked that? Enough to add me to it??

I think that’s cool. He was obsessed with the fake me before I met him, but he likes the real me more. That’s never happened before.

*brain short circuits and explodes*

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This mountain lion in particular, who I THINK is called Frosty or something similar?? (I checked the photographer’s post again yeah she is known as Frosty!) Anyways, she lives somewhere in Patagonia, is absolutely gorgeous, and more importantly looks exactly like me!! :3

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I am so angry ALL THE TIME GRRR I just want to go deep into the woods to a tree with my bigass claws and just go SCRATCH SCTRATCH TEAR TEAR RIP SCRRACH until I feel better but I don’t have claws out here for whatever reason

And that aLSO MAKES ME MAD GRRRRR BITE BITE BITE BITE—

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Good morning everybody! Another day, another body that’s not mine to wake up in. Ah, existence.

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Yeah hey, so like, you actually just perceived me

Yeah haha I know, easy mistake to make lol

Yeah no worries haha, just like, don’t do it again!

Yeah haha

No like yeah it’s not that serious lol but like

If you do it again I will literally CRY and it will ruin my entire month haha so like

Don’t do it again okay hahahaha

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Warning: Mountain lions seen in the area. Stay alert, they probably already know you’re there.

18+ BLOG!! MINORS DNI!!

I’ll block you for any reason I want to or need to.

I’m Rorrington or Spire, you can call me either but don’t shorten Rorrington. Just call me Spire if you’re going to do that, otherwise DNI. If you think you know me, you don’t. This is my only social media page and I don’t talk to others irl.

I’m a mountain lion.

I’m a concept.

I’m not a human.

My gender identity is nothing.

My pronouns? They/them or it/its, but ideally my name or nothing.

I just don’t like the concept of using pronouns to refer to me at all!!!!!

This blog will probably be triggering.

I have extreme trauma and am a torture victim. I have DID + BPD and am very forgetful and emotional a lot. Treat me like a wild animal. I am one.

I swear a lot and will probably talk about smoking weed and horny stuff. Sorry.

What am I? You think I know what that means?

I’m a vampire. It’s a chronic illness in my reality. I’ll probably write about that later or ask a pack member of mine to do it for me, since he’s offered to.

I’m dead. I died 13 years ago and then got brought back by someone at some point. My timelines are messed up. It’s kinda like decades overlap and overlap and things get mixed up a lot. Most of my knowledge is outdated or was never actually real.

I’m a mountain lion. Always. My pelt is more silvery than most and I can appear in many ways and forms. I am a nonhuman entity and cryptid taking the form of a mountain lion.

I’m a famous actor. You don’t get any other info or context on that but I will vent about it. Totally not related to the torture + trauma thing I mentioned early surely haha no of course not!!

I consider myself an alterhuman and nonhuman. I am physically intersex. Otherwise, I have no label and if I have to have a label my gender it is nothing. Just nothing. Not agender, not nonbinary, unlabeled, genderqueer, none of the things that exists or means anything the same or similar. I am NOTHING. That is the label. Nothing is my gender identity. Not “nothinggender” either. This is actually important to me.

DNI if you don’t fuck with any of that, I don’t care if you don’t, I just don’t want you on my page lol

“A creature beyond reasoning, an old god that was never worshipped and never will be, a changeling with the form of a mountain lion; prowling through endless darkness and shapeless planes before settling here. To take the body of one gone before his time. Lived a life; a life then taken from them. Reborn again? Only time will know.”

I like interactions actually!! Please interact!! :3

I’m actually not all all like how I post when you talk to me LOL I’m actually really kinda timid and sweet in conversation and I like talking about pretty much everything and anything I like learning about new things and new media and this reality and others!!!!!

If you’re nonhuman, have DID, like roleplaying/writing/long conversation, or act/acted in tv/movies/theater/shows/anything I’d love to know you exist!!! I’d like to interact!!! Or at least just be mutuals haha, I’d like to have mutuals since I’ve never actually experienced that before LOL

I’ve been completely isolated irl my entire life until recently and have never been on social media, so I’d love to talk to some new folks!!

That’s it, stay as safe as you can stay!