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James “Why don’t you realise, Vienna waits for you?” Potter

Regulus “Your candle burned out long before your legend ever did.” Black

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time travel fix it au where 6th year draco, rather than fixing the vanishing cabinet to bring death eaters, turns it into a time portal to warn his 11yo self not to trust his father

exiting the cabinet's pair in borgin & burkes in 1991 and apparating into the manor, the wards recognizing him. appearing before his younger self tired, gaunt and traumatized.

his younger self is afraid of this man who looks to be on the brink of madness, whose hair is limp and unkempt, whose eyes rove, unable to focus on one point. this man who reminds him so much of his aunt bella, but looks so much like his mother. like himself.

17-year-old draco is frantic and desperate. shaking his younger self in bouts of anger and fear. "you must listen," he repeats. don't trust father. forget everything he's taught you. there's no honor in the malfoy name. blood purity will destroy you. don't trust him. listen to me. please. please listen to me.

the moment you can, you need to leave the manor. it's not safe here. you can't trust anyone, not in slytherin, not in the sacred 28. they'll turn you in. find somewhere safe, away from here. please listen.

"what about mother" his younger self asks. he's afraid. afraid of the version of himself who looks, acts like this. afraid of the things that are being asked of him. afraid to lose himself.

older draco breaks down in a sob. its the cry of a broken man, one who's lost everything. his fingers dig painfully into 11-year-old draco's shoulders.

"she let me become this," he says. "she told me she loves me, but she let me become this."

he cries and cries and cries.

young draco agrees to change his fate, if only to stop the loud sobs that are bound to attract attention.

it's like a switch flips, and older draco stops crying. he looks at his younger self, and suddenly his face is full of life. it's like he's glowing.

"i can feel it," he says in an awed whisper. "can't you? you've done it already."

and then he disappears.

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Guys I have an affinity of a romantic nature for Charlie Weasley. End post.

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Okay okay listen we all know that regulus was the “good kid” - the one who never spoke up, the one who took punishment with no argument, the one who always kept his head down and did what he was told to survive in that house

But listen the thing about these good kids is that they have a limit. And when they finally finally reach it they fucking snap. You thought Sirius was bad? Oh Regulus is just getting started. He kills his dad. Poisons his mom and gifts her with a long slow and painful death. Figures the dark lords horcruxes and kills one of them - all while writing a fuck you letter to him to remind him he was bested by a 17 year old.

After all it’s always the silent ones you need to watch out for

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Sirius and James are soulmates but Sirius and Remus aren't, and I just think that makes them even more special. They aren't meant to be but still are.

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“It’s just the sound of a girl harmonising with her kitchen fan.”

No.

It’s Poppy Pomfrey cradling Remus Lupin’s cold body after the war. It’s her humming the same tune she’d caress him to sleep with when he was only eleven and trying to cope with losing himself every full moon.

It’s the silence of every full moon once Remus left Hogwarts, enrolled in a war he had no business fighting in. God he was just a child.

It’s Poppy humming to every full moon, past, present, and future, hoping he felt some morsel of comfort in refracting back into a body he so hopelessly lost.

It’s the lullaby that haunts the hospital wing when the moon is bright and its light shines through the window. The bed is always ready for him. He no longer comes.

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walburga: are you gay? sirius: i want a lawyer regulus: carnally?

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love the whole "Remus is gryffindor's casanova" most of you have going on but that is not me AT ALL.

He's a weird, lanky, scar covered book nerd loser who seemingly gets sick at least once a month and is the dude who's weirdly close with the nurse of all faculty. he is absolutely NOT getting bitches. he is getting ZERO play. his game is NON EXISTENT.

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“It’s just the sound of a girl harmonising with her kitchen fan.”

Wrong.

It’s actually the sound of an Azkaban cell that’s finally quiet once Barty realised that no one was going to save him. It’s the hollow silence that follows sobbing for his mother and clawing at the walls to be with Evan again.

It’s the gentle hum of insanity that cradles his head and rubs his back as he gets the kiss. It’s the realisation in his last moments that he’ll never see Evan again, even in death, because his soul, the very essence of his personality was stolen from him as well.

Barty learned a little too late to never to let the world know you love something, because that is a guarantee it’ll get taken away.

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everyone look at how perfect this is!!!

diner boy! remus x prep boy!sirius

as promised, here some sketches for my idea (pls be kind i dont know how to draw ahah even worse in digital); ill prepare some small comics if i have any ideas.

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Okay but do you know what I mean when I say Potter x Black is just another variant of Merlin x Arthur. Everything is always Soldier x King. I beg will you die for your love or would you kill for it instead?

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family photos

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Cementiri de Montjuïc, Barcelona, 18/10/22

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Barty “Please tell me I mean something” Crouch Jr

Evan “I’d bleed gold if you told me that was your favourite colour” Rosier

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Do you ever think that that when Barty polyjuiced as Moody, he stood in front of that defence class and just for a split second, he stares into those storm grey eyes and all of a sudden he sees dark curls and a sharp jaw, he sees Regulus at 15 again, before the mark, before the fear?

Do you ever think that just for a moment, to Barty, Regulus was alive and he never lost his best friend but only until Draco Malfoy looks away - then he’s 30 again, playing pretend in a classroom of children he desperately wishes didn’t need to be involved in things bigger than them, just like he was forced to be?

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ideal careers for barty crouch jr besides being a domestic terrorist:

line cook

heretic

slutty eurotrash dj

eccentric, dexterous 1890s safecracker enlisted in a high-stakes heist to steal the queen’s diamonds

the guy that people mean when they say “i know a guy” in mafia movies

STUNT MAN

2000s pop-punk emo band frontman with pictures of his crotch on myspace

manipulative high society victorian-era celebrity hypnotist famous for “causing” somnambulism at his “shows”

electrician (thanks lune)

engineer, but specifically the one behind the infrastructure used in risky motorcycle stunts

slutty eurotrash club promoter

the sound-effects foley guy for b-roll action movies who is always walking around w/ headphones and holding one of those skinny boom mics

house husband

ideal careers for regulus black besides being a failed domestic terrorist:

the sullen, withholding renaissance-era muse of a tortured artist, posing in place of the angels, his enigmatic yet eerily beautiful portrait immortalized forever on the ceiling of a cathedral

critic of any kind (professional hater)

surgeon at a hospital for stuffed animals

a broken man, unfixable. a fool, hated by all, exploited till death. only in this way will he be redeemed

cunty benedictine monk

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head cannon that sirius always loved his mother, it didn’t matter how hard he was hit or cursed by her he still loved her but that all ended when regulus was hit with a crucio for the first time. yes both brothers had been punished before and sirius had already had his first few crucio’s cast on him already but punishments were the norm for them both, but when his reggie lay there withering and screaming in pain he did not call or beg for their mother, no he cried out for sirius, for his big brother to save him and that is when it clicked, he could no longer love his mother when she was hurting his reggie like this and that is when he vowed to always protect him, step in frount of him to take the hit instead, try to cause a worse distraction so his mother would forget about his reg and go after him instead, it may have not always worked, barely at all at first but at least he could save his reg from any extra pain, after all what was a big brother for.