my-sick-mindd-blog

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[my-sick-mindd-blog]

[my-sick-mindd-blog]

Gasoline

I have no motivation

I feel like I've been repeating the same day over and over

Sometimes I ask myself am I actually breathing

I feel like the dead walking amongst the living

My brain is in a haze

Nothing seems to amaze me anymore

I dont feel excited for things that used to feel like Christmas day

A part of me died a long time ago and now I feel like a car trying to run without gasoline

A part of me wants to end it here

But the better part of me wants to keep going

I'm in a constant game of tug of war

Sometimes suicide is the only true answer

But other times pushing through and winning this war seems better