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Yk what sure, somebody told me to do it in the asks anyway LOLLL

B.Saja titsucking fic

WOAH WHO SAID THAT

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B.Saja titsucking fic

WOAH WHO SAID THAT

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Yall i might write a manager x Saja boys fic (smut *cough* *cough*)

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JINU LOOKS LIKE CALEB BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK

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Short drabble that I might work on more

: Sorta angsty, suggestive, word vomit, just pipped in my head and it hurt me a lil but it's so hot too

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You promised yourself that you wouldn't let it get to you. That it's just something to help motivate you in college when the semester starts to get tough. But god forbid a girl has hobbies, and god forbid you fall for the man of your dreams.

Lucky you to be the girl he hung around after class, lucky you to be the friend he goes to when he's feeling bored, lucky you to be the one to receive late night messages from him.

But that's all that was right? Luck.

You just happened to be there. To be available.

You felt lucky to get his attention, but it was never yours to keep. It was hers.

"I have a friend back in Linkon." He had mentioned. "She's my best friend."

She.

She?

"You'd love her." He smiles at you.

Looking back onto that moment you realized that, that was the moment you started to compete for his attention.

You'd try so hard to make him look at you. To just, look at you again. She wasn't even here but she had him like how gardens had fences. Guarded and surrounding them, unlike you.

She was the lucky one after all.

Now you tell yourself, he's just a guy. He's just a guy and you should lose interest. But how could you? Your time together can't be reduced to a "just" you couldn't refer to him as "just a guy".

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Okkkk so these are just gonna be headcanons lol, i cannot form this properly on the spot

You and Caleb have a "will they won't they", sort of relationship. You fell for him as you got to know him and he saw a spark in you that reminded him of her. You're friends, you're close, but he'll never let you in the way she entered his life all those years ago.

The both of you saw each other as a distraction, but to Caleb, that's all you could possibly ever be. Shutting down all the "what ifs" in your head with a snap.

And through your friendship you also manage to make your friends his friends and his, yours. In goes Gideon.

You two weren't the most compatible pair in your little group, almost always butting heads together with snarky comments towards each other. Caleb finds it quite amusing though, insisting that the two of you were basically best friends. You both deny it, saying "I'd rather eat glass" or "die in a hole"

You never wanted to die in a hole more in your life once you found yourself hung over and disheveled with Gideon having his arm over you. Like a normal person would, you shriek. This had woken him up, giving Gideon a similar reaction. God, the headache you two had that morning was the worst of the worst.

You both agreed to not talk about it, pretending nothing happened and to just hate each other like usual. That agreement was quickly abolished 2 days later when you practically sobbed into his arms about the fact that Caleb's "best friend" had visited him on campus and he spent the whole day with her. Gideon had allowed you to comfort yourself using him another time and after having hot sober sex, you had developed a new agreement which was fucking around each other to make yourselves feel better.

You wanted Caleb, but you couldn't so he's offering you a shoulder to bitch on. And he wanted you for the convenience of sex. That's all there was.

But no, unfortunately, Gideon eventually did want you for other things. Your company was nice, you actually did care sometimes and you weren't bad looking. Fuck he wishes he was just shallow. He wishes you were shallow but no, you weren't. And he liked that about you.

It hurts to see you hurt. To see how much you wanted Caleb to just look at you. But now Gideon was looking at you, he's been looking at you the whole time, filled with judgement at first but now, he wishes you could look at him with that gaze meant for Caleb.

Yeahhhhh LOL. IDK, I JUST HAD THIS IN MIND YALL, LITERALLY WROTE THIS ON THE SPOT

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Wattpad comments are so misogynistic when a female character comes close to the male love interest holy shit 😭

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Soooo.... Caleb knows morse code huh?

Him thrusting his name into your pussy fr fr

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Caleb brat hcs i guess?

: MINORS DNI, being rough with him, implied edging, he's just kind of a bitch here idk wrote this at the top of my head, word vomit lol, he's filthy

I love seeing Caleb headcanon'ed as this submissive mf that will do anything for you. Eat you out, go underneath you while you torture him with going slow, hell even pegging.

But there's something so hot about Caleb defying your authority in a situation yk, like, yeah im introducing him being a brat idk if anybody has done that before.

Caleb lets you rough him up, laughing at how "easy" you're going on him.

"Come on pips, you can go harder than that, I can take it." He'd say, his face flushed, lips sloppy, at how much you've smothered him with your cunt.

"Again.." he'd pant out after cumming on your hand for the 5th time, almost as if he's trying to go for a world record in between your fingers

"Can barely feel it.." I laps at your neck, "Gotta dig your nails in me much harder than that pipsqueak... Hah.. I know you can.."

He'd want you to use him even more, drive him to his limit. "Come on pips." Would be his catchphrase every time he wants you to go further

Bite and scratch at his skin. Make him bleed if you have to. He needs you engraved into his skin, he needs you to mess him up so bad.

He's cuffed to the bed, unable to touch you at all and he still looks like he's having the time of his life. He'd plead and beg for you but it'd sound so sarcastic.

"Pleaseeee ma'am.. haha.. don't leave me like this.." He'd smile at you with that shit eating grin, "Can't leave me all worked up like this baby.."

But he's daring you to. He's testing to see if you'd give in or not.

But no matter what you do, the outcome always has him relishing the way you look as you glare at him.

"Fuck yeah.. Just like that."

Even on top of him, you're not sure if you're really in control.

And I hc that the only way you can even dom this bitch is if you cuck him HAHGXAHHSJA

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FIRST 10 PULL I KID YOU NOT.

PASSING ALL MY LUCK TO U GUYSSSS

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LOL IMAGINE. CALEB, RIGHT???

GETTING INTO AN ARGUMENT WITH HIM BUT IT TURNS U BOTH ON THAT UR ARGUING

SO U PUNISH HIM BY TAKING HIS ARM OFF AND USING IT AS A VIBRATOR IN FRONT OF HIM.

LIKE. CUCKING HIM WITH HIS OWN ARM.

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Ok i might yk ...... i might.... Since I have a bunch of free time on my hands....

Poly!Lads where Mc cucks all of them (via video) while she makes out and fucks Tara

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Ok since some of yall are like following me I'll say this rn im into some weird freaky shit (stepcest centered) like be warned, block me if ur not into that I don't wanna get kink shamed 💔

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Poly!Lads where Mc cucks all of them (via video) while she makes out and fucks Tara

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WOAHHHHH

Also yes, that's my name for him 🙏

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Holy shit that one Calebfic called "big girls don't cry" has changed my brain chemistry omfg it's so good?????

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GRINDING MY TEETH TOGETHER IN ANGER (exaggerating) BCS THE INSTAGRAM LADS GIRLIES KEEP MISCHARACTERIZING THE GUYS SOMETIMES 💔💔

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i have so many filthy thoughts about Caleb no kidding