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going as corpse bride tmrw but i won’t be as skinny as her 💔💔💔💔💔

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im backk! sorry guys i overshare and then i run off and get scared my irls will find this. but in all honesty who the hell uses tumblr besides ppl on edblr

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i was such a good little ana this whole week and i downed 16lb (7.2 kg)

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this morning i was told i look “@norex!c like” and that “you shove your fingers down your throat to be skinny” umm im emetephobic 1, and 2 it’s ednos not ana 🤗

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my most embarrassing ed story is the time i tripled a dose of lax and absolutely nothing happened..

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just binged so bad i’m considering purging (im emetophobic)

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idk how to say this or who to even talk to. am i possibly…autistic?

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so many things to do today, i just wanna stay home and eating disorder does that make sense

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i think some of us forget 600 cals is so little really, the body needs 2,000 daily and 2,500 for athletes

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i can’t believe i binged on fucking CASHEWS. oh the cals i don’t even wanna think abt it

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i have exact model measurements but i’m like four inches too short

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sometimes i think about posting a pic of myself and saying it’s thin$p0 to see if i’m tiny enough

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if anyone found my edblr i think i’d pass out on the spot

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*i had around 1000 yesterday so idk if i should go so low right away or gradually*

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AFTER TEN DAYS IM BLEEDING!! i can restrict more now that i finally got my period!! 🚫👶🏻

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my period is 10 days late. am i just loosing because i’ve lost it for months before from restricting but it usually comes back when i maintain. i’m just so scared rn 😜🤘

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call me crazy but i weigh myself after i eat dinner for motivation