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"Fancy under there, aren't you?"

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**BASED AFTER THE SHINJUKU SHOWDOWN ARC**

MAJOR JJK SPOILERS!

: angst, heavy angst, death of a major character, gojo x reader

ALTERNATE VERSION (the one where you didn’t cry)

Song id dedicate:

Sukuna wasnt an easy enemy. After all many people died fighting him, never would you have thought Gojo would’ve been one of them. All the ‘Nah, I’d win’ talks were just a lie. Well thats what you thought. Despite you begging him to take backup with him for his fight, he went alone. It was not that you didn’t believe in him, you could blindfold yourself and hold his hand and walk even if you were near the mouth of a volcano. You just cared too much. You cared too much that you were afraid.

And now, you sat all alone in the courtyard, sipping on Gojo’s favorite orange soda which was only available in the old vending machines of the campus. Wind dancing between your hair-locks, your back hunched, eyed fixed on the floor. Your intense staring at ants was disrupted when you saw a tall boy with short pink hair, almost a buzz cut, he was approaching your figure, his eyes locked with your half lidded eyes. He immediately averted his eyes, not to make it any more uncomfortable than it already was. He handed you a small box and said something that filled your eyes with light once again.

“Gojo sensei told you give this to you”

You look at it with hopeful eyes, as if Gojo will jump out of that tiny box. The boy didn’t take long to go back from where he came from after saying something you definitely didn’t hear. You mind all invested in that box. You gather yourself and keep the orange soda aside to open it. You open it slowly, head filled with different ideas, the top most being that Gojo is going to prank you and then come out of no where with a camera. Your eyes sparkle, wide open……both your eyes and the box.

A ring.

A ring.

With a small note tucked neatly next to it. Your shaky hands pick up the note and unfold it.

“My biggest regret was that i never got to marry you…”

Thats it. That’s how he left. All you could do was stare at that short note. A lifetime of words that he had to say. Maybe the toughest words he had to write before he got killed by the destiny that was already written. But all you could think was what hurt you the most— the death of your lover from which you can never move on even if God asked you to, or fact that he regretted not marrying you, or the fact that he still went to fight knowing he will never come back and marry you, or the fact that he knew he was gojo to the world and satoru to you, or how he silently left? or the fact that the world was once again successful in ripping gojo satoru apart?

A/N: hehe

Main version

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**BASED AFTER THE SHINJUKU SHOWDOWN ARC**

MAJOR JJK SPOILERS!

: angst, heavy angst, death of a major character, gojo x reader

Song id dedicate:

Sukuna wasnt an easy enemy. After all many people died fighting him, never would you have thought Gojo would’ve been one of them. All the ‘Nah, I’d win’ talks were just a lie. Well thats what you thought. Despite you begging him to take backup with him for his fight, he went alone. It was not that you didn’t believe in him, you could blindfold yourself and hold his hand and walk even if you were near the mouth of a volcano. You just cared too much. You cared too much that you were afraid.

And now, you sat all alone in the courtyard, sipping on Gojo’s favorite orange soda which was only available in the old vending machines of the campus. Wind dancing between your hair-locks, your back hunched, eyed fixed on the floor. Your intense staring at ants was disrupted when you saw a tall boy with short pink hair, almost a buzz cut, he was approaching your figure, his eyes locked with your half lidded eyes. He immediately averted his eyes, not to make it any more uncomfortable than it already was. He handed you a small box and said something that filled your eyes with light once again.

“Gojo sensei told to give this to you”

You looked at it with hopeful eyes, as if Gojo would jump out of that box. The boy didn’t take long to go back from where he came from after saying something you definitely didn’t hear. You mind all invested in that box. You gather yourself and keep the orange soda aside to open it. You open it slowly, head filled with different ideas, the top most being that Gojo is going to prank you and then come out of no where with a camera. Your eyes sparkle, wide open……both your eyes and the box.

A ring.

A ring.

With a letter kept neatly next to it. A tear ran through your eyebags, then your cheeks, and then finally hit the ground. Your shaky hands pick up the note and unfold it.

“Hey, I guess I missed my chance to get on one knee. So here I am, scribbling this like your random high-school crush, Who would’ve thought huh? Me getting nervous over a piece of paper. So— Will you marry me? I know it’s too late. I know I won’t get to slip the ring on your finger, or watch you cry and pretend you’re not crying. I won’t get to build a life with you. But if souls get to choose who they love in the next world… I’ll choose you again. And again. And again. I’m sorry. There’s so much I still wanted to do. So much I never said. I thought I had time. I thought I’d get to grow old with you. To see what you look like with silver in your hair. Do you know what it feels like? To leave this world knowing the best part was still ahead of you — and you’ll never get to touch it? In the next life, I will not waste a single second. I’ll marry you the moment I see you. We’ll live every year we lost in this one. We’ll grow old. We’ll get tired. We’ll fight. We’ll laugh. We’ll live. And this time, I’ll stay. Will you be my bride? For all the lives to come?”

Yours always, your Satoru.

—end—

with a little gojo and you doodle under a big heart. You stared still into the black ink. You didn't remember when you started seeing blurry words while reading. You didnt remember when was the last time your cheeks were dry before reading the letter. Or when you picked up the ring and were hugging it against your chest. Or when you did the same with the letter. You clutched to them like it was gojo himself and you were never letting him go again this time. Yet it was only a fragment of another thing he had left behind. You wailed and sobbed in the place, clinging to the ring he had left you. Gojo wasn't there to hug you or console you this time nor was he here to see—how you clutched the ring — like it was him — how your 'yes' lied in your sobs instead. And the universe was finally successful in ripping you and satoru apart.

A/N: i was bathing when i thought of this.

Alternate version which was my raw idea

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hiiii! this is my first time putting an ask anywhere 🤯 but i was wondering if i could request an angst smau where the jjk characters find out that y/n used to or still sh’s? i’m not sure if that’s too sensitive of a subject but ive been searching far and wide and i haven’t found any smaus with that! but yeah angst + comfort and maybe they thought that y/n was really happy cheery and now y/n thinks they won’t like her anymore after finding out? thanks! also i LOVEEE ur smaus!!

"I'll kiss every scar and remind you that love doesn't have to hurt"

in which: they see the scars, the marks... what if they leave you? pairings: satoru x reader || suguru x reader || kento x reader || sukuna x reader a/n: happy i have experience with this shit mueheh...

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He would also def get a couch pillow with his zoomed in face on it

gojo would probably be the type of bf who would order a custom belly ring with his fucking face on it when he finds out his partner got a belly piercing.

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Just a thought.

: angst, comfort with angst, depressed reader x gojo, emotionally overwhelmed [reason not mentioned]

“Hey baby…something wrong?” Gojo crawls to your fatigued figure that was spiraling on the bed of your shared bedroom. His voice low and worried. “Its nothing…just tired” you say as you pull the comforter over you and shift to your side of the bed. He got into the blanket too, trying to reach out to you slowly being careful not to spook your already mentally overwhelmed self. He lays his arm out and his other arm wraps around you, you turn to him and look at him with eyes cornered by eye bags, a result from the restless nights you’ve had past this month. He lifts his hands and runs his fingertips across your face, you close your eyes to feel every bit of it. You place your head on his arm. You nestled your face in his chest very quickly. He combed your hair with his fingers, his touch very delicate as if he was touching god’s fabric. It was quiet in the entire room, he didn’t need words to calm you down. You slept quickly against his rising and falling chest, your breath calm, your face next to his warm heart. He was just there, for you. He looked at you and tightened his embrace. For the last time he kisses your forehead and trails to sleep. You in his arms warmly snuggled. He couldn’t have asked for anything else.

A/N: Just a drabble i kinda wrote for myself bcs i was feeling low lol

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I miss my sugushoko 🥺💛💚

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**BASED AFTER SHIBUYA ARC TIMELINE**

: angst, heavy angst, gojo x reader, sad ending, gojo did something wrong

Gojo didn’t cry. He didn’t cry even when he killed his best friend with his own hands. He didn’t cry even when your soul-less, poorly bruised, dipped in cuts, body laid on the stretcher with a white cover on it. You looked peaceful, probably in some meadow, running barefooted on the fresh grass with a giant smile Gojo would kill to see again. Your eyes were shut close, he knew he’d never see that sparkle in your eyes when you ate dinner together. Your skin was pale—out of blood, he knew he’d never see your flushed cheeks anymore when he threw cheesy lines at you. Your hair spread on the stretcher, he knew he could never practice hairstyles on them, for your daughter, if you ever had any chance to have one.

He stood there with blank eyes looking down at your corpse which was a little strange because he would always make you stand/sit on the highest platform so he could look up at you and admire you like a lover he is was.

Right now, he stood still, probably reminiscing all your memories with him, all your dates, how you came into his life and became his personal sunshine, how you pulled him into your chest when his best friend died, how you kissed his cheek when you would try to make upto him and how it didn’t work the last time he saw you alive, How he got nervously angry and stormed out to Shibuya after he found your positive pregnancy test in your bathroom sink, and how you hid the fact that you were pregnant because you didn't want to "stress him out even more". His heart was sinking somewhere below the deepest point on earth. He was supposed to protect you, be with you— instead of storming off Shibuya.

All he aches now is death. And he doesn’t care if its peaceful or not, because to him, his peace is waiting for him after the death. He doesn’t care if he has to go beyond the universe— time itself—or even the gods— he will do anything just to see you alive and happy again. Even till his last breath, he will always consider himself the culprit for you and your unborn child.

A/N: guys idk this was the first time i wrote smthing???? 😭 ik its bad but whatever. I wanted to read angst but didnt find it so i wrote it myself😭😭

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One minor inconvenience in life and i start missing my husband

Puhlease, my vanilla milkshake, let me smooch you while i sulk

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these HI pics have me SICK to my stomach please i can’t take it 😭😭 they were just KIDS.

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I bet all of these are gojo’s glasses

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Why is he so emo

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Fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me

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Just beat the shit out of me and kill me already

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LOOK AT ALL OF THEM. OMGG THIS PIC HAS BLINDED ME. MY BABIESSS THEY WOULDVE NEVER IMAGINED WHAT WAS COMING FOR THEM

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I was bawling my eyes out for some reason now I’m watching sexy gojo edits and reading smut with swollen eyes.

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Me after seeing this :

MY SHAYLAS