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May 16, 2025 | Friday
Things to do:
- finish Laboratory Report
- Separation Processes Exam review:
Liquid - Liquid Extraction
Solid - Liquid Extraction
Sorption Processes
Ion Exchange
Chromatography
🎧 The Wizard and I
📚 n/a
🍄 currently in a cafe. already finished the report I had to redo and will be finishing the LLE. also will have to go home so that I could sleep, eat, then hopefully finish.
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May 16, 2025 | Friday
Things to do:
- review 2 chapters from Unit Operations (exam preparation)
- practice sample questions (exam preparations)
- make script for video application
🎧 The Great War by Taylor Swift
📚 n/a (stopped for a bit)
🍄 my gaming laptop broke down so I had to redo a whole new report since I wasn't able to upload it in drive. i also need to answer 100 numerical questions due this may 22. I only answered 10. also have to pass 2 design projects and that laboratory report I had to redo. forgot to mention that I procrastinated a job application. not proud of that. we'll see how this goes. tired 😴
#college#university#school#student#studyblr#studying#study motivation#uni life#academics#chaotic academia#heaaaavvyyyy backlogs#huuuge pile of work#actually adhd#adhd meds#i ran out of adhd meds#adhd problems#adhd#shroom talks#🍄
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May 2, 2025 | Friday
Compilation of learning
🎧 We'll be Fine - Epic Musical
📚 Lord of the Rings Book II
#college#university#school#student#studyblr#studying#study motivation#uni life#academics#chaotic academia#academia#just academia#stemblr#women in stem#messy moodboard#messy notes
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Manifesting this success
Still busy, still succeeded
My life is gonna suck really back until Sunday and then I’m literally home free
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April 16, 2025 | Wednesday
Have not been updating again and as much as I'd like to.
My Catholic self is kinda sad that I am not really free during the Holy Week. I'm packed and hence I will also be uploading more pictures here these days with my messy desks and my unaesthetic papers.
Also, I lost my earphones for a few days. I really lost my cool as earphones are a necessity for me. It helps with my overstimulation and focus. I decided to buy IEMs instead. It was a good decision.
- The Nonfictional Academic
#college#university#school#student#studyblr#studying#study motivation#uni life#academics#chaotic academia#nonfictional academic#tireeeedddd#stemblr#stem#women in stem#adhd#neurodivergent#overstimulated#shouldve ripped my ears off lmao
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??? | Saturday??
After everything. Take me back home. 🌊
- Nonfictional Academic
#beaches#beach#melancholy#college#university#school#student#uni life#chaotic academia#food#foodie#the sea longs for me#i must go home#islander
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What mainstream media uses to show the different kinds of smart is really stupid. Chess is used to show when two people are equally clever and creative. Math is used to show when someone is a human computer and calculator. And like. Real life its literally the opposite.
Chess is 80% solved. Higher levels of chess mostly consists of memorizing computer lines, theory and learning to calculate. Mindgames doesnt exist. There are no bluffs. Theres just good moves and bad moves.
Math is stupidly creative. What do you MEAN somebody proved mathematically no system of math can ever prove everything???? What do you MEAN we can compare sizes of different infinities???? Stop finding clever loopholes in the universes attempt to keep itself mysterious. I burn you now
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🍄 03/20/2025
To this OP, thank you.
You are very kind.
But y'know what? Our prof included concepts and calculations that was supposed to be for finals 🥹
I'm still worried tbh
Also, I finally got my meds and boy oh boyyy the days without meds were hell. Esp when you've got another person insinuating you're slow n all. Also insinuated that I'm dumb and said if we could exchange bodies, he could take care of the intelligence part 🥹🤌🏻
I could go on a rant with this one, esp when this particular person is a nuerotypical but it's not worth the effort as of the moment
So to my fellow academics, never EVER call, react, or insinuate about someone being dumb. I assure you, they have moments that they are bright and it's prolly in those moments they do not react the same way as this guy usually reacted. They prolly don't boast their "smartness" when they're being smart. Lastly, when a person asks a seemingly stupid question, please do not react in such a way that shames them one way or another. It may be common sense, but common sense can come from a place of privilege. Plus, you won't be so sure if they're just asking for an affirmation or clarification. Either way, it doesn't matter.
Unfortunately, the academe has shamed numerous people for asking questions, etc. Frankly speaking, I've experienced those myself.
Let's fix that.
- 🧙🏻♂️ The Nonfictional Academic






🎧 The Challenge by Epic Musical
📚 LOTR II and Cancer as Metabolic Disease
🍄high-key am annoyed at how slow my laptop is rn. I'm gonna need ssd card but it's something that I cannot afford easily. I'm also sorry for not updating these past few weeks(?? can't tell) as I was busy with exams. Barely took pics of my messy desk lmao.
#adhd meds#adhd things#adhd#adhd problems#academia#nonfictional academic#chaotic rambles#chaotic academia#dark academia#light academia#university#college#study blog#studyspo#study motivation#studying#stemblr#stem#women in stem#studyblr#gonna need that therapy after all that this guy said and did#should probably order patience#should also probably start ordering meds again
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🎧 The Challenge by Epic Musical
📚 LOTR II and Cancer as Metabolic Disease
🍄high-key am annoyed at how slow my laptop is rn. I'm gonna need ssd card but it's something that I cannot afford easily. I'm also sorry for not updating these past few weeks(?? can't tell) as I was busy with exams. Barely took pics of my messy desk lmao.
#college#university#school#student#studyblr#studying#uni life#academics#study motivation#chaotic academia#ALSO#i ran out of adhd meds#and so did the drugstores in my place#called them everyday for a week for updates#i was being karen#asking them for updates n all#i feel like a drug user thats addicted#not me depending on actual meds#for me to function normally#adhd#adhd problems
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definitely not getting emotional over the fact that even in the late middle ages and early modern era students were passing down books to one another because they were too expensive. the same object being shared over and over again by different people all in the name of knowledge. the same way it happened to me over and over again in my school years. i feel part of a neverending chain and there is something comforting in it.
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Update:
It was a real note 🥺🫶🏻
🍄shroom rambles🍄
Although I am an academic at heart, I know I still want to be loved and accepted. To be worth the effort of understanding my being as much as I try to understand the world.
<someone told me about an anonymous letter catered towards me. This type of letter is done every February but the last time I had one, it was a prank/joke. I'm having trust issues and I'm hesitating on claiming that letter>
#🍄#shroom rambles#burntacademic#nonfictional academic#is this gonna be something?#or is this just a bleep among things?
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February 17, 2025 | Monday 🧙🏻♂️






Did some early morning review.
Also, a good friend of mine gave me a pen and a notebook. It's one of the best gifts I received and I deeply love it 💖
🎧 Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
📚 Lord of the Rings by Tolkien
#college#university#school#student#studyblr#studying#uni life#academics#study motivation#nonfictional academic#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#academicsupport#academic life#academicism#light academia#academia
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