Things turn bad when your brain is in the fog
So, the colored painting is ugly
This is one more fail, maybe a pinch of green
maybe, maybe I should,
creativity will flow again
to face death and bring life
is so difficult when you are a dreamer
So, black is the color, once again
and my curator is waiting
I must not disappoint him
I sit and wait
I wait for you
make a tea,
rage to live,
rage.
In search, amidst the silence,
Among the dark twists and turns,
Orpheus ponders Eurydice, he seeks her,
With sorrow, he scatters the fragments
Of their memories, clinging to them.
Orpheus, listen to me;
We always lose what we hold dearest,
It's a tragedy to be parted,
But it's destiny, such is life,
You couldn't save me.
Some words are like a gentle breeze, carrying warmth; they could signify a renewal,
perhaps the story of two wandering ships destined to finally meet, a tale of gratitude and love.
But I don't trust my feelings, they enjoy losing themselves in lands where I cannot find a place to settle for good.
Years have passed, my light is dim; the energy is not the same.
I no longer live in the house of birds,
I am not helping children; this noble work is not mine anymore.
My world collapsed, I've changed, I survived,
I am now surrounded by wolves.
So, tell me, whom do you think I should trust and follow today?
You, who never gave me hope, when I needed it, or the one who trained me to become a wolf?
We are dancing at the edge of consciousness
You with your brilliance, me in the chaos of fractured fantasies
Ethereal specters, shimmering in the vision of others
How they want you, how they desire me, this is an enigma
I am submerged in a sea of uncharted emotions
A tempest of feelings, an abyss that echoes with the unspoken, the unresolved
"Anchor to me," says the soul; explore the wreckage that lies hidden
The silent spaces between lines
In fragmented dreams, kaleidoscopic hues
Hope doesn't exist together, but in pieces
Songs, graceful movements, open spaces
With wings, light, without fears
Roads, paths, meadows, forests, over seas
A symphony of freedom, high-flying, day and night
No chain, no barrier, no shadows to flee
Only the limits of the sky, for the free spirit.
Once adorned with vitality, my old tree stood proud, whispering tales to the wind.
It's trunk still echoes the hushed secrets of a bygone era, a poignant ode to nature's eternal dance.
He was thirsty, but two months of a watery ballet that bypassed his weary roots, and time's cruel grasp,
when the rain became a distant melody, on a day of colossal winds, he surrended, a tempest's fury embraced him in a solemn creak.
Now in the garden of Eden, his absence leaves a void.
Of course, horses run free,
of course, sunsets ignite the horizon, setting the sky ablaze.
But amidst this untamed beauty, he lies on the ground, embraced by the earth's cradle.
Ivy weaves around him, nature's shroud a silent testimony to the intertwining of life and loss in the vast expanse,
where the wild spirits roam and the sun each day bids its fiery farewell.