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I need to move 😔

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Me hanging with the dark side of my brain.

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Nothing like that 90s sound. Ugh, I wish I could go back in time.

Also, if you can guess the movie this was in, I’ll give ya a 🍪

Hint in the tags ⬇️

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I blame Rhea Ripley for getting me in to Motionless in White… Thanks! ☺️

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Pretty crappy weather today.

Felt kinda lazy today. Still not use to having 3 days off. Never know what to do with the extra day.

Got somethings done today tho, afterwards I spent the rest of day watching that Fallout series.. It was really good, never played the games, but I did enjoy the show.

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Cyberpunk 2077 is a masterpiece and Night City beautifully designed city.

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The way I get sucked into this world every time I pick up the controller.. I love capturing cinematic type shots when playing game. I like being able to frame and position the character of V and be able to tell a mini story with either a single shot or multiple shots from different angles.

I truly love this game, it’s really the only one that has actually been able to keep me interested and invested in it. Aside from games like Mad Max or Red Dead Redemption 2, as far as open worlds go, there’s just something special about Cyberpunk 2077.

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These Predator looks are so badass.

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If it’s a horror movie and these ladies are in it, I will be seated. ☺️

Who doesn’t love a badass final girl?

The Horror genre is where these ladies (imo) put in some of their best work/performances. I always look forward to seeing the next project coming out, especially if it’s another horror film.

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Todays mood brought to you by Depeche Mode

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Just relax. 😌

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I never loved my halo but I did love you,

too soon,

a carefully cultivated cavity, a high with the hivemind,

hold my heart steady or just let it go,

there’s an ounce of you that still makes me feel

safe,

those gentle hands and hard eyes,

a holy heartache campaign,

you smelt just like fresh rain and sin,

like a homesickness.

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I tend forget that there are some people who actually do care about me and the things I create.

It’s nice to know who’s there for you when you begin to doubt yourself and your ability to create something new and unique. Something that stands out, when hardly anyone sees it, but they do. They may not see the full creative process or the sacrifices you made to make it, but they’re there to help you through it and push you forward in the most positive and uplifting way.

I love and respect and appreciate those people in my life. Whether they are near or far, they’re support and encouragement means so much to me.

I sometimes feel like I don’t deserve it or that I’m unworthy of it. Small or large amount of support, I’ll always take what I can get.

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I some times hate the strength of my pride, but at this point it’s all I have and it’s the only thing keeping going and keeping me alive.

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It wasn’t you. It was the humans and their terrible story.. You were perfect. 🥹