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People who make you feel shit because it makes them feel good need shooting
#bpd#borderline personality problems#selfishness#depressive thoughts#one step forward three steps back#mental illness
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If thinking about you and replaying our memories in my head is the closest thing to having you then I’ll do it no matter how much it hurts me.
I’ve always been a masochist.
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staying in touch with people is so fucking hard when your brain is screaming that you’re better off dead
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Self-sabotaging the best thing to happen to me in years is fucking shit
#bpd#borderline personality problems#self sabotage#depressed#depressive thoughts#depression#alone forever
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Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house; as if life was some kind of grocery list. But nobody ever asks if you are happy.
�� Heath Ledger
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Well that would be..no one.
No one cares enough, no one wants you around because you're worthless and don't deserve to be saved.
#bpd#borderline personality problems#drown bmth#drown#bring me the horizon#depression#worthless#suicidal#self harm
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Me to myself
You’re such a mixed message. I don’t understand you
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Dating is hard but 10x harder when you're massively f***ed up. I feel so lost. I don't know who I am and I just tend to reinvent myself and mould myself to be who I think people want
#bpd#borderline personality problems#dating with bpd#bpd relationships#lost#being alone#i feel so alone#alone#who am i
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People are so hypocritical it makes me sick, especially during the current situation, it's been 5 weeks since I've been in work and will be 10 days until I'm back in, and have I heard anything from anyone I know? Have i fuck. It's sad but my work colleagues are pretty much the only friends i have left because i push everyone else away and i no option but to see them in work, but it's out of sight out of mind. I know I don't matter and they've got their own families to think about but for once it would be nice to be proved wrong, that I do cross someone's mind even if it's just briefly
#bpd#borderline personality problems#depressive thoughts#depressed#anxiety#social anxiety#out of sight#out of mind out of sight#i dont matter
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