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So I do not really intend to use this account very much going forward. I've made a new one at apanda013 (a whole 1 letter added) for a fresh start, and if any of you found me in the great Twitter exodus (since it seems about to implode), that new account, which may not have appeared in searches yet, is where you should go :)

To all those who have followed me for a long while, the same will apply! My new stuff going forward will be mostly on apanda013!

Stay awesome 💖

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the way i can read 80 identity reveal fics and still not get sick of it. the grip love square has on me istg

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if i dont keep myself productive and/or entertained 24/7 my brain gets up and starts roaming the halls thirsty for blood

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so as part of trying to. clean up (despite having a fresh start on another blog lmfao) I’ve been going through clearing out a few sideblog name saves and I forgot the sheer number I had saved bc I didn’t know if I’d want to change my name or what

fun fact - i had so many old anti and anti-anti blog names saved just so ppl who were fighting couldn’t use them LMFAO

it just. makes me think about when “anti” in general was just a term used for people who didn’t like the same ships as you, so “antis DNI” just meant “hey I don’t want to fight with you about a ship I like that you don’t” but now a lot of fandom young’uns take it directly as “you like gross stuff and are a p*do” if they see it in your bio or content

please stop changing the general meaning of fandom termssssssssss i’m getting older and slow to adjust

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yo!

hey look, your periodic reminder that I’m still alive!!! WOW

Anyway, this is just me popping in to say: I’ve started a new blog completely from scratch. I used my main twitter tag @apanda013 for it (wow, a whole 1 letter difference) just so I don’t have to use a different stamp for art and stuff.

That blog is mostly going to be for art and other stuff that’s more current if I do use it much, but I don’t want to delete this one largely in part to all the stuff it has. There’s definitely moments I’m not proud of and moments I would never go back to, and even fandom stuff I wouldn’t return to, but it’s still part of what made me who I am today so I’m wanting to keep it, kind of as an archive or something?

ANYWAY. I only have an intro post over on that new blog but if you like my stuff, check it (or my twitter) out! It’s likely to contain more FFXIV stuff, since that game is the only thing that’s kept me somewhat sane for the last year.

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My mom remarked recently that of all the things she failed to anticpate about living into the next millenium, the funniest and most confusing one is that neither my sister nor I have a single goddamn friend with a conventional name, and furthmore, she occasionally has to stop and ask “Which ‘Squid’ are we talking about again?”

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sometimes i remember tumblr exists

sometimes

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can you imagine using tumblr more than like twice a year

even in the hell year i think this is the first time i’ve logged in for like 5 months

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tchaikowsky donating his skull to the royal shakespeare company in the hopes of becoming yorick is the most dramatic ass dark academia shit ever and you can’t convince me otherwise 

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mutual pining fanfic is the best fanfic simply because it requires the characters to be at their most romantic and the height of their stupidity at all times

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Your sailor nickname is [what color your shirt is] [your first pet’s name]. You are [phone battery percentage] years old. Your ship is the HMS [last thing you ate].

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Three ATLA characters I wanted to try

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Does lucy heartfillia have a darker side you don't want to mess with?

y’know anon idk when you sent this though I think it’s at least vaguely recent and I’m not sure exactly how you mean it when you say a “darker side” but in a couple of different ways I would still say yes.

she’d kill a man to make rent, bruh.

but by darker side, do you mean just a place of anger/rage/all those negative emotions that come bundled all nice and neat together? because i would definitely still say yes.

Lucy’s been through a lot, and she has grown for it. But if you pushed the right buttons (or the wrong ones), she’d probably tip over the edge. She’s lost a lot of things that are dear to her, and if just enough of what’s left is threatened or taken from her I definitely think she’d cross into that darker side. She is clever, smart, devious, and despite what some people might think, Lucy is STRONG, so just imagine her putting her energy and effort into making someone HURT.

She could do it, and she’d be so damn good at it.

Push her far enough, and Lucy could probably torment you. I can see her being good at playing mind games, with some practice. She knows where to dig where it hurts.

Like. I don’t know about you but I don’t wanna be on Lucy Heartfilia’s bad side. EVER.

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I am a(n):

⚪ Male

⚪ Female

🔘 Writer

Looking for

⚪ Boyfriend

⚪ Girlfriend

🔘 An incredibly specific word that I can't remember

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a book fell on my head yesterday