pangurbanourcat
pangurbanourcat
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17, Mostly female"Pangur Bán and I at work, Adepts, equals, cat and clerk: His whole instinct is to hunt, Mine to free the meaning pent. More than loud acclaim, I love Books, silence, thought, my alcove. Happy for me, Pangur Bán Child-plays round some mouse’s den. Truth to tell, just being here, Housed alone, housed together, Adds up to its own reward: Concentration, stealthy art. Next thing an unwary mouse Bares his flank: Pangur pounces. Next thing lines that held and held Meaning back begin to yield. All the while, his round bright eye Fixes on the wall, while I Focus my less piercing gaze On the challenge of the page. With his unsheathed, perfect nails Pangur springs, exults and kills. When the longed-for, difficult Answers come, I too exult. So it goes. To each his own. No vying. No vexation. Taking pleasure, taking pains, Kindred spirits, veterans. Day and night, soft purr, soft pad, Pangur Bán has learned his trade. Day and night, my own hard work Solves the cruxes, makes a mark."
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pangurbanourcat · 17 hours ago
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Ever since I learned about Not Like Other Girls I always assumed it came from the same place as "literally not like other girls." The self loathing and such. Like when I first saw commentary Youtubers dunking on them I was like "I know why they're like that. That was me. Shoot."
I remembered elementary school and making up stories about Secretly Special Girls my age who were sort of tomboys and felt isolated because they were Special as I sat on the playground piling up dirt because everyone I tried to talk to ignored me. They just Didn't Understand Me, see? Someday some magical being would come and take me away from all these Girls Who Liked Girl Things and who I was better at reading and writing than. Yes.
Fortunately I have matured somewhat. But the urge to be Special is still buried in my brain under all the years, waiting until the right cult comes along to manipulate me I guess.
Not excusing pick-me's of course, just saying that I think all of these things have a similar origin of being rejected by one's peers or society for who you are.
There's a difference between "not like other girls" in the misogynist, Pick Me(tm) kinda way, and the "not like other girls" where you're literally not like the other girls because the Other Girls (and literally everyone else) make that very clear through their backhanded comments and/or general avoidance of you, and you know something's wrong with you but you don't know what or why so you mask the self-loathing with the idea that you're actually better than the Other Girls because [insert reason], only to finally grow out of it once you get that long overdue diagnosis--
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pangurbanourcat · 19 hours ago
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mutual aid request
hello, it is your local mostly-unemployed trans girl asking for help with basic living expenses.
venmo / cashapp / paypal
i had to take a break from my part time job in march due to mental health, and they filled my position and have no other ones available. i've been applying for other jobs but haven't been able to even get to an interview.
i've been denied snap/ebt benefits, cash assistance, and disability.
i am eternally grateful for the help i've received so far and anything that anyone can help with as i try to get myself back on my feet work-wise.
links again for support: venmo / cashapp / paypal
thank you so, so much
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pangurbanourcat · 1 day ago
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If anyone is monitoring the situation with YouTube during the blackout, please keep us updated so we can reblog any news, such as if the AI system fails, causing YouTube to go down, or a mass hack occurs. I'm already eyeing the App Store on my phone to see what happens there.
Thanks!
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pangurbanourcat · 2 days ago
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foods that will poison cats:
alcohol 
chocolate
caffeine
dairy products (adults turn lactose intolerant)
fat trimmings, raw meat, eggs, fish
grapes and raisins
onions and garlic
tuna (when not made for cats)
xylitol (artificial sweetener)
if you have a cat please reblog this
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pangurbanourcat · 3 days ago
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💔 Gaza is being exterminated before the eyes of the world… the occupation doesn’t only want to destroy homes, it wants to swallow Gaza completely and erase it from existence. Under this hell, my family and I are struggling to live. I am Ahed, father of three daughters: Fatima, Iman, and Noor. My home was destroyed in the war, and my children were displaced, just like thousands of other families crushed under the occupation.
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pangurbanourcat · 3 days ago
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every piece of fiction set at “wizard college” i’ve ever seen massively underestimates the insane parties and sex shit that a bunch of college students with magical abilities would be doing
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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reminder that gazafunds is a great website.
each time you load the site, it shows one randomly selected, verified fundraiser that's low on funds.
extremely straightforward, & an easy to remember url. it's my go-to when I'm able to give; removes any room for procrastination or overthinking.
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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The other night husband and I were watching a documentary about the yeti where they were doing DNA analysis of samples of supposed yeti fur, and every one of them came back as bears.
Anyway, the next night we watched a thing about some pig man who is supposed to live in Vermont. People said it had claws and a pig nose but walked upright like a man. Now, I happen to know that sideshows used to shave bears and present them as pig men. So every piece of evidence they gave of this monster sounds to me like a bear with mange.
So now the running joke in our house is that everything is bears. Aliens? Bears. Loch Ness monster? Bear. Every cryptozoological mystery is just a very crafty bear.
Bears. They’re everywhere. Be wary. Anyone or anything could be a bear.
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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Please take a moment to read this. A Canadian company (Highland Copper Company) wants to build a sulfide copper mine near Lake Superior (Copperwood Project), which holds 10% of the world’s freshwater. The mine would produce 98.5% toxic waste, stored in a dam just two miles from the lake. The dam can only withstand a 1-in-100-year storm, but the area has had two 1-in-1,000-year storms in the past decade. If it breaks, toxic water could contaminates Lake Superior & nearby freshwater sources, which could lead to acid mine drainage, where sulfide minerals react with water and air to produce sulfuric acid. This acid can leach heavy metals such as arsenic, lead, and mercury into the water, severely harming aquatic ecosystems and making the water unsafe for human consumption. Similar contamination events have led to long-term environmental damage and water quality degradation at other sulfide mines in the U.S., where nearly all have failed to prevent pollution. Additionally, this could negatively impact local communities by reducing property values, limiting long-term employment opportunities due to the finite nature of mining operations, and creating economic instability linked to environmental degradation. The company wants $50 million in taxpayer funding to move forward. The Michigan Senate is about to vote, if they don’t get the funding they can’t build it.
Sign the petition if you want to prevent this disaster by clicking the link below or searching “Protect the Porkies, Protect Lake Superior— Stop the Copperwood Mine!” at change.org.
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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Applying nuclear bombs to science and cancer
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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Told my doctor and therapist about how the AI "trying to determine my age" will expose all the HIPPA covered private information that has passed through gmail and all the medical advice youtube videos they had linked over the years and the response was instantly I will contact the other doctors here and lodge a formal complaint about it to HIPPA Try this, tell your local librarians, teachers, doctors. Most people have not heard about this yet, that's how it is passing
omg I forget the US has actual institutions that work for the good of the people
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pangurbanourcat · 4 days ago
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DONATE
BOYCOTT
SPREAD AWARENESS
EDUCATE YOURSELF AND OTHERS
DO YOUR DAILY CLICK
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pangurbanourcat · 5 days ago
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Guys I?? Drew a dragon and it?? Doesn't look bad it actually?? Looks good hello??
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REBLOG MY ART !! /SRS
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pangurbanourcat · 5 days ago
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Comment about the nature of the post and Tumblr as a whole
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pangurbanourcat · 5 days ago
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Like to charge reblog to cast
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