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I hope my husband looks like javier garcia

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my dreams 5 minutes before i wake up

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#needthat 😛😛😛😛

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And i’d still hit it

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i want fics (series) that aren't just SMUT

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where r all the hamzah writers at😭

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Slushy gang ✌🏼

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bruhhh i need hamzah (the fantastic) so bad

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Neteyam x reader!! - story takes place the night after the RDA incident at the old shack -

it was a late night alone in your hut. your father had been out with the raid party on patrol worried for your safety from what had happened earlier. this left you alone with your younger brother, Meylo. Jake Sully had been out with him and a few more warriors that night including Neytiri. the Sully kids were home alone too.

your eyes wandered across the roofing of your home, glancing over at your brother who was fast asleep. you let a little smile print on your face as you turned back to the ceiling. you deeply sighed not being able to fall asleep tired yet so awake.

a small crack of something outside made your head lift up. you stared at the entrance of your home, waiting for something to submerge and kill you. "y/n..?", a voice softly whispered pushing the cloth door open

it wasn't the RDA trying to kidnap you after all. it was Neteyam. you sighed in relief again, sitting up fully to meet his gaze. "oh thank eywa its you", you rubbed your face in your palms. he let out a little chuckle, "may I come in?"

you nodded your head scooting back against the woven walls, watching him enter, his tail waging upwards

"what are you doing here, teyam?", you asked patting the ground beside you

"i cannot sleep", he crawled over in your direction, sitting himself against the wall too. "so you were going to wake me?", you nudged him a little with a smile

"no! no no, did I? I apologise I did not mean to", he worriedly spoke feeling guilty for 'waking you'

you giggled, "no, you did not wake me. I cannot sleep either"

he teasingly nudged you. his freckles were now glowing.

"y/n?", you heard Meylo awake, rubbing his eyes

"Meylo, go back to sleep buddy, it is ok"

"where is dad?" he sat up

"go back to sleep, he will be back by morning, ok?"

"I want dad." he pouted

you crawled over neteyam, hugging Meylo in your arms, "we will see him in the morning", Meylo closed his eyes in fatigue, feeling his body relax in your touch. you soothed the boy, stroking his head with gentle hands. he softly drifted back to sleep, going limp. you looked back to neteyam who was smiling in awe at the snug boy.

you rolled your eyes at him before placing Meylo back against the floor where he slept. you gently moved his toy ikran beside him, turning back to Neteyam with a sigh. you crawled back over the larger boy, feeling his hand resting on your back as he guided you across him. "you are very good with him", he simply spoke.

"thank you", you smiled leaning your head against his shoulder. his arm gently wrapped around your shoulder, hugging you closer. you stared at the door, scared someone would enter.

"teyam", you mumbled

"hm?", he hummed laying his head against yours.

"are you scared."

he didn't respond for a moment. instead he squeezed your arm gently. "yes", the word left his mouth shakily, embarrassed to tell the truth.

a knot formed in your stomach hearing him exhale sharply. "but it will be okay. i promise"

"im scared to leave, what if we are not accepted?",you rambled on

"y/n", he pushed you away to face him, "we will be okay. no matter where we go, we will be safe"

you nodded your head before tears formed in your eyes. his heart melting in an instant seeing you so upset. his hand gently wrapped around the back of your head, pulling you into his chest where you rest. he closed his eyes wrapping another arm around you. he embraced you fully, stroking your back gently.

"c'mon", he whispered "lay down"

you listened to his words, laying Infront of him. you felt his body touch your back, spooning you with a cuddle. his hand rest near your head which you hugged onto. he closed his eyes snuggling a bit closer

"it is all going to be alright, y/n."

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!!!TBP MASTERLISTT!!!

✮ The Black Phone ✆

Robin Arellano x Fem!reader ✮

❥ pt.1

❥pt.2

❥ pt.3

❥ pt.4?? (lost motivation)

❥ pt.5??

(dont know how many parts i plan on doing)

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Vance Hopper x Fem!reader ✮ ??

❥ (working on??)

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Robin Arellano x FEM!reader pt.3

tags: alternate universe, AU, (soon) fluff, time-skips, flashbacks , confessions, fighting, heartbreak, angst, past trauma?, mentions of alcohol. (swear warning!!) (i also have no idea how US schools work so sorry in advance if somethings completely wrong-😭)

description: you moved from your old home town after your father had passed. your life back there wasn't the greatest and you had moved to Denver to "start over". you begin to fall slowly for robin. hanging out regularly, and patching him up after fights. (no grabber - only use of the characters!!)

i think about a week has passed since i started at my new school and I'm already sick of everything. Brandon would come home drunk as fuck, and take all his stress out on my mom and occasionally me. I don't know why he started drinking again. he made it very clear he was an ex-alcoholic before dating my mother, and now suddenly hes back to his bad habits?. and on top of that, my maths teacher hates my guts for continuously being late and not focusing during lessons. I've only attended this shit hole for a few weeks! I constantly felt the urge to punch someone again, that someone being Brandon. god he really got on my nerves!

I got off the bus beside Finney and robin, who I had asked to help me with my math notes that both me and robin had been behind on. Finney was more than happy to help the two of us which made us feel just as happy as him. Finney was probably one of the smartest kids in his class—from my perspective—when it came to maths and astronomy. he'd constantly be talking about rockets and stars during break times, whereas Robin on the other hand would always be getting into trouble and failing almost every one of his classes,and talking about his fights. me and him shared the same math class. we both sat on opposite sides of the room which was very annoying since I knew absolutely no one in that class besides him.

as the past week went on I got to know the 4 of them a lot better ( Finney, Robin, Gwen and Donna). I would meet up with them everyday, and on days I shared periods with the boys I'd walk with them too. It's a shame i don't share any classes with the girls, since Donna's also in my year.

today was particularly different tho. after 3rd period me and Finney had been walking together down the hall. I spotted robin walking behind us constantly looking at me and analysing what me and Finney were talking about. he seemed some what jealous?

he was also constantly trying to get my attention and talk to me whenever I tried speaking to someone else at the table. he was definitely jealous. it was kind of adorable actually.

as we approached my house, I pushed open the rusted gate, allowing the two of them to enter through the shitty garden. small crushed flowers sat in rows buried in the mud that wrapped around the whole house. an old broken swing set from the previous owners also sat with tall grass surrounding it. I cringed lowly taking in the imagine of my own filthy front lawn, feeling slightly humiliated.

as I entered the house I heard Finney and Robin whisper something to each other making me feel more anxious. what if they make fun of my room? I hope mom doesn't embarrass me again.

"hi honey",she spoke sounding sort of pissed, from the dining room. I noticed Brandon wasn't sitting there today which took a huge weight off of my chest

"hi mom"., I responded walking forward into the door frame. robin had taken a step forward to get a better view of her.

"oh, hello!",she smiled giving robin a welcoming look when Finney also decided he wanted to have a look too.

"and hello to you too",she repeated the same faces.

"this is, robin, and this is, Finney",I pointed to either one of them

"it's nice to meet you boys. I'm y/ns mother"

I rolled my eyes feeling my feet pull me towards the stairs.

"it's nice to meet you miss... y/ns mom", Finney said seeming to be a little too engaged in the conversation.

"come on Finney",I whisper yelled making robin lightly laugh before following me up the first few stairs

he looked over to us then back to my mom. she said something to him before he started approaching the stairs and walking up behind us. i opened the door to my bedroom and the two of them entered in front of me, looking around and standing awkwardly. I glanced awkwardly too, sitting on my bed before speaking

"you guys can sit", i laughed laying on my stomach.

the two of them began sitting down. robin leaned his back against the end of my bed, and Finney sat cross legged In front of him. I watched over Robin's shoulder inches away from his face. I read his sloppy writing trying to figure out what he was struggling with and needed to copy down.

"uhm what does that say?",I said pointing towards a disfigured looking sentence. my words seemed to startle robin, since he had flinched and quickly looked to his side at my face now directly In front of him. I moved back a little feeling his breath against my lip and began laughing. I noticed him look away quickly, as Finney began snickering too. he wasn't seriously flustered was he?

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we began finishing up our little lesson. I had gotten a good amount of work done, aside from the fact we were constantly being distracted by robin. he'd have his pen pushed against his top lip and looking at both me and Finn for a reaction. which both of us never showed. it was obvious he was sad about it too. I bet he thought he was hilarious.

"hey y/n, where's your bathroom?",Finney asked standing up

"here I'll show you",I sat up from my spot and walked out of my room and down the hall. I lead him to the bathroom and headed back to my room where robin still was. I huffed loudly plopping on my bed looking at the ceiling.

"maths is such torture!",I groaned ,"like what kind of dumb ass mixes the alphabet with numbers!"

robin laughed. he began talking about how much he hated math too. I couldn't quite tune in on what he was saying, which made me feel sort of guilty.

I heard Finney walking down the hallway to return to our study session.

I looked over to my left and grabbed one of my pillows, hungry for a little action. I threw it directly at him, hitting him in the face before flopping to the floor.

I covered my mouth not expecting to actually hit him, as he stood there with a blank face. robin was holding back a laugh and crawled forward to grab the pillow before Finney could. he hugged it tight as I tried grabbing it out of his hands. he then pulled it strongly to his side, causing me to fall forward off of my bed.

"ah!",i shrieked hitting my head against the floor and rolling forward. both robin and Finney gasped.

"are you okay?",Finney spoke bending down to check on me. I lay on my back holding the back of my head and slightly rolled from side to side.

"you broke her", Finney slightly laughed on his words looking up at an obviously guilty Robin. this wasn't the first time he had hurt me accidentally. like when he punched me a little too hard in the arm when I had asked him to 'beat me up' as a joke and then lectured me about it soon after hardly apologizing. or the time when he decided it was a good idea to trip me up when walking to my next class. a few weeks I've been at this school, and both of my now closest friends have physically beaten me up.

I sat up beginning to laugh the pain off, rubbing the back of my head still

"you really need to control that strength of yours",I hissed looking at Robin

"IM SORRY! I didn't mean to, it's her fault anyways! "

"its your fault, not mine!", i huffed with a small laugh

"what ever", he scoffed looking away

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robin // pov

I sat in my science class feeling bored out of my mind when something hit my back. a small crumpled up note? I noticed Madeline glancing over at me. This happens regularly. i sighed looking down to the floor and picking the paper up.

"Meet me behind the bathrooms at break , Maddie. xx"

i was too focused on the fact she had better handwriting than me, to realize what she had even said. the paper had a bunch of small hearts around it. I turned again to look at her, she was now smiling with her hands on either side of her face.

"robin. eyes on the board", Mr, said calling me out In front of everyone. I turned back to the front and began scribbling over her note leaning back into my chair.

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break came a little too quick. Madeline had left the class quickly before everyone else, and went speeding in the direction of the bathrooms. was I really going to follow? I mean I'd feel pretty shit if I didn't. maybe I could find Finney or someone to come with me. no, Id better go myself.. but...never mind, whatever. I started walking down the corridor and towards the outdoor bathrooms. when I arrived outside of them I huffed and began walking behind the building knowing exactly what to expect. I saw Madeline standing there with her arms folded tightly across her chest. she was leaning against the brick wall kicking slightly at the dirt below

"you wanted to see me?",I said tilting my head a little

"hi..robin",she smiled moving slightly closer.

"hi.", I gulped feeling a little uncomfortable.

"I want to tell to you about something..",she moved closer yet again.

I gave her a small confused look, "what?"

"I like you, Robin.", I felt like I took a punch to the stomach. again with the confessions.

"oh..uhm..",I choked moving back a little

"do you like be back?"

"I uh.."

"you don't like me..?",she said with tears forming in her eyes. I felt extremely guilty. I couldn't tell if her tears were genuine or just a part of some sort of act

I just stood there unable to spit up words.

she moved one more step forward and grabbed my hand holding it in her own.

I watched her look deeply into my eyes, as if she was trying to cast a spell on me that seemed to be working

"do you like me?",she spoke again

"yes.",I said before freezing and realising what I had just done. I didn't even mean for that to fall out!

before I could correct myself she lightly pecked my cheek and walked away with a giggle. well fuck.

I entered the cafeteria and sat beside y/n. all I could think about was Madeline.

"you good there Arellano?", y/n said looking at me.

"yep."

"you don't look so good? what's wrong?"

"erm..do you guys remember that Madeline girl in my science class?"

"yeah?"

"I think we're dating now."

I could tell y/n wanted to laugh.

"what! what happened!?",Finney asked eagerly with a smile

"I basically told her I liked her back. and she left before I could say anything else"

y/n started giggling to herself before quickly covering her mouth and continued eating quietly

"I didn't know what else to do!",I huffed ,"her face looked so sad when I didn't answer her, and my words just slipped out"

I noticed her beside her many friends that looked like complete copy's of her sitting at a table in the corner of the lunch room. I banged my head against the table and groaned

"what am I gonna do"

"do you even like her?",Finney asked

"I don't know!"

"so you're dating a girl, you don't even know if you like or not?",Finney asked again.

y/n continued to eat her lunch. she seemed unbothered by anything going around, which made me feel kind of icky, or something?

"yeah, I guess so?"

"good luck with that", y/n spoke finally.

I glared back at Madeline who was now leaving with her arms linked around one of her friends laughing. she left the cafeteria looking back at me, which made me instantly feel a hot sensation on my face.

maybe I do like her?

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y/n // pov

when robin came into the cafeteria today telling us all about his new stupid girlfriend, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach the whole time. but I don't know why. usually things like this don't fuck with my feelings negativity. I'm usually super happy finding out people are together. but Madeline and Robin? I don't know.

Madeline's in my chemistry class and she's sort of a total dickhead. she's constantly getting other people to do her work for her, since she always 'needs help!'. we've talked to each other like once and she 100% does not like me. I was her buddy for one lesson, and she would not stop asking questions and drawing small flowers and hearts all over her book and mine. it really pissed me off for some reason, which made me snap. i started arguing with her to the point where i almost hit her. luckily we were split up. and we haven't spoken since.

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Robin Arellano x FEM!reader pt.2

tags: alternate universe, AU, (soon) fluff, time-skips, (soon) flashbacks , confessions, fighting, heartbreak, angst, past trauma? (swear warning!!) (i also have no idea how US schools work so sorry in advance if somethings completely wrong-😭)

description: you moved from your old home town after your father had passed. your life back there wasn't the greatest and you had moved to Denver to "start over". you begin to fall slowly for robin. hanging out regularly, and patching him up after fights. (no grabber - only use of the characters!!)

y/n // pov

the rain had been pouring all day. I couldn't sleep last night due to the fact it was bucketing down. It crashed loudly against the roof above me all night, as I tossed and turned wishing I could just zone it out like I could with everyone else, but I couldn't. my eyes felt droopy the next day, and my face looked drained as fuck. I made my way downstairs after getting changed and left my coat by the door. I entered the kitchen to see my mother making food while Brandon (her bf) sat at the table reading the newspaper with his glasses on.

"good morning sweetheart", my mother spoke turning to look at me holding the bowl in her hands

"morning", I yawned sitting opposite Brandon.

"how was your sleep?", she asked breaking the silence

"absolute shit.", I yawned again and sunk my head into my arms on the table

"language", brandon spoke looking up at me

I rolled my eyes with my face still covered by my arms and sat up to look at him. He continued to read the newspaper when my mother placed a plate of scrambled eggs and orange juice In front of me. I hurriedly began eating my breakfast and rushed out the door, putting my coat on.

as I began walking down to the bus stop, a familiar face caught my eye as he sat down shivering and looking down at his feet. it was the baseball kid that hit me in the face yesterday. I sat beside him looking down the foggy street, waiting for the bus to finally arrive. the bruising in my nose had sort of died down, and I was glad because I looked absolutely stupid yesterday. I soon glanced back over at the baseballer.

"hi",I said tilting my head slightly to get a better view of his face. he looked over to me

"oh..hello", he began playing with the strange rocket toy in his hands and speaking again,"is your uhm nose okay..? I seriously didn't intend on hitting you in the face yesterday.."

"were you 'intending' to hit somewhere else?", I chuckled

he shook his head as he spoke,"no! not at all! I didn't mean it like that"

"I'm kidding nimrod. my nose is fine",I smiled noticing the bus approach it's destination to pick us up. I stood up from the seat and pulled my bag over my back. the boy did the same.

"I'm Finney by the way",he spoke walking behind me.

"y/n", I smiled again walking to the seats in the back. he seemed to follow and sat down next to me quietly

I began looking around the bus at all the new faces I had no time to look at last time. I noticed a brown haired girl sitting in front, that Finney couldn't keep his eyes off of. she was sitting alone reading peacefully out of some sort of journal. I glared at her then back at Finn.

"who's that?",I whispered low enough for him to hear

he gulped and pointed forward in confusion, "her?"

I nodded and he began to flush the same darkish red color as her shirt.

"Donna."

his blushing made me catch on soon enough.

"you like her?"

his eyes widened. he didn't respond with anything but instead looked down to his shoes again.

"you so do",I smugly grinned, him now covering his face in embarrassment.

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my last class had been English. I found out that Finney had been in my class yesterday, when he was constantly looking over at me, feeling guilty for what he had accidentally done. throughout the whole class and when he got to see me, he was constantly apologizing. when he finally gave in to your apology accepting, He decided that he wanted to introduce me to his sister Gwen at lunch so we headed down to the cafeteria where they usually sat. I watched as many children rushed in different directions. all eager to get out of the halls. as we walked, I had noticed the robin boy standing in front of his open locker looking down at something that looked to be a note of some sort?

"hi robin!", Finney began to call out to him making me feel tense inside. he knew robin?

robin looked over his shoulder at Finney, crumbling up the paper in his hand and tossing it to the back of his locker.

"hey Finn", robin smiled awkwardly before looking at me.

"hi robin", I spoke with a small wave

"er- hi-"

"y/n.",I smiled folding my arms across my chest.

"we're heading to the lunch room, wanna come?",Finney asked breaking their conversation.

"I'll meet you there soon, someone's waiting for me right now, I won't be long", he smiled awkwardly again tightening his grasp around his backpack straps.

"alright then, see you?", Finney turned and began walking beside me once again. he rambled on about how sorry he was again, before we arrived at his usual table. a small girl with pig tails sat eating half of a sandwich, next to Donna. I looked over at Finney who seemed to be very surprised she was sitting at their table.

"hi Donna",he gulped sitting down Infront of them.

"hi Finney",she smiled making him flush pink again.

I sat down beside Finney, silently opening my bag and pulling out a sandwich of my own.

"who's this?", Gwen spoke looking at me

"y/n!", Finney smiled ,"she's the girl I hit in the face yesterday.",he looked down to his feet

"let it go Finney! im fine",I chuckled, making Donna giggle too.

"your name is very pretty", Gwen smiled putting down the food in her hand

"thank you, yours is very pretty too!"

Finney began talking to gwen and Donna, as I sat quietly listening in on what they were saying. when I felt the urge to use the bathroom.

"hey guys, I'll be right back", I mumbled getting up and grabbing my bag. "alright, bye y/n!", Gwen waved I exited the cafeteria waving behind me at them. as I walked down the half empty halls, I struggled to find the bathrooms. where could they be? my eyes then caught a glimpse of two signs. bathroom signs! thank god. thankfully the rain had stopped during English and I walked towards the brick building splashing slightly in the puddles, not knowing which bathroom I had entered. when I turned the tight corner I saw Robin, and the same boy from yesterday arguing face to face. they were inches away from touching, when moose pushed him into the wall resting his arm against robins neck. I presume this is the boys toilets. I watched from the entrance of the bathroom, hoping They wouldn't notice i was there.

robin spat in his face, before kneeing him square in the groin. this made the sightly larger boy whimper in pain. he fell back squinting his eyes pushing through the pain and standing up again before robin could do anymore damage. the two of them began bawling fists and holding them In front of their faces. moose went for the swing. robin quickly ducked and swung right back. he hit him in the jaw causing him to crunch over holding his face. robin kicked moose's head backwards making him fall once again. blood spilled from his head and mouth just like yesterday. you'd think this guy would have learnt his lesson hm?

"oi!",I shouted not knowing what to say next

robin looked up to see me standing there, clearly not satisfied with the little amount of damage he had done to moose.

he also seemed like he didn't know what to say. so we both just stood there in complete silence as the bleeding boy sobbed silently. I glanced down at the fresh blood on robins knuckles, when I heard the noise of more boys entering the room. I froze even more then I was before. robin did too. the people that entered noticed the blood covered boy sitting In front of us ,then me. they didn't seem to happy.

robin began approaching me calmly, grabbing my wrist and pulling me out of the bathroom. he began running after hearing the noise of the boys yell something from inside. his hand still wrapped around my wrist dragging me along till we reached the edge of the field behind a large tree.

I struggled catching my breath, as robin as only focused on the three boys now looking for him. he didn't seem scared tho, what so ever.

"what the fuck dude",I coughed leaning my hands on my knees

"what the fuck? I could say the same to you! 'what the fuck' were you doing in the boys toilets! can't you read or something? or were you following me?"

"I didn't know that that was the boys toilets!",I faught off the urge to laugh.

"the sign clearly said 'boys' did it not!?"

"I wasn't paying attention, I was busting!"

he rolled his eyes and shook his head, hiding a quite obvious smile.

"what the hell did that other dude even do?",you questioned breaking the tense silence

"he's a prick. always making fun of people. especially Finney",he spoke,"he started it yesterday and came back for round two. it's like he's obsessed with me!",he then laughed again "does Finney know about this?" "no. and he doesn't particularly need too", robin huffed sitting against the slightly still wet tree and resting his arms on his knees. when i noticed his knuckles again. "you're bleeding.", I spoke sitting beside him and grabbing his hand in my own. I examined his hand closely before reaching into my bag and pulling out my water bottle. "may i?" , I said looking up at him, he nodded quickly looking away i ran the water over his knuckles making him close his eyes slightly. i then grabbed the spare shirt i had in my bag, tearing it and wrapping it firmly around his hands. he lay his head back against the tree and looked up at the dripping leaves. "there.", i smiled moving a little further from him "thank you", he looked over to me smiling a little in return. "I should head back to Finney and the others", i spoke standing up, "you still coming?" he nodded getting up in front of me. we began walking back to the cafeteria in complete silence looking at each other from time to time. "y/n!", Gwen yelled seeing us enter the cafeteria and we sat down. everyone seemed happy to see us. "hi", i smiled sitting beside the girls and began listening to them talk again while noticing Robin frantically looking around in case of teachers and Moose's goons. this kid is trouble.

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Robin Arellano x FEM!reader pt.1??

tags: alternate universe, AU, (soon) fluff, time-skips, (soon) flashbacks , confessions, fighting, heartbreak, angst, past trauma?

description: you moved from your old home town after your father had passed. your life back there wasn't the greatest and you had moved to Denver to "start over". you begin to fall slowly for robin. hanging out regularly, and patching him up after fights. (no grabber - only use of the characters!!)

you exited the bus feeling a tad bit nervous, yet happy you were starting at a new school. no more annoying Angela. no more Bryce. a fresh new start as your mother would say. your bag sagged low on your back as you walked towards the School building full of children. a particular surprise caught you off guard seeing a crowd of those children all crowded in a circle further right from the building itself. "beat his ass robin!",voices cheered in the direction of which something was happening. you pushed past the tightly squeezed people to see an aggressive long haired boy wearing a bandanna, on top of some other guy that you couldn't quite get a good look at due to the amount of blood spilling from his head. your mouth opened in shock. what a great way to start school off. you began getting pushed further back by the eager people around you, till you were standing behind them all. "hey watch out!",a voice called a little to late as a baseball hit you square in the face

"ah fuck.",you mutter holding your nose with both hands feeling the thick liquid run down your lip.

"I am so sorry!",the same person spoke bending down to check out the damage

your eyes followed your hands as you pulled them away from your face, revealing blood on either hand.

"holy shit",they muttered scrunching their nose slightly in disgust

you hissed beneath your breath and wiped more blood from your nose. the fight behind you came to a pause as a few people within the crowd came to check out what had happened

"someone get a teacher!"

you scrunched up your nose testing to see if it was broken, which it wasn't. you felt around your face trying to feel anything other then the pain in your nose. the same boy who had hit you seemed more and more worried.

"I swear I didn't mean to hit you!", they said not knowing what to do

"I'm fine nimrod.",you spoke

he seemed shocked by your answer and pulled his hands together, picking at his fingers

"where's the nurses office.",you spoke once again, before seeing a teacher approach the scene. she saw the beat up kid behind me, next to the practically fine bandana kid.

"what on earth has happened here!"

you sniffled, continuously wiping your nose and face on your sleeves.

"both of you are to go to the nurses office. and you robin, are to go straight to the principal after being cleaned up!", the teacher shouted kneeling down to the unconscious boy.

"go on!"

you held your nose and pushed past the worried baseballer, walking along side the boy with the bandana you now knew the name of, robin.

the both of you walked awkwardly beside one another, he was checking out his fucked up hands, and you were worried about your blood dripping on the floor. you followed beside robin as you arrived at the nurses office and sat down on the beds.

"seriously robin? not again.", the nurse huffed as she looked at Robin's hands.

"did you hurt this poor girl?"

you looked ahead at him and said nothing

"no.", he simply spoke

"moose?"

robin nodded.

the nurse moved your hands away from my face, dabbing a wet towel on it and wiping off the excess blood. she handed you a tissue and you plugged your nose, holding it in place. as for robin, she handed him the gauze and let him wrap his hands himself as if she was sick of doing it for him. this must happen a lot. you soon left after robin had started heading towards what seemed to be the principals office. you watched as he walked carelessly through the door and sat down beside the main office door. ______

as the bell rang for the end of the day, your nose still hurt heavily. classes were disrupted by the headaches you were experiencing. your nose was bruised, badly. and you found out the boy that hit you earlier happened to be in your English class. you often caught glancing over at you, which made him quickly look outdoors to the now raining sky. you walked hurriedly outside of the school, trying not to get soaked and pushing past all the taller students swarming around you, when you were pushed forcefully into the wet concrete floor. you felt your hands sting, as you sat up and looked at them. who the fuck? you hissed regaining your balance and standing up. all the people around you kept flooding till they finally broke away entering the busses, and getting on bikes. you dusted yourself off looking around to see if you could make out who had pushed you, or if it was all an accident. it sure didn't feel like one. your palms began to bleed and you sighed heavily. the best first day ever. your bag was soaked and so were you. your bus was a few miles from the school and you had noticed it was about leave. fuck fuck fuck! you ran after it in the pouring rain. water running down your face as you stopped, watching it drive away before you. internal anger began to grow inside of you. balling your fists and holding back a scream. you dropped your bag onto the ground and took a deep breath. "are you okay!?", someone shouted from the school entrance. you glanced back to see the same bandanna boy from earlier, robin. you huffed blowing the water out of your mouth and picking up your bag. you stood there before walking down the street still soaked and shivering. you heard running footsteps approach you and now standing next to you was him. "are you okay?", he asked again "I'm fine." "you don't look fine", he chuckled slightly "leave me alone." "whats your name.", he asked "I said leave me alone?" "funny name.", he scoffed putting his hands into his jean pockets you just stared at him in pure anger. the kind of anger where you just wanted to punch him and make his nose bleed like yours. you heard him try to make conversation but you completely ignored him. you had learned to zone out of conversations you wanted no part in, and it had come in handy. you saw your house close in the foggy distance. "goodbye robin.", you spoke behind gritted teeth "how'd you-", he said making you smile as you entered through your gate and into your house. you felt water drip from your body and onto the rugged door mat. "hi honey-", you mother stopped and glared at you,"what on earth happened to you!?" you stood there, with a bruised nose, soaking wet, scuffed hands and a soggy bag. "i don't want to talk about it.", you lightly laugh and take a step forward before hearing your mother squeal. you looked at her and then at your muddy dripping converse before taking them off and leaving on the porch outside. you made your way upstairs and into your room where you changed from your soaking clothes to something dry. you sat quietly in your room leaning against your closet door and staring at your wall full of Polaroid pictures and fairy lights. your room had a large window beside it where you watched the birds and children play on the playground next door. you closed your eyes trying to tune out the loud yelling coming from downstairs. it was your mother and step father having another minor disagreement about something stupid again. ever since your father died your mother tried moving on, got a new boyfriend and moved away from Texas to start your "new lives." you moved to a shitty two story house, that had next to no space at all. your room was probably the biggest room in the house. your mothers room was just big enough for her and her boyfriend to share and there was a spare room which they used for all the unpacked boxes they still had.