I think the weirdest thing is when you stop talking to someone and you still have all this leftover information about them. Like you still know their favorite song. You know their siblings names. You remember their favorite ice cream flavor and their weird dreams they told you about at 2 am. You know their dog's name and their favorite tv shows. You learned all these details about them and now they're gone. It's just weird.
god i want intimacy so badly. like i want to have someone to hold and bring coffee to in mornings. to give forehead kisses, and watch their grumpy face slightly crack into a small grin as they realize that life may be bad today but that made it a little better. I just love so much and want to have someone to give that love to. To love deeply and be loved in return.