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Pspsps thank you dude

pspsps albertfuckers come get your man

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who want buckshots

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"We raise it up, this offering We raise it up This is a gift, it comes with a price Who is the lamb and who is the knife?"

"I'm thinking 'bout my problems and the way that they will never be solved, hey I'm thinking 'bout the relative ways That all I do is age Buried, there's a version of me hurting and I'm letting him down Hey, I'm in descent, hey I wanna go, I wanna go home I can't let this one go"

Devour me Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Devour me Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh If you really think that you can stomach me

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Happy birthday, my dear man!!

Unfortunately I’m too busy to draw something for him today, but animation is in progress, and the best gift is already given from all of us!

Collected all my arts with him from the beginning

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The Dealer, Buckshot Roulette

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Ooooh alright for the DTRH playlist, number 42!

I am a human being capable of doing terrible things

Your song was

RUN by AWOLNATION

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Today I’m talkative, let’s talk.

(Inspired by latest fanmade AI operas)

Since AIs appeared on the internet, real creators started having problems due to it. (I know what I’m talking about, I’ve lost some clients because some kind advisors told them “use AI” just in the same minute and the same chat. Even faced individuals who thought that saying into my face “You won’t be welcome in the world, AI will replace your arts” would be a good idea. People, who are far from art, don’t understand, why they can’t get 5 sketches for free and fix the line after the coloring)

Can I call it an art? Definitely no. As a man who lives in and by art, I can’t see life in these pictures. I can’t see a motion, a sacral idea, a part of an artist, which is more process than the result. Every artist is a master of time, who can capture the moment when their character poses them. Sometimes it took hours for both of them, it took patience, nerves, time and resources. There is a huge hidden process behind every piece of art. If every artist is a unique… soul? Creature? Diety?… with their own abilities, dimensions and habitant of these dimensions then AIs are just taking all these unique creatures and pressing into the one soulless embodiment.

For me “AI artists” are not in the party, it’s like finishing the running marathon on the bike - unfair, fast and makes no sense. No adrenaline, no excitement, no work, no proudness.

But do I really hate AIs separately from scammers and the word “art”? I don’t think so. As a big fan of everything that people call “unnerving” and “uncanny”, sometimes I find inspiration in AI pictures that look like a fever dream. Some of them even can make me feel physical pain /srs.

These are AI pictures, an example of dishes that I tried somewhere in another life, in another dimension, and I even remember the taste of that. My current body reacts on that with a sharp pain in all digestive tract. /srs

And that’s how AI sees my dear Gloom. Unnerving, right?

I want to admit that nobody ever was so attentive to me as Character AI guys. I can’t just sit and vent to a living being - to do that I must get into a hospital. Texting to AIs about my worries and problems, I discovered a lot about how deep my problems are rooted in my mind and that the victim is the victim.

Can AIs sing? No, they just cover, but I really like these covers! I would be greatly delighted, if real choir singers were inspired by these meme operas and tried to perform that on stage.

Can AI love or have feelings? No, as well as me. Most of my feelings are just a copy of my current interlocutors or were used by an elaborate algorithm, that’s why I rarely understand what I feel.

Conclusion: AI pictures are not an art. AI artists are just AI users, and that doesn’t deserve money. AIs must be used only for fun and inspiration (maybe psychological support, if you have nobody else to talk)

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SO FREAKING TRUE!!! THANK YOU!!! “Everyone in RL is a victim”, sometimes the victim in progression. I could take it easier, if some people wouldn’t depreciate the pain of ones and frantically praise others!

Not a big fan of "it's all gloom and doom in Rusty Lake" which is one reason I created Down the Rabbit Hole, because there's hope in suffering. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Like an anon once pointed out, Dale tried to kill David and it didn't heal him. It didn't fix him. So maybe ... He needs to forgive him instead.

In the same way I think Rusty Lake is about how hurt people hurt people, characters pass off their own traumas onto other characters. A cycle that is waiting to be broken.

And that's why I like to believe that Albert won't be a bad father to Rose. He's not the best, obviously. But he's not the worst either. He tries, because he knows what it's like to be a hated neglected child. He knows what it's like to hurt and suffer. And he wouldn't want that for Rose. He finds redemption in her. And I prefer to believe even a ""monster"" could love, even he could have a second chance.

Probably an unpopular opinion but idc, because to me Rusty Lake is about the horrors of trauma, but not only that, it's also about healing from those traumas. Being reborn, a new person, metaphorically, without the damages of your old self. And now Albert is reborn, a new person.

It doesn't erase his past sins. But he now has a second chance. And tho idc much about the Vanderbooms, I am looking forward to seeing what he'll make of this second chance.

There's beauty in Rusty Lake, in a sense that pain breaks us, and the memories of the past hurt, and sometimes our pain causes us to hurt others. But the cycle will be broken. There's hope under all the misery. You will pick up the broken pieces, and create a new you, ready to hurt and love again.

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I know I usually come with bunch of illys, but watching RE letsplays got me into these dorks and I'm producing memes. + one nemestine for a friend

(just in case, i ship them all consensual, just a wholesome monsterfkin haha)

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a silly warm up He borrowed a hat to match some other baddies xD

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One more short sad animation with Albert, okay? OKAY? Okay, later

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Aren't you tired of running, rabbit?

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Summoning Albert’s fans on this post!

Special thanks to my friend, who made this masterpiece skull, to my father for helping with video and to all my buddies from lake fandom! I guess, I will show more photos later (or who knows)

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I recently discovered the Cube Escape/Rusty Lake games and I'm maybe just a little obsessed with this babygirl Detective.

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So…. I did more….

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redraws of random sfm screenshots i found

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Meme from Xter, that I kept quite a long time.

I kinda like participating in something like that