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constantly feeling like i’m never doing enough in any area of my life

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i spend half of my life wanting to die and the other half scared that i am dying

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when all the other girls get a side salad and you get freaking pasta

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when your husband buys you clothes but you’re too big to fit into them<<<<<

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*goes a whole day without crying*

my brain: you’re definitely faking your depression

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problems: *come up*

me: ok i should get skinny to solve this

problems:

problems: excuse me wtf

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Why did my brain think it was a good idea to cope with feeling fat by eating more food????

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does anyone else get hungrier when they eat?? like i’ll go most of the day without eating and won’t be hungry but i’ll be like ‘need some nutrients tho ennit’ and have a banana or something but then all of a sudden this hunger attacks me and i eat everything in sight

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A fun little game I like to play is called is my headache from crying or not eating?

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Does anyone else watch my 600 lb life and imagine yourself that way and make you hate yourself more cuz same.

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My dad literally said I should starve myself for a week and spend all day on the treadmill so that's cool, whatever.