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@kys4me is my new blog, im moving cause of gmail issues.

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@kys4me is my new blog, im moving cause of gmail issues.

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@kys4me is my new blog, im moving cause of gmail issues.

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@kys4me is my new blog, im moving cause of gmail issues.

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i wish others would understand that actual fat people (not thin/mid-size ppl with body dysmorphia) have anorexia and can starve themselves and i genuinely get sick and fucking tired of just feeling so left out of the ana community.

i am 201.5 lbs, i am a fucking obese bitch. i have anorexia. i feel like a lot of the community ignores us because they're ashamed to share a ed with us. (mainly cause they dont wanna be us, which whatever. i love dehumanization based on weight /sarcasm)

also, the community sucks; as someone that's aware of diet culture bullshit and fatphobia it makes me feel so guilty being here because i know and am aware all this shit is delusion and bullshit.

you and i both fucking know that this anorexia bullshit is a goddamn trap. you're gonna starve and maybe binge (idk you n your habits) till you either recover or your anorexia fucking kills you (which it can).

when people say anorexia is fatphobic they're not calling the anoriexes or the disorder, they're calling the community itself that. because it is.

you HATE being fat. a quarter of you genuinely HATE fat people. tell me i'm wrong, because i'm fucking not.

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Gentle reminder that you can use our& posts for faking/transID/kink purposes [/srs]

Yes, even our vent posts, yes, even if we feel really bad due to X. As long as you don't (non-consensually) insult us personally/invalidate our experiences or hurt us personally in any way, do whatever you want. My experience makes you feel good and you want to use it for personal reasons? Ok, we happy for you! It's great that one man's pain is other man's euphoria! [/srs]

Yeah, not all folk comfortable with it. But we&, personally, ok with it! This page is safe page for transID folk and fakers, we& personally do consent on you using our experiences for personal goals! Have a great time. [/pos]

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awkward to ask but hrmm are u open to relationships and do u have any current partners?

we're open to relationships; we have a title-flux qpr with someone atm.

if you're interested i'll only go after you if you're bodily 17+, i dont want anything bigger than a 4yr age gap. we're bodily 20.

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s3w3rsl1d3 looking real good rn

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as of right now we're listening to subliminals to make ourself parasian/median. i'm unsure what to really name our system. as i am going to be the core (and host) that the facets orbit around and i make the laws here ... lol.

i do wonder what our friends will think, our friends are pro endo and stuff so i'm not that worried, but such a sudden change might raise eyebrows i do fear...

who knows though! one of the friends is pretty open minded and what i'd consider radqueer apathetic lol.

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subliminal requests open!

the pronouns and aesthetic of this youtube account isn't really us, because our host made the blog earlier this week......but we've decided to keep the weird alias the host gave the channel. shrug.

it's a underground subliminal channel, we'll do anything pretty much. requests are open.

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i wanna have a *cult around me but like im too goddamn lazy to really make it; i should make a subliminal about it.

*notice how i didnt say fult

it'd be such a goddamn ego booster. i might just make a oc for it to vent instead. transcultleader will be my downfall.

if anyone here would be interested in me being your rando cult leader feel free to shoot asks, they're open ~

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"dni proud paraphile" i think having an attraction is not something to hate yourself over. especially if it something like plushophilia. be proud of your attraction all you want guys

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being bullied like i was bullied in middle school would fix me i fear.

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i genuinely cannot get over this. i havent been this fucking fat since the start of hs 😭

i am 201.10 lbs what if i killed people. im almost at my old starting weight. holy FUCK

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take me back to when i was 185 PLEASE

i am 201.10 lbs what if i killed people. im almost at my old starting weight. holy FUCK

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i am 201.10 lbs what if i killed people. im almost at my old starting weight. holy FUCK

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Cisassaulter (left), Trisassaulter (middle), & Transassaulter (right)