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There is still hope. Say it out loud. Palestine will be free. The Palestinian people will celebrate their culture and heritage with each other. We will love and be loved. Do not fall into the trap of despair.

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Romance writers who's never felt the touch of a woman/man, hands up 🤚

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god's strongest soldiers are my mutuals who put up with me when I let the brainrot take over and start posting like I got possessed about something they haven't even heard of yet

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Masterlist

Sam:

I guess I'm in love [tired] [look so beautiful while you sleep] [I think I love you] Sleepy confessions DRAFT

Avior:

In the name of love [truth] [why you did it] [keep you safe] [love you then and now] A sarcastic demon and a freelancers truth

David:

Always here [hard day] [missing] [anxiety] [reverse comfort] hc of David having a panic attack when he couldn't find Angel

T.V [cheating] [language] how could he? Of all people..

Milo:

Quinn:

I hate that I love you [In a fight] [bleeding] [at the door] [scuffle] [mentions of past] [I was going to propose..] Quinn shows up at your doorstep with a few words and a ring from the past DRAFT

Aaron:

Vincent:

Forever yours [Character death] [dealing with loss] [language]

Bucky Barnes:

Wanna be yours [Separation anxiety comfort] [mutual pining] [alluding to s³x]

Tom Holland:

Sweet melody

Pony tales

Think Negative

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Wanna Be Yours | Bucky Barnes

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Summary: Even months after Bucky had rescued you from HYDRA, you still had a separation anxiety that made you paranoid when he wasn't around. And so did Bucky.

Content: [bucky being unable to stay away from you] [Comforting] [minor pining for each other] [alluding to s³x]

Warning: Mild mature themes

A/N: first buck fic😍✋️That I'm posting anyways. Not saying my draft isn't full of horndog shit BUT PLEASE PAY ATTENTION THIS PART IS IMPORTANT. Please watch this bucky edit before reading. It'll give you a visual of this fic. I'll leave the link in the comments as well so it's easier to copy. Okay, enjoy ♡ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSNMdKCFQ/

Not proofread, Sorr :)

"Bucky."

"Hmm." A low grumble echoed from the other end of the call, the familiar rattle of his metal arm easing the anxiety in your chest.

"I miss you."

"I'm working." He responded with the same monotonous effect. He'd been dispatched on a mission nearby, along with Natasha Romanoff only about 20 minutes ago.

She was a glorified babysitter that Steve had assigned to accompany Bucky just in case he got himself in trouble.

As grateful as you were that they'd helped Bucky save you from HYDRA, you weren't that well acquainted with the avengers to know their relationship with each other so the fact that you were left at the tower alone while Bucky was out with someone else just didn't sit well in your stomach.

"I miss you." You repeated mechanically into the phone. It was a habit hard to kill even though it had been months since you'd been freed from the shackles Pierce constricted you in. You were no longer a soldier, but it wasn't like you could just turn off or forget years of torture.

When there was no response, you opted to repeat yourself another time before he interrupted you. "I miss y-" "I know."

You heard a soft sigh from the other line, a few minutes of silence passing before it disconnected with a distorted click.

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10 minutes later

The door to Buckys bedroom swung open, revealing you sitting in front of it with your legs curled up to your chest, the same inexpressive look in your eyes as they looked up at him.

"How long have you been sitting here?" His brows knotted, and his forehead creased revealing a hint of worry. "Since you left." You answered to which he could only respond with a deep exhale.

Bucky walked closer to you, crouching down to your level before gently sliding a few strands of hair behind your ear, his thumb caressing the skin of your cheek with caution.

Leaning into his touch came much easier to you than most things. Having Bucky close was your only source of comfort after he'd rescued you. His presence grounded you in a whole new world that felt like it was caving in around you.

A world where no one knew who you were but him, and you depended on him to not forget yourself.

"Let's get you to bed." Before you could say anything, Bucky had already hooked his arms around your body, lifting you up with almost zero effort. Your own found their way around his shoulder, eyes glued to his stone cold expression as he moved you nimbly over to the bed and set you down.

"Are you hungry?" He questioned further while reaching for the covers to which you'd responded with a light shake of your head.

"Just missed you." A low hum erupted from the depth of his chest.

Pulling the covers over your legs Bucky sat himself down beside you on the edge of the bed, leaning his back against the headrest before stretching his hand out in your direction, lacing his fingers through your hair.

Forget the Avengers. Your own relationship with Bucky was a mystery, if not anything else. One thing was clear, though. You were definitely not friends. At least you didn't want to be.

The years you'd spent being tortured and trained at HYDRA's base was something only he had the capability to understand. Naturally, your heart ran to him to seek any kind of empathy or comfort, but you'd both been wrung so tight that any sense of emotional sensitivity had been drained from you almost completely.

It took him a long a while, but he'd warmed up to the Avengers, finding his old best friend in Steve, a good companion in Sam, and a supportive team in everyone else.

However, it wasn't so easy for you. Bucky was all you had, and you'd worried your dependence on him in trying to fit back into society would someday become too much of a burden. The vehemence of your affection for him seemed to be concealed by the expressionless look on your face and the thought that he would someday choose to want someone who showered him with love unlike you.

Little to your knowledge, Bucky had his own apprehensions when it came to you. He'd thought being around the Avengers who'd protect you at any cost would make you feel more comfortable and safe. That it would help you open up.

That was the reason he had insisted for you to stay at the tower after the rescue mission. Well. Half of it anyway.

He couldn't stand the thought of you being alone the way he was, holeing up within the dark confines of his room. As hypocritical as it was, he cared too much to see you turn into the version of himself that he'd barely managed to escape.

You deserve to feel the warm flutter of happiness in your body. You, more than him. More than anyone.

That's why he'd rushed back to the tower halfway through his mission after you'd called, leaving Natasha to deal with the aftermath.

He could almost still feel the wind on his face from how harshly he'd revved the engine of the Harley Davidson Street 750.

"Bucky?"

You whisper softly while looking up at him, your doe eyes making him take in a deep breath. "Y-yeah?" He didn't realise how long he'd been staring or how close you'd gotten, your breaths mingling with each other, caressing the others' skin and sending shivers up and down his spine.

Close. Too close.

Too close not to do anything about it.

His metal arm that had been stroking your hair slid down to hook around the back of your neck, the cold vibranium thumb tracing circles on your jaw, and you couldn't help leaning into the touch, sucking in a breath, you closed your eyes in contentment.

"Bucky.." You purred, your cheeks filled with unfamiliar heat. Blushing? Bucky was making you blush.

Meanwhile, Bucky seemed to be awestruck as he blinked in disbelief. "You.. smiled." It was brief, a very small one, but he definitely caught it, and suddenly he couldn't think of anything more beautiful than the sight of it.

He wondered what it would take to see your lips tug upwards just a little more. To hear you laugh if he was lucky enough.

Buckys mind was clouded. Filled with the image of heaven that you'd graced him with, and suddenly he was closer, his lips hovering dangerously close to your own.

"Smile for me, doll."

Your eyes widen when his lips finally pressed against yours, knocking the wind out of you. However, it only took a few seconds for you to melt into the sensation. You had been craving it after all.

Your body began to curl up in an effort to be as close to him as possible, fingers grazing the outline of his stubble. A muffled whine slipped from your lips, causing Bucky to chuckle into the kiss before parting only slightly, an adoring look in his eyes. One you couldn't fathom was meant for you.

"Somehow, that was even better." He cooed, sliding his hand down your arm, the side of your body before resting on your hips, giving it a little squeeze.

"Come here, babydoll." He murmured with a feverish look in his eyes, using both hands to hold onto your hips and move you to straddle his lap. The pet names only served to make your ears burn hotter.

As soon as he'd settled you on top of him, you could feel how tight his pants had grown around him. Your chest heaved up and down as the alien feeling of arousal bubbled in your stomach and in between your thighs, making you squirm and let out little mewls.

"Shh, shh.. calm down, sweets. I have you." It felt like his lips had been taped into a smile. He wanted to ingraine the faces you were making in the deepest part of his thoughts. "I'm right here." He continued, leaning close to leave a trail of wet kisses down your neck, pausing at your shoulder to breathe in your scent before continuing down your collarbone, your arm all the way down to the back of your hand.

"You smell intoxicating. And you taste even better." Your breathe hitches for the millionth time. There was nothing you could think to say in response to his sweet words. Your silence was fine with him, though, because you displayed your innermost feelings on your face, and it was all he needed.

With both hands, he pressed your hips down onto him, eliciting a gasp from you. "Mm. And those delicious sounds you make. You must be an angel given human form because you make me feel like I'm in seventh heaven-" Bucky huffed out the last bit, his own chest heaving in anticipation.

You'd already showed him more emotions in that very second than you had the last few months you'd spent with him, and he was more than eager to explore what more he could pull out of you..

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Have some art. It's not redacted but yk. Have.

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I swear one day I'm gonna finish writing one of my oneshots

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To that marvel writer I just fucking spammed.

I offer no apologies for it. Your writing is fantastic.

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hellow fellow redacted artist

just wanted to drop by and say I FREAKING LOVE YOUR ART, YOUR SHADING, YOUR LINEWORK, YOUR RENDERING, YOUR DESIGNS FOR EACH CHARACTER i could go on and on…

keep doing you pookie <3

This fand9m lucky as hell to have them

CAUSE LOOK HOW FUCKINY SWEEEEEEEEEEEET💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

I adore your art to the moon and back it's literally one of the most unique styles I've seen. I'm so glad I found you on other socials it was so amazing to your art that wasn't redacted based.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ENCOURAGEMET♡♡♡

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I think that Sam being considered "the most problematic" because he's depicted as a good person is kind of weird. Maybe the audios where he's a cuddly boyfriend have distorted people's view on him but he's a blood drinking vampire with a spotted past full of conflict. I don't think he's *supposed* to be seen as pure and innocent just because he's a protagonist.

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Be honest, fandom - none of you motherfuckers give a shit about Colm before but oh no, David suddenly mentioned that he doesn't like Sam and suddenly everyone is having issue with him?

I bet none of you didn't really care that he was a shitty dad to Milo but as soon as he hates your precious uwu cowboi, suddenly Colm is an issue. Be for real for once.

Sam is not your moral compass. You only know one side of him and that's to Darlin' and since Darlin' is his mate, of course he's only going to show his good sides to them.

"I do not care how much of a good dad he's trying to be bc colm be hatin' on my cowboy"

"COLM!! COLM GREER !!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT LIKE SAMUEL?!?? COLM IVE BEEN DEFENDING YOU ON THE INTERNET!! COLM!!!"

God forbid an NPC doesn't like a character. Did God dictate that everyone needs to fall on your precious cowboy's feet? The most average white man and plain as a drywall character that Erik ever created?

Oh and my favorite:

"COLM IS RECIST!!"

"Colm gave Sammy dirty looks for like a week when he first came to the pack bc he doesn't like vamps bc of old baggage.

And Sam's magical race is a vamp. Therefore COLMS RACIST"

Thank you for that. None of knew that your fuckboi is a vamp until you explained it. Thank you, no, really.

Also, so what if Colm has an old baggage? Maybe he was attacked by a vamp in the past? Ever thought of that? We don't know for sure but you all are so quick to start a witch hunt for literally anything.

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Ok hot take but just because vampire turning was used as an allegory for violating sexual consent in the context of one character's arc, that doesn't mean that you're supposed to interpret it as a metaphor for sexual assault in every single context. Different characters have their own arcs and themes and story lines, and even when it does apply literally interpreting it as turning = SA is extreme media illiteracy.

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I found it so fucking funny. It didn't seem like she was trying to hate on people who listened to asmr but trying to join the bandwagon, yk? She just didn't end up liking what she heard on the Redacted channel. Lasko was a bad start for someone who liked ghost anyways-

Oh hell.. Let's just throw more sh!t at the spinning ceiling fan! A YouTuber called Brittany Broski (who has around 1.4 million subs) did a Video on "Boyfriend Asmr" and it's absolutely cringe and horrible. She picked the WORST video on Eriks channel and it's just a literal trash fire from start to finish. The comments section is so bad right now and y'all know with this type of attention that old drama is going to be brought back up. 😓

I'm all for new people joining the community and helping Erik grow his channel. But this is not the type of exposure the current fandom needs right now. I'm getting out my umbrella now for the storm that's coming. ☔

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I refer to it as that inner turmoil you feel when something hurts really good??

Like a really satisfying burning sensation in my chest?

Is this normal, or am I crazy?

People overuse the word "angst" in the fandom. I think we're at the point where absolutely any plot moment with so much as a whiff of negative consequences gets referred to as angst.

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reblog this if you want a LONG (or short) anonymous message saying what they think of you.

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To the person who said this

Erik won't take chances with his content anymore after everyone got mad at him for making content they didn't like.

and this

He just doesn't want to take the time to create something great and fun only to have it just be spoiled and given to everyone for free with the threat that people will use it to smear his name in the mud more. Y'all are gross.

Stop pinning everything on the fandom. You don't have to make excuses for his increasingly half-assed writing. I'm sorry but the reason he's no longer putting effort into conflict/stakes/emotionally impactful stories is because he chooses to. The fandom doesn't control him. Yeah leaking content is bad behavior but how does that logically lead to him just having to water everything down?

Plenty of other VAs (who get WAY less attention compared to Redacted by the way) are out there still making good audios regardless of a little criticism. Most are putting MORE effort into story, and getting better at making audios with drama, emotion, and stakes. Meanwhile Redacted is out here making less and less plot/drama-based content in favor of making the same generic audios over and over. Quinn was the one thing with actual plot progression we got and even then that was all kind of nothing. They didn't even catch or face Quinn, he just got captured off-screen and they visited him when he was handcuffed and tied to a chair.

I don't even care about the SA audio drama that's been dragged out way too long. Most people don't (despite what Tumblr and TikTok would have you believe), we want STORIES. 99% of the people listening don't even know about the drama or don't care.

Fans are just looking at the content in front of them and feel justifiably disappointed/frustrated that practically every single character we've gotten invested in over the course of their stories has evolved into the same cookie-cutter softboi. A solid 85% of the audios he puts out are totally irrelevant to the story that we followed him for in the first place.

Erik is choosing to prioritize his generic boyfriend ASMR listeners over his core audience of plot-invested listeners. He's choosing to keep diminishing all of his characters into the same repetitive cycle of turning into domestic comfort boyfriends. It's him who's doing that, not us. I'm sick of seeing every criticism of Erik get deflected onto the fandom because we're safer targets than Prince Redacted.

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